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[jooniperhun]

EXCITED ISN’T EVEN THE WORD!!! I shall be SEATED!!!

The Obsidian Pearl (teaser)

Preview: Sailing through The Dead Man’s Passage is a death sentence and the whole crew knows it. Your Captain is not left with much of a choice, not when the ship’s stock is as good as gone and you’re still a week away from the nearest port. It doesn’t take long before you realize that starving to death would’ve been a kinder way to go. You can only watch, helpless, as the crew jumps ship one by one, leaving you alone with the demon lurking in the murkey red water. You wish you could have starved to death, warmed by the sun, as the creature beckons you to jump into the icy water – “Come to me, pet” – and you can’t do anything but obey.

Coming soon in June! Set in the same universe as The Crimson Shell.

[jooniperhun]

When I say that this chapter was absolutely STOMACH CHURNING!! I was hungry before I read it and now my appetite is goneee 😭 This chapter had me gripping my hair in stress and disbelief, biting my nails, and pausing to rant into the air about HOW FUCKING BATSHIT CRAZY THESE MEN ARE ?!!!? Excellent work as usual!!

lovesick (VII)

— pairing: yandere ot7 x (f) reader — word count: 14.3k — warnings: yandere, stalking, obsessive behaviour, kidnapping, drugging, the boys being ~creeps~ — summary: You dreamed of the day you would get your very own soulmark. Though, you didn’t expect to wake up to a searing hurt in your arm, the phantom pain of your shoulder being dislocated and your forearm fractured. As if dealing with the worst possible soulmark ever wasn’t bad enough, you also have to come to terms with the fact that you’re being stalked. When the letters and gifts you receive begin to escalate and the police offers no help, you have no other option than to figure out who’s behind it yourself – and hopefully before it’s too late. — amazing cover by @leithold​!

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You stare at Jungkook’s back, his signature hoodie covered by a thick black coat. The cold air from outside clings to your body, refusing to thaw even in the warm reception area. You shiver, wrapping your arms around yourself as Jungkook texts his hyung to let him know you’re there. Today, the entrance is completely empty and the officer you spoke to last time is nowhere to be seen. You shift uneasily on your feet, a little unnerved by the complete silence. Is this even a good idea? You’ve been here twice before and no one has been able to help you. You want to believe Jungkook and the trust he has in his friend, but it doesn’t seem very likely that it’ll make much of a difference.

Feeling doubtful about the whole situation, you eye the front door, wondering if it’s too late to just go back home. Jungkook might think you’re a little rude for changing your mind when you’re already here, but maybe it’ll be worth it, if it can spare you the humiliation of having to share those letters with more people that can’t help you anyway.

Jungkook pockets his phone before you can make up your mind, light footsteps filling the empty reception as one of the adjacent doors open.

”Hyung!” He rushes over to excitedly greet whoever stepped into the room, the person hidden from your sight as Jungkook hugs them.

“Jungkookie,” The man’s airy, familiar, voice is full of mirth as he pats Jungkook’s back. ”You know hyung loves spending time with you, but why did we have to meet up while I’m on duty?”

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[jooniperhun]

friends aren’t supposed to hurt each other like this.

[jooniperhun]

SHE ASKED ME ON A DATE BITCHESSS!! WE MOVE TN!!

damn i could really fall in love with her if i’m not careful 😩

[jooniperhun]

gonna start flirting like a mf 😼😼😼

damn i could really fall in love with her if i’m not careful 😩

[jooniperhun]

oh nooo.. im not being careful oh nooo…

damn i could really fall in love with her if i’m not careful 😩

[jooniperhun]

damn i could really fall in love with her if i’m not careful 😩

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[jooniperhun]

Hi love, I know you don’t know me and I don’t know you but I just wanted to say if you ever need anyone to talk to or if you just want to vent I’m here for you. I know how it feels to not have anyone to talk to and sometimes it’s good to just have someone listen. I don’t want to make you uncomfortable, but know I hope that you’re doing okay. Please stay happy and healthy 💜

Hi sweetie thank you so much! I hope you stay happy and healthy as well!!

