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#i feel so unbearably lonely and tired. like no one cares and even if they do it means nothing at this point#i wish life was easier. i wish i didnt have to push though things for them to be over. i wish i could talk about this without so much shame#im so scared i'll feel like this forever. im scared i'll have to push and keep pushing through shit forever and things will never change#i hate sacrificing my health and my time for things i don’t care about at all. i hate how little joy i feel daily#i wish i had a choice. i wish i had been asked beforehand if this was what i wanted#i have to focus and finish reading for a class i don’t like or care about bc if not i will fail an exam i also don’t care about#i wihs i had options
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#i feel so weird today and im not sure why and i hate it#am i losing my mind like i feel so weird#i just feel like something changed yesterday and i don’t know if it’s a good change or a bad one#i hate uncertainty so much!!!!!!
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#it’s honestly incredible how i can be okay one minute and then feel like shit the next bc of the smallest of reasons#i think i just let things get to me too much
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#maybe i just made the wrong choice. like maybe i should've chosen a different field to go into#maybe this is just something im not meant to be doing and i should stop now before it's to late#i just don’t know anymore#i feel like i should enjoy some part of it and more often than not i don’t. im constantly stressed and i only feel ok when smth goes right#which it very rarely does#and i feel like i cant talk to anyone about this bc its so stupid#i should be okay bc i made this choice and im the one not really talking about how it makes me feel#like this is quite literally all my fault and i keep it's gonna fix itself like that has ever happened before#i just feel like i keep wasting my time and i only care bc i don’t want to be seen as someone who doesnt work their ass off#but im not working my ass off bc i don’t care and i don’t understand and it just doesnt seem like it'll ever really click for me#i hate that everyone else seems to kind of get it and i just never do#i just want this to stop#maybe i should drop out and switch to something else
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#maybe i should just stop going for walks#jfc if my parents hadnt had me i wouldn’t exist therefore i’d be happy#that makes no sense but u know what i mean
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#im tired of being mediocre at best#maybe im not doing what im supposed to and that's why im so sad and disappointed all the time#it just feel like nothing i do is right and i just wish i could be good at something#but i just cry and then i pretend like im fine and pretend to move on#and im sick of talking and trying and hoping things will get better but then seeing it never does#it just never fucking does and it's so tiring to keep trying and hoping and expecting things to change#im just not happy. im either bored or sad. im okay for a while and then i just go back to fucking things up and feeling like shit#i don’t expect to be good at everything but at least good at something sometime#i just think i disappoint myself by expecting things to ever get better#im me and that's it and i need to learn that
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#i don’t think i'll ever kill myself. i don't think i could ever do that if im being completely honest#but i really don’t see things ever getting better#i cant seem to change. no one likes me. i don’t like myself. im aggressive and mean and cruel and it seems like i don’t care#i just feel like i cant change and improve ever adn i don’t know what to do about it#then there's also the whole 'im going to live for at least 60 more years and i really don’t want to' thing#i don’t want to watch my grandpa die and then my parents die and then probably my siblings too#i don’t want to make friends and keep losing them#i don’t want to have kids and watch them suffer the same way i am#i don’t want to watch the bands and artists i love die or break up or just disappear#everything in this world is limited and i hate that i have no choice but to sit here and watch it all happen while i cant do anything to st#i wish i had never been born in the first place. i wish i could choose to stop this. i have no one and i know i deserve it but it still hur#i think life isnt for me and i know that people say it gets better ans things will change eventually and that i have to put in the work and#i just think everyone's lives would be better if i hadnt been born. it would be so much better that way#i really don’t care enough about myself to put in any work necessary and im okay with that. i've accepted it#i wish there was a way out
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#every day i have to choose between ghosting everyone and just giving in#or talking to people and pretending like i don’t want to disappear every single minute of the day#i just dont want to bore anyone bc i genuinely feel like i have nothing to offer other than this#i feel like shit way yoo often and i have no interests or hobbies or personality#i have nothing to give anyone and i just wish i could push everyone away becore they get the chance to leave and i just end up feeling worse
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#i remember now why i hate doing shit#bc i always feel so fucking guilty and like i shouldnt#im so fucking tired of feeling this way constantly
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#i know the only way to feel any better is to actually do things to make that happen#like i know i have to do it bc it wont just happen magically#but i genuinely don’t even want to feel better at this point. i just don’t care about that#i want to stop feeling and thinking these things all the time and i don’t care how that happens#im just so tired of feeling and thinking the same things all day every day for days and weeks
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#2020 not being my worst year should've been a sign... it really should have but i didnt listen... i chose to ignore that feeling#and now here we are#i said: oh? this is not the worst thing that has ever happened to me??? yeah that makes sense#it just gave me the perfect excuses for so many things... it was so perfect... it made sense#planned my entire school year today... im not. what's the word? doing well#i'm just so mentally drained and tired and i don’t want to get better bc i don’t care but also bc it'll always be so much work#being okay takes too much time and effort and it's not worth it if u don’t care
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