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TITLE: One Last Ride

A rollercoaster is a fun and exciting experience, like a rollercoaster. Life can make you feel at the top or the bottom. Rollercoaster is a fun experience like my personal experience as a Teen. When I was in grade 7 here at Tarlac Agricultural University Laboratory School, I experienced a new environment and events such as Socialization, LS Fair, and Backyard Camping. I felt amused because it was my first time here. I remember back when I didn't care if I got a failig grade, as long as I had friends to hang out with. I want to be back in time to feel the joy and no worries about my academics. I want to correct my decisions in life.

By the time I was 14, I experienced being at the lowest point where I didn't know what to do anymore, succumbing to sadness and thinking that life is always miserable, wishing that my suffering would end. I like to isolate myself during the pandemnic I spent my time lying in bed and not spending my time more efficiently and I regret it. By the time I was fifteen, I got into a relationship with my classmate, it was a memorable and heart-wrenching experience. It saved me from misery and gave me a lesson and a memory to keep.

As I reached 16, this year was the best and most memorable. I had fun being a 10B because I experienced being a teen, a student, and a youth. Learning with fun, laughing, and hanging out with friends again, It feels like the old times but with lessons filled in mind. But time was short and I didn't spend my time well, up until now 1 stil reminisced about sitting inthe 1st row listening and laughing with my friends. To conclude, being a teenager for me is to explore more about myself and to tell to others that I had fun, cried, and felt those emotions.

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TITLE: Waiting Area

I once dreamt to grow up fast, but life wasn't kind to me. This happened when I was in my freshmen your here at Tarlac Agricultural University Laboratory School I had a crush, where I couldn't stop thinking about her I feel joyed and at the same time I feel anxious when I'm beside with her.

Then pandemic came, I am already dead inside, dead because of loneliness and sadness. I started to do a move, I started to talk to her I realized, we are the same. We both share qualities inside and outside. By the time both of us are now grade 9. I confessed with doubt since it might ruin our friendship. The night of September 31st, I wrote a essay stating my feelings about her but she rejected my love for her, then a month have passed and she said that she likes me back. For 2 months we've been together, full of joy and misunderstandings that made me feel that I am at the top but she still left me.

I cried and felt that I am a dead man. After she left me in misery my grandma died because of cancer. Back then I tried to revive my heart but I can't. I couldn't bear both tragic moments, both of them left me with a dead heart. I moved on and I still remember that night and month, my TOTGA and my beloved grandmother. I am still waiting back then but I need to learn and move on from it. Both tradegies gave me a lesson to hold and a memory to preserve.

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TITLE: Bukid

I remember back then

Whenever I had a burden

I sometimes go to this scenery

A place to see the vast lands

A chilled windy feeling

A place for peaceful reading

The greeny field bukirin

can set my eyes to sleep

Nakakapagod nga lang kasi nasa dulo ng cabanabaan

A vast land filled with cows and trees near kasabsabaan

My lolo who's doing his daily living in his field

And a child who just wander near his bukid