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𝕀'𝕞 𝕘𝕠𝕟𝕟𝕒 𝕞𝕒𝕣𝕣𝕪 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕟𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥. 𝕀 𝕨𝕠𝕟'𝕥 𝕘𝕚𝕧𝕖 𝕦𝕡 𝕠𝕟 𝕞𝕪 𝕝𝕚𝕗𝕖. 𝕀'𝕞 𝕒 𝕨𝕒𝕣𝕣𝕚𝕠𝕣 𝕢𝕦𝕖𝕖𝕟. 𝕃𝕚𝕧𝕖 𝕡𝕒𝕤𝕤𝕚𝕠𝕟𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕝𝕪 𝕥𝕠𝕟𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥.

mutuals only indie rp account 𝙎𝙚𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙖 𝙆𝙮𝙡𝙚 / 𝗖𝗮𝘁𝘄𝗼𝗺𝗮𝗻 of Matt Reeve's 𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝘽𝙖𝙩𝙢𝙖𝙣 𝙎𝙖𝙜𝙖 stolen by 𝙅𝙏 ꪆ ⋆⁺₊ CARRD

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.·:*¨ ✘ ☠︎︎ ✘ ¨*:·. Blue eyes lingered for a moment longer on Chris. He was his best friend, and as such, Josh would always worry if something seemed off. The holidays were never a particularly fun time, especially after his sisters had died, but he wasn't sure what particular reason there could be to get Chris "feeling out of sorts". Rather than dwell on it, Josh decided to do what he does best, and give the other man a good distraction.

"That's the spirit!" he exclaimed as he clapped his hand on Chris's shoulder. "Of course I'm right. I'm always right. So what's your poison tonight? I'm thinking tequila shots to get rid of this crap ass year once and for all."

No, of course Josh is joking. Of course, he is. Why would he think he wasn't? Why is he being sensitive today? Chris isn't even sure himself, but mostly because he hasn't noticed it which means he'd unknowingly gotten defensive. "Yeah, you're right. My bad." Chris apologizes, knowing that his behavior is unlike him now that he's thinking of it. "I didn't even realize I was feeling out of sorts." It's a little embarrassing to have others recognize you're not quite right, honestly. Mostly because he tries to catch it and silence it before anyone can start asking questions, but it's clearly too late for that.

Josh's attempts to lift his spirits does make him smile a little and yeah, actually laugh a little in response to his clear excitement toward bringing in the new year. "Yeah, yeah - you're right." He'll let whatever it is go for now and worry about it later.

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𝕀'𝕞 𝕘𝕠𝕟𝕟𝕒 𝕞𝕒𝕣𝕣𝕪 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕟𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥. 𝕀 𝕨𝕠𝕟'𝕥 𝕘𝕚𝕧𝕖 𝕦𝕡 𝕠𝕟 𝕞𝕪 𝕝𝕚𝕗𝕖. 𝕀'𝕞 𝕒 𝕨𝕒𝕣𝕣𝕚𝕠𝕣 𝕢𝕦𝕖𝕖𝕟. 𝕃𝕚𝕧𝕖 𝕡𝕒𝕤𝕤𝕚𝕠𝕟𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕝𝕪 𝕥𝕠𝕟𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥.

mutuals only indie rp account 𝙎𝙚𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙖 𝙆𝙮𝙡𝙚 / 𝗖𝗮𝘁𝘄𝗼𝗺𝗮𝗻 of Matt Reeve's 𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝘽𝙖𝙩𝙢𝙖𝙣 𝙎𝙖𝙜𝙖 stolen by 𝙅𝙏 ꪆ ⋆⁺₊ CARRD

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[ I’m finally home! And I have no replies pending which means tonight, I set up my Selina Kyle account 😈 ]

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「 important question: do I know anyone who writes Sofia Falcone Gigante?? 」

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Respectfully this man is fine shytttt and always will be

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2024 is almost over!