[jooniperhun]

my ancestor’s response to grieving my grandfather’s death.

i know im supposed to be writing my slutty fics and stuff on here but this is literally the only place i can talk about stuff on my mind in and there’s a lot to say. the main thing is that my life is actually going to shambles and there’s no one i can talk about it with :/

my friend group started out so large at the beginning of the semester and it’s whittled down to literally one and a half people. and the half is because even though these two people are the closest to me, they know absolutely nothing about me. and this led to the realization that… i’ve never actually had a real and true friend my entire life. i’ve just had ppl i hung out with and that’s it :/ i’ve always kept my circles small bc that’s just how i am but goddamn it hurts realizing that i’ve never actually kept a circle at all. it’s like i’ve been standing on the periphery of the small ass group i’ve gathered, rather than in it with them. i isolate myself by nature and gosh that’s the problem. i don’t need anymore time to myself i literally can’t do that anymore. but i hate being or feeling intrusive. not to mention one of those half friends i mentioned already said she has a shit tonne on her plate so i can’t even rant about this shit to her or else i’ll feel like im being a burden. and we haven’t even covered the fact that my grandfather died not even two months ago and i haven’t even BEGAN to grieve him. idk how to grieve bc idk how to talk to anyone bc i feel like i’ve never been given an opportunity to talk at all. to say how i feel without being treated as less than or not myself for feeling at all. i can count on one hand the amount of times i’ve cried in the past two years and that’s literally just because of trauma and fuck i need a therapist bc obviously talking about my issues with my very already stressed out acquaintance-friends isn’t going to work. and part of the issue (i know this) is that i haven’t opened up at all and that’s literally because i’ve felt that i can’t at EVERY turn. someone always has something wrong and it’s created such huge riffs between everyone. i’d get into the attempt at a love life but literally no. it’s a minor part of the issue but there’s only so much im willing to type. it had to take me being in a car with these ppl to realize that im actually surrounded by strangers. and i tried to be optimistic about it and say i just need to relearn to be friends with them again bc i’ve been so busy between work and school and actually needing to fucking sleep that i haven’t been able to do much with anyone, but no. there’s no need to relearn shit. the effort is a two way street and im already exhausted enough. ppl aren’t going to want to or even realize that they have to meet me halfway. and now im extremely sad.

[jooniperhun]

gosh and realizing that you have trauma in one area is a slippery slope to realizing that u do in another. like i knew i had trauma when it comes to emotions but figuring out that i have trauma when it comes to something as menial as playing games is ridiculous. and i said that shit as a joke yesterday but im realizing that it really really isn’t. me not being interested in playing games but just watching instead is literally a fucking defense mechanism. i USED to be interested in playing but it literally got bullied out of me what the actual fuck

i know im supposed to be writing my slutty fics and stuff on here but this is literally the only place i can talk about stuff on my mind in and there’s a lot to say. the main thing is that my life is actually going to shambles and there’s no one i can talk about it with :/

my friend group started out so large at the beginning of the semester and it’s whittled down to literally one and a half people. and the half is because even though these two people are the closest to me, they know absolutely nothing about me. and this led to the realization that… i’ve never actually had a real and true friend my entire life. i’ve just had ppl i hung out with and that’s it :/ i’ve always kept my circles small bc that’s just how i am but goddamn it hurts realizing that i’ve never actually kept a circle at all. it’s like i’ve been standing on the periphery of the small ass group i’ve gathered, rather than in it with them. i isolate myself by nature and gosh that’s the problem. i don’t need anymore time to myself i literally can’t do that anymore. but i hate being or feeling intrusive. not to mention one of those half friends i mentioned already said she has a shit tonne on her plate so i can’t even rant about this shit to her or else i’ll feel like im being a burden. and we haven’t even covered the fact that my grandfather died not even two months ago and i haven’t even BEGAN to grieve him. idk how to grieve bc idk how to talk to anyone bc i feel like i’ve never been given an opportunity to talk at all. to say how i feel without being treated as less than or not myself for feeling at all. i can count on one hand the amount of times i’ve cried in the past two years and that’s literally just because of trauma and fuck i need a therapist bc obviously talking about my issues with my very already stressed out acquaintance-friends isn’t going to work. and part of the issue (i know this) is that i haven’t opened up at all and that’s literally because i’ve felt that i can’t at EVERY turn. someone always has something wrong and it’s created such huge riffs between everyone. i’d get into the attempt at a love life but literally no. it’s a minor part of the issue but there’s only so much im willing to type. it had to take me being in a car with these ppl to realize that im actually surrounded by strangers. and i tried to be optimistic about it and say i just need to relearn to be friends with them again bc i’ve been so busy between work and school and actually needing to fucking sleep that i haven’t been able to do much with anyone, but no. there’s no need to relearn shit. the effort is a two way street and im already exhausted enough. ppl aren’t going to want to or even realize that they have to meet me halfway. and now im extremely sad.

