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❛ Trying to make a run for it? ❜

“me? run?” julian forced a laugh before smiling at sage, “i don’t do that.” it was a lie, but as close as he and sage were? she didn’t know his whole back story. the only person who really did was sutton, and that was because she was his little sister who had been there through it all. “i’m just...” he stalled as he looked at his half thrown together duffel bag, “going on a quick trip home. stuff came up... urgent stuff.”

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‘ don’t you trust me? ’

“absolutely fucking not.” the answer comes out without a moment of hesitation as julian looks the older man up and down. he’s not the most put together person, but he’s at least on a decent path and that has to count for something. as for jw? julian doesn’t know much about the guy... but the vibes he gets are not ones he’s particularly fond of. “nothing about you screams trust me, and i’m not going to betray my instincts.”

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persephonememes‌:

* (  𝐋𝐄𝐆𝐀𝐂𝐈𝐄𝐒 𝟏𝐗𝟎𝟐 /  𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒.

These may have been edited for clarity or length or to better apply for roleplaying.

❛ I mean, I know there are guys with integrity, who lead with truth. I’ve just never met any of them. ❜

❛ I see you’ve decided to double down on your nihilism this morning. ❜

❛ My personal favorite: “Think, therefore, on revenge and cease to weep.” ❜

❛ I’m not hungry. ❜

❛ So fess up. What did you do? ❜

❛ Go away, evil one. ❜

❛ Don’t say whatever it is you’re about to say. ❜

❛ Win by losing. That’s the spirit. ❜

❛ I’m not gonna hurt you. ❜

❛ Why should I believe you? ❜

❛ One word and I could burn her perky little boobs to ash. ❜

❛ You have every right to be mad at me, but I am telling you the truth. ❜

❛ You’re ruining an epic moment here. ❜

❛ No, no, this isn’t what we talked about. ❜

❛ And there’s more where that came from. ❜

❛ I’m calling an audible of my own. ❜

❛ Get to the car and get out of here. ❜

❛ You wake up with a death wish today? ❜

❛ What do I do? ❜

❛ It doesn’t matter, ‘cause there’s no way I’m gonna throw you the ball. ❜

❛ Say something. ❜

❛ So, what’d I miss? ❜

❛ What is this? This isn’t earth magic. ❜

❛ This wasn’t an earth magic problem. ❜

❛ I’ll see you back at the car. ❜

❛ It’s time for a strategy sesh. ❜

❛ This is a long con. ❜

❛ Today was a total win for you. ❜

❛ Why do you care? ❜

❛ Some people just want to watch the world burn. ❜

❛ You mad at me? ❜

❛ I’m mad at the world, and you just happen to be in it. ❜

❛ I did a little spell at the game. ❜

❛ You betrayed me. ❜

❛ I promise. ❜

❛ I mean, betrayal and all aside, you had my back today. ❜

❛ I have never been welcomed anywhere in my life. ❜

❛ I’m always the extra. ❜

❛ I lied to protect myself, but in doing so, I hurt you. And for that, I will be forever sorry. ❜

❛ The time I spent with you the other night was one of the happiest moments in my life. ❜

❛ Trying to make a run for it? ❜

❛ I just noticed this gate wasn’t locking the other day. ❜

❛ I’d forgotten the world is full of nasty surprises. ❜

❛ I can explain. ❜

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       an arm sliding around her startled her and when she saw that it was julian, it annoyed her. he meant well– the best, in fact, and she knew that. but this was something she had become good at, it was all she ever really knew and if he thought that bringing her to a new place would stop her.. well, he was wrong. she slid out from underneath her arm, putting distance between them. ❝ why don’t you go get us some then, huh ? and let me do my business, ❞ she said, feigning niceness but there was still a distinct stern tone. she turned back to the man she’d been making a deal with, a single brow raised. ❝ so what’ll it be ? ❞

julian needed to protect sutton, and he knew that she didn’t like it... but he couldn’t help it. vegas wasn’t a safe town, and with the things sutton was up to? she wasn’t exactly making it safer for herself. there were plenty of ways for her to go legitimate, but she kept refusing. julian glared at the guy when sutton wasn’t looking -- there was a reason he’d been a gang’s enforcer and then the security guard for the best casino in vegas -- and when the guy stammered and left, he shrugged his shoulders, “guess he changed his mind.”