With the final month of the year here, it’s your chance to send the mun or muse something you’ve wanted to tell them! Whether you haven’t had the chance to or you’ve been too shy, now’s the time to say what you feel, and don’t hold back!

prompt originally made by: x

[joshinyou]

2024 is almost over!

With the final month of the year here, it’s your chance to send the mun or muse something you’ve wanted to tell them! Whether you haven’t had the chance to or you’ve been too shy, now’s the time to say what you feel, and don’t hold back!

prompt originally made by: x

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.·:*¨ ✘ ☠︎︎ ✘ ¨*:·. Relief washed over Josh as he heard Kesha cease her irritating singing. Though he kept his eyes on the computer screen, he could feel Beth's presence behind him, even before she leaned lightly against his chair. When they were younger, she used to watch him play video games while he explained the story and all the characters. It was their version of story time. In that moment, he couldn't help but feel a sliver of nostalgia, easing up his competitive nature.

"So see all these guys?" he said as he blasted his way through bodies on the computer screen. "They're zombies infected by the Manticore bioweapon. But they used to be prisoners that were rioting because the guys in charge were experimenting on them with the bioweapon thing. Now I have to try to find the head honcho butthead in charge before he launches the bioweapon all over the world."

Beth let the dancing carry on for just a little bit longer before she decided to show the faintest ounce of mercy. Turning down the pop song, she instead opted to lean on the chair that Josh was sitting in, watching the game play. She did love torturing Josh but she also never took it way too far.

"So what's the point of this game, anyway...? Just your basic shoot 'em up or is there actually a good story?" Beth inquired, gaze not shifting from the screen. Beth was no stranger to video games but they had to have a good story to catch her interest. Mindless games were not on her list of enjoyments or likes.

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.·:*¨ ✘ ☠︎︎ ✘ ¨*:·. Josh set his best friend with a sarcastic, are-you-kidding-me look. "Dude. Of course I'm joking," he replied. Then his expression turned a little more serious as he eyed Chris up and down, as though evaluating what he saw. "You alright? We always give each other shit. I thought that was like... our thing. You know, I call you ugly, because clearly you're not. You call me crazy because... Ok, well I am that, but I can take a joke." He grinned big, hoping the ribbing to himself would elicit at least a smile.

Pushing Chris's shoulder playfully, he then added, "Lighten up, Cochise. It's the holidays. We gotta get blitzed to ring in the new year!"

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@joshinyou said: okay, so i'm trash. but you're ugly. - for chris

"Um.. ouch, dude?" He's thinking being called trash isn't nearly as bad as being called ugly. "And I don't think 'trash' really describes you?" Though truthfully he wouldn't know a word that would describe Josh in a bad light solely because he didn't see him that way. Yeah, he didn't always agree with things Josh did or said, but it was never anything that would make Chris think he's a bad person.

"Why are we attacking my looks anyway?" As though Chris wasn't already self conscious about that already; His appearance. "You're joking, right?"

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「 hey all! a little update from me: I will be flying back home Thursday, so after that, I will be much more active. especially since my new job doesn't start until the 13th, so you better believe I'll be wanting to dive into more threads and plots.

for now, I have 2 threads in my drafts that I'll reply to. the internet here has been in and out constantly, so who knows when/if I'll make another appearance before my trip is over, but either way, I'm wishing all of you a happy new year! 」

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jossam | captured by me

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the ud tag is full of angst and suffering, so i drew a dumb sketch to brighten it up a little bit :) fuck canon :)

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Mr. Robot, season 4 gag reel

My GIF masterlist

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.·:*¨ ✘ ☠︎︎ ✘ ¨*:·.  The space was entirely familiar. Josh had spent many days, and even nights crashing with Chris. He headed to the living room and flopped down on the couch before looking back up to his friend. There was concern in his heart over what drove Chris to be so drunk by himself. Not that it was a hard riddle to discern. They'd been through a lot recently, far more than the average human should. Much of Chris's trauma, Josh knew, had him to blame. He fought the pang of guilt that tightened in his stomach by putting on a happy-go-lucky expression.