[jooniperhun]

i know im supposed to be writing my slutty fics and stuff on here but this is literally the only place i can talk about stuff on my mind in and there’s a lot to say. the main thing is that my life is actually going to shambles and there’s no one i can talk about it with :/

my friend group started out so large at the beginning of the semester and it’s whittled down to literally one and a half people. and the half is because even though these two people are the closest to me, they know absolutely nothing about me. and this led to the realization that… i’ve never actually had a real and true friend my entire life. i’ve just had ppl i hung out with and that’s it :/ i’ve always kept my circles small bc that’s just how i am but goddamn it hurts realizing that i’ve never actually kept a circle at all. it’s like i’ve been standing on the periphery of the small ass group i’ve gathered, rather than in it with them. i isolate myself by nature and gosh that’s the problem. i don’t need anymore time to myself i literally can’t do that anymore. but i hate being or feeling intrusive. not to mention one of those half friends i mentioned already said she has a shit tonne on her plate so i can’t even rant about this shit to her or else i’ll feel like im being a burden. and we haven’t even covered the fact that my grandfather died not even two months ago and i haven’t even BEGAN to grieve him. idk how to grieve bc idk how to talk to anyone bc i feel like i’ve never been given an opportunity to talk at all. to say how i feel without being treated as less than or not myself for feeling at all. i can count on one hand the amount of times i’ve cried in the past two years and that’s literally just because of trauma and fuck i need a therapist bc obviously talking about my issues with my very already stressed out acquaintance-friends isn’t going to work. and part of the issue (i know this) is that i haven’t opened up at all and that’s literally because i’ve felt that i can’t at EVERY turn. someone always has something wrong and it’s created such huge riffs between everyone. i’d get into the attempt at a love life but literally no. it’s a minor part of the issue but there’s only so much im willing to type. it had to take me being in a car with these ppl to realize that im actually surrounded by strangers. and i tried to be optimistic about it and say i just need to relearn to be friends with them again bc i’ve been so busy between work and school and actually needing to fucking sleep that i haven’t been able to do much with anyone, but no. there’s no need to relearn shit. the effort is a two way street and im already exhausted enough. ppl aren’t going to want to or even realize that they have to meet me halfway. and now im extremely sad.

[jooniperhun]

never realized i had a massive size kink until namjoon 😭

[jooniperhun]

praying to the bagel to lend me it’s powers!

[jooniperhun]

I literally cannot believe it got worse, but it fucking did!!! And it’s been like this every day for A WEEK STRAIGHT.

Holy fuck i had to be the villain just now and it’s a horrible feeling

[jooniperhun]

WAIT BC THERES FUCKING MOREEE!!! THEY HAD SEX LAST NIGHT IN HIS MF CAR??? HE’S REPEATEDLY TOLD THIS GIRL HE DOES NOT LIKE HER ROMANTICALLY LIKE HE LIKES ME TO HER FUCKING FACE AND SHE STILL DOESNT HAVE ENOUGH DIGNITY TO KEEP HER PAWS OFF?? AND THEN HE STILL FUCKS HER KNOWING HOW FUCKED UP THAT IS??? YO WHERE IS THE SELF RESPECT?? WHY YALL GOTTA BE GRIMEY JFC!! this man has literally repeatedly tried to hold my hand while he’s drunk or high or crossfaded and told me, right in front of fucking EVERYONE, about how much he likes me, and ONE DAY LATER, HE GOES AND FUCKS HER IN HIS CAR?!?!??????!??? oml the AUDACITY of man istggg

Holy fuck i had to be the villain just now and it’s a horrible feeling

[jooniperhun]

the progression of this… literally men just need to leave me alone atp. like… WHAT THE FUCKKKK!!! stood in my shower silently screaming because WHAT THE FUCKK!! the pure audacity of man???? i literally cannot fucking believe this shit right now 💀 i do NOT feel like the villain anymore because all I did was set boundaries after a huge fuckup, and here this nigga comes CONTINUING to fuck up after apologizing TWICE to my mf face. what did he want me to do?? Tell him I forgive him, kiss him, and stroll into the sunset singing kumbaya holding hands?? no! The fuck do you think I am ??? And then the AUDACITY to be all up on the girl who is partly the catalyst for all this shit?? In the same night you just fucking apologized to me??? And then have even MORE audacity to text me after??? No, bitch. You don’t get to have us both. Goodnight and goodbye, have fun idfc just leave me tf alone since ur very obviously now tied to someone else??? AND DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THE MEN WHO FUCKING LIEEEDDDD ON MY MF NAMEE!! they all need to go to hell!! HELL!!!

Holy fuck i had to be the villain just now and it’s a horrible feeling