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I have burnt, so have they.

Wish i could turn back time, Back when I was little, Back when I was innocent, Back when everything about me revolved around you,

When a day wouldn’t go by me not mentioning your name, When before every meal I used to say your name, thank you for all, Wake up, your name was the first thing my mouth said, Wake up your name I would praises, Go to bed, your name would be the last thing in my mouth, I had…

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bar @ 2

Am in a bar drowning all my sorrows away

Wondering why it never works for me anyway

Wishing all my sorrows would run faraway

Then I raise my head up

Looking straight at her

Hoping she be the one

Love never looked me twice all the way

Am always stuck looking at the wrong way

Now am sipping, wondering if she is also my lost way

I look at her the 2nd time, she looks back, ‘

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scumbag

And u drive me crazy, what can I say

And every single time I take a look at u

Reminds me the 1st time I saw u

Beautiful as always, bringing a smile to my face

Now am standing in the place you told me

Ur face nowhere to see mine

Went home, sat near the window, hoping I see u walking in

But only the flies flew in, coz they knew you were gone baby gone

I’ll go down 4 u, I’ll…

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Tinder ina Tenda vijana

Tinder ina Tenda vijana

I was in my very untidy bedsitter, clothes and dirty plates thrown everywhere just relaxing, having a good time by my standards which were not being disturbed, watching a series film. Having a good time? Who am I kidding, I was stressed up. Let me be honest, I was I my room convincing myself I should quit drinking and put my life together, you see the previous night my depressions made me…

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Emotional story involving an engagement ring.

Emotional story involving an engagement ring.

I thought we would last forever, I always say I can never give a person my heart, only my kidney, a joke it might seem to some but I always meant it, why? Because I didn’t want to be Davy Jones, Pirates of the Caribbean: At World’s end, why give a person my heart which will make me alive no more to make a legacy together, I am a selfish person. But I gave him my kidney to save his life, my sweet…

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Maybe we should let this go,

Our future’s crying out loud,

For it ain’t bright no more,

Would’ve loved to take the blame,

But you were too controlling,

Came to you seeking maturity,

But you over sped the train,

Crashed into a mountain of lava,

My heart now tells the aftermath,

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Tell me what do you see?

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When you walked into my life thought you would be like…

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WORTH IT.

Hi?

So how does it feel?

Like you won some mega jackpot?

When you go to sleep, are you happy?

Happy like you achieved your dreams,

Happy coz what you always wanted, you managed it,

Without even lifting a figure,

Bet, you be smiling every time you put your head on the pillow,

I too have to congratulate you,

Coz I too be smiling 4 you,

The difference is that mine is…

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Matatu girl Once again am seated next to a stranger, Am eager to ask for her number, The conversation is flowing like Adele's songs,

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Tired For Once in my life I crave things would go how I wish, Stuck in a hell fire doungen trying to find my way out.

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Maybe we should let this go

Maybe we should let this go Our future’s crying out loud For it ain’t bright no more Would’ve loved to take the blame But you were too controlling Came to you seeking maturity But you over sped the train Crashed into a mountain of lava My heart now tells the aftermath

Tell me what do you see?

When you walked into my life thought you would be like the man with the S sign of hope on his chest…

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Loraine Like the RAIN, she fills my desert heart with LIFE Thumping her chest, she drives away the sorrow, the heartbreak, the loneliness, all for my GAIN For it’s her time to REIGN She be on the throne, she be my Holy Grail.

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What can we do about child abuse? Phase One - Sexual

What can we do about child abuse? Phase One – Sexual

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caged

Am not allowed,

Not allowed to express my feelings

Not allowed to be WHO I AM

Not allowed to be with who I want

Just because, they, say so

I too have feelings

I too have a heart that melts for someone

I too long to hold and be held

I have to lock my feelings and throw away the key faraway

They say, who I love

The LOVE

Is against the teachings

Against the WORD

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The hooked shaped fruit

The hooked shaped fruit

She had a weakness for a hooked shaped fruit,

With an innocent, delicious red looking skin,

But the taste? Bitter, with the anger of the fallen inside it

It mistreated her, treated her like a punching bag,

The pain, the burning sensation,

She loved, enjoyed, worshiped, longed for it,

Left her wanting more and more,

The aftermath feeling of happiness and well-being it brought

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I’ve tried to write my wrongs way back from 1976

But this is a Lucifer- god relationship, ain’t making any progress

They do me wrong, I forgive

I do them wrong, all of a sudden its CNN time

They be God, cut your head off, it’s all okay

I be of lucifertic bloodline, say don’t cut off head

I am charged with treason to the kingdom of the holy

My life never seemed so right 

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