"I wouldn't be much of a friend if I let you waste away on your lonesome, now would I?" he replied. "Yeah sure, I'll take a beer." Ever since the disappearance of his sisters, Josh had been far more careful with his drinking. When he hit liquor too hard, it would mix with his medication and make him pass completely out. He still blamed himself in part for not being conscious when Hannah and Beth needed him most. Yet in the confines of Chris's living room, he figured he could have a beer.

"So what started this impromptu solo fest?"

"Whaaat?" He seems unbothered by the fact Josh moves by him to get inside, just closing the door as though his friend walking in side was expected because it was. Chris doesn't tend to deny the company of his best friend. Or at least he hasn't that he can think of. "Me? Hosting a kegger party?" Already he seems distracted from how pathetic it was to be caught drinking on his own. "Or any kind of party for that matter? Who do you take me for?"

Chris can't help but to give a soft huff at the mental image of himself trying to throw any kind of party. Such a thing would certainly go down in disaster especially seeing as he doesn't know anyone to invite. Besides Josh, that is. "But I can get you a drink, if you want it?" Chris isn't sure if Josh is supposed to be drinking, but it's not like he's not going to offer his sudden guest something to drink.

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Gingerbread cookies anyone?

Don't mind the second batch. They're still good. (Even the burnt one.)

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.·:*¨ ✘ ☠︎︎ ✘ ¨*:·.  Josh couldn't help but muse over how strange things can turn out. Sitting in the large living room of his parents' house, he could barely believe that it was just him and Jessica hanging out and talking. More of their friends were going to be joining later, but for now, it was just him and Jess. The homecoming queen and the weirdo. Blue eyes moved to the carpet just in front of the couch where Jess was laying, studying her features. She seemed genuinely emotional which took him aback. Truth told, he didn't think she was capable of a wide array of emotions. Such was his own prejudices against the popular crowd.

"I know what happened," he replied softly with a half shrug of his shoulders. "Sam told me. It was a fucked up prank that just got out of hand. It's not like I really have room to judge that kind of thing anymore." Did he want an explanation? Josh felt himself shy away from any details of that night, but at the same time, he wanted to know everything. He wanted to know what the last night was like for his sisters. His gaze remained on the blonde, waiting for her to offer it.

SHE  FELT  SPLAYED  OUT  LIKE  A  DOWNED  BIRD  IN  FRONT  OF  HIM,  head  under  brittle  arms,  completely  vulnerable.  for  a  long  time  since  his  sisters'  fate,  she  hardly  felt  anything-  not  in  the  sense  of  true  guilt.  she  had  pushed  it  away,  swallowed  it  down  with  a  few  glasses  of  expensive  wine,  manicures,  and  sporadic  shopping  sprees.  soon  after,  sprang  back  to  the  top  again,  even  reigning  as  the  homecoming  queen  and  bagging  a  potential  boyfriend.  life  had  been  getting  better,  until  a  message  on  her  answering  machine  inviting  her  back  up  to  the  cabin  popped  up.  she'd  wondered  why,  of  all  people,  josh  would  want  her  around.  her  finger  was  already  lingering  on  the  delete  button  before  she  heard  the  name  'emily'.  of  all  the  petty  fantasies  jessica  had,  making  her  former  best  friend  jealous  was  always  one  of  them.  now  she'd  have  her  chance,  showing  up  on  mike's  arm  with  a  twisted  grin  on  her  face.

if  only  she'd  fucking  deleted  it.

❝.  .  .  there's  so  much  i  wanted  to  say  .  .  ❞  voice  cracks  in  between.  the  edges  of  her  mouth  and  jawline  still  tingle  with  clean  frost  lines  and  bruises.  most  have  faded,  but  it  always  felt  like  they  were  still  there.  ❝  i  don't  even  know  where  to  begin  now .  .  .  i  just  .  .  .  ❞   sorrowful  eyes  peer  up  at  him,  giving  him  the  full  attention.  ❝  i  know  you  deserve  an  explanation.  a  real  one.  ❞