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[joltik-guy]

Ok.

That wasn't him.

I dislike Juniper but he doesn't talk like that.

You're not a burden. You're not too much. Anyone who tries to make you feel any differently is not worth your time.

You've been crying. I'm sorry.

Do, you. Want to watch a show or something?

@joltik-guy

................

mhm

can we-

sorry.

[joltik-guy]

Waking up to everything around me in shambles. How familar.

[joltik-guy]

I think I should be able to crawl around on the ceiling like a spider

[joltik-guy]

Do they sleep with a stuffed animal? If they have multiple, who’s the favorite?

I used to but I don't really anymore. I gave them to CD as shred fodda.

[joltik-guy]

on my way home

got fish burger for you

uhm. my leaves got frostbite kinda bad. and they’re gone. but it’s kinda fine and they’re gonna grow back soon

@unovan-gardener

Sorry. Keep forgetting your asks. Not on purpose I swear. I'm just so tired all the time.

[joltik-guy]

Can you recall what happened?

To me at the lab?

Yeah. But I'm not supposed to talk about it or whatever.

And when I think about it for to long it just seems so unfair I want to- do terrible things.

[joltik-guy]

oc asks that reveal more than you think

Do they sleep with a stuffed animal? If they have multiple, who’s the favorite?

Can they take care of a plant? What about a pet? What about a child?

Ask them to describe their love interest.

Do they look good in red?

Speech! Speech! Speech! Speech! Will they give one, and what about?

Who will they take advice from, no matter what it is? Who won’t they take advice from, no matter what it is?

Describe them in three words. Now let them describe themself in three words.

Do complex puzzles intrigue or frustrate them?

Do they empathize with non-sentient things (dolls, plants, books…)?

What age do they most want to be right now?

They’ve won the lottery. Spend, or save?

Do they like romance in the books they read (or in the book they’re in)?

Name one thing their parents taught them.

Would they agree with the term ‘guilty pleasure’? Do they have any?

What would they consider a waste of time– other than school or work?

If money wasn’t a limit, what would they wear?

Do they like children?

Kissing: tongue or no tongue?

Do they study before tests? Practice before job interviews?

What do they like that nobody else does?

What would it take for them to break up with someone? What would be the last straw?

Do they like being called pet names? Do they call other people pet names? What’s their go-to?

Stability or novelty?

Honesty or charity?

Safety or possibility?

Talent or effort?

Forgiveness or vengeance (or…)?

Would they date a fixer-upper?

What recurring dreams do they have?

What would they do if they knew it would be forgiven?

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[joltik-guy]

i love you im not leaving you im not blocking you

and im going to pick up those fish burgers you like on the way home

im so so sorry people are being shit to you and i am going to start biting if this continues

@unovan-gardener

It's fine. I don't really care.

Sorry this took so long to get to I was doing coursework.

I'm failing everything. Arceus.

[joltik-guy]

if there's anything you need to say to me, just get it out

i'll be fine

@newvillainontheblock

//it doesnt know how to help except let joltik vent at them :(

You.

I don't want to be mad at you. But you want me to because you expect me to.

I've been a dick. I guess- thats just- what I do now.

Just. Fucking. Take care of yourself. Block me for your own mental health like everyone else. Or don't. I don't care.

It doesn't fucking matter anymore.

[joltik-guy]

Everything feels so dull- my vision. how do you live when everything looks lifeless?

[joltik-guy]

please make it stop please- I'm-

.I.

Okay. Yes.

it hurts

@joltik-guy

oh

oh no

im sorry im sorry

be there in a sec

i can- try to heal the pain maybe- or get you an advil

fuck tik im so sorry

[joltik-guy]

I don't know what to do. I don't like this.

it hurts

@joltik-guy

oh

oh no

im sorry im sorry

be there in a sec

i can- try to heal the pain maybe- or get you an advil

fuck tik im so sorry

[joltik-guy]

Arceus.

What is wrong with me ?

[joltik-guy]

Star seems more interested in talking to you actually.

Seems about right.

I shouldn't've told my partner where we're staying. She's coming over.

Arceus.

[joltik-guy]

[joltik-guy]

I. Don't know.

I'm not 'myself' according to everyone else so void probably won't like me like this.

If it goes really bad I might even get broken up with. Always something to look forward to.

I shouldn't've told my partner where we're staying. She's coming over.

Arceus.

[joltik-guy]

I shouldn't've told my partner where we're staying. She's coming over.

Arceus.