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* don’t starters

‘ don’t be a stranger. ’

‘ i don’t think i can. ’ 

‘ don’t say that. ’

‘ you don’t have to go. ’

‘ don’t be what they made you. ’

‘ you don’t have to be anyone’s hero. ’

‘ why don’t you stay right here? ’ 

‘ don’t you trust me? ’

‘ you don’t have to be on your own. ’

‘ i don’t like to think about it. ’

‘ you don’t get to make that call. ’

‘ don’t act like you care. ’

‘ we don’t think alike. ’

‘ you don’t need to worry about that. ’

‘ i don’t know why. ’ 

‘ you don’t mean that. ’

‘ you don’t have to tell me. ’

‘ i don’t trust many people. ’

‘ i don’t have a family anymore. ’

‘ you don’t care what they think. ’

‘ don’t listen to them. ’ 

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      loud music boomed in the distance and the space they were in was dimly lit. ❝ so are you here to waste my time or no ? ❞ she questioned, her foot tapping impatiently, echoing in the fairly empty hallway. ❝ there’s another long island calling my name, so… ❞

calling julian sinclair overprotective would have been the understatement of the year. sutton was his priority in pretty much everything, and he’d do whatever he could to keep her safe. it was why he had brought her to vegas with him when he ran. however, he hadn’t expected her to fall right back into her old habits. so when he saw her lurking in a dark corner of some club that he couldn’t stand to be in? he made it a point to interrupt her conversation, “a long island sounds great.” julian put his arm protectively around his sister, “and so does you fucking right off.”

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FIVE  SENSES  AESTHETIC. bold what applies to your muse.

SIGHT. small towns. big cities. six thirty curfews. lights that take the place of stars. blanket nests. light through the blinds as a wake up call. found family. finding a single star in the middle of new york city. window shopping. watching something terrible and enjoying it. growing numb to the sight of injustice. wilted flowers. faded caricatures. bright, bold colors.

HEARING. crickets and lightning bugs. car engines and a/c units. a phone call to mom/dad. laughing with friends. jokes that are so bad you have to laugh. the clicking of computer keys. noise cancelling headphones. the sound of silence. muffled music from another room. drumming fingertips on a table. clicking of pens. listening to a clock and swearing the ticks get slower. ringing in the ears. the voice of someone you love. pitch shifted songs.

TOUCH. being held close during a long night. fleeting reassurances. holding hands when you’re scared. brushing fingers through strands of hair. freshly dried clothes. bruises on your knuckles. silk and satin. your favorite pet’s fur or feather. wringing your hands anxiously. snuggies. comforters in the dead of winter. nails against skin. cold metal. leather in summer.

TASTE. coffee in the morning. tea in the evening. bubblegum that lost its flavor. alcohol burning the back of your throat. homemade cooking, no matter what’s made. blood in your mouth. stale air. mint. fresh vegetables. that processed taste of citrus candy. the first meal you cook by yourself that tastes good. foreign sweets. fast food. bittersweet. sour. spicy. sweet. bitter. too much salt on fries.

SMELL. morning glories and honeysuckles. freshly cut grass. hot chocolate in the middle of winter. nail polish. acetone. hospital rooms. smoke. hair spray. your favorite shampoo/conditioner. the scent of home. perfume. cologne. mint. something burning. wet dogs. copper. metal. unemptied ash trays. something familiar yet different.

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[text] lol fuk da police

[ text ] could we not?

[ text ] let’s just make better choices this time around?

[ text ] please?

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[text] Have you ever had a good idea in your life?

[ text ] once.

[ text ] twice?

[ text ] maybe twice, but definitely once.

[ text ] at least, according to other people. i personally think all my ideas are good.

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[text] We played Rock Paper Scissors to see who would get a piggy back ride home. I’ve never been so broken. ( remy )

[ text ] you’re lucky i’m not overweight

[ text ] but i won fair and square.

[ text ] just never pick paper. its weak.

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[text] Do you know where I am?

[ text ] last time you texted me it was barely readable

[ text ] but by using my skills of deduction... i’d say you’re possibly at clovers? maybe space if you were feeling extra classy?

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[text] Be careful.

[ text ] i’m always careful.

[ text ] i’ve never not been careful a day in my life.

[ unsent texts ]

[ text ] do you know something i don’t?

[ text ] should i be worried?

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[text] Let me help, please?

[ text ] help with what?

[ text ] everything’s great here.

[ text ] peachy even.

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i’m gonna be here for like 2 more hours, keep sending julian memes bc he’s a human disaster and i love him.

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SUPER TEXT LIST! (Texts From Last Night Inspired)

originally from frommemetoyou

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[text] I’ll be there in five minutes.

[ text ] is that a promise?

[ text ] i need some sage in my life.

[ text ] as long as that big fancy restaurant dude isn’t keeping you too awfully busy.