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Growing up I didn't like asian women until I work one and she was always flirting with me but I didn't think nothing of it because I was tired of being in love with women who didn't want nothing to do with outside of friendship which I'm okay with but it's gets tireing when you think you found the one and you were never a thought for her. But anyways after that time my lust and admiration for asians women increased so much. Maybe one day I will find an Asian wife who knows.

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whoever needs to hear this 🗣🗣🗣

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I always liked someone before even introdcing myself them. I would make up scenarios of us finally speaking to each other and both of are shy about talking to each other and I fumble on some words but you find it cute or vice versa. I tell you my name and you tell me yours. We look into each other eyes and smile the biggest smile for each other while just enjoying each other presence and finally meeting each other.

I trying to stop myself from being infatuated with women I never met because I can't tell if they feeling the same. It hurts to meet someone you've been crushing on for awhile to only find out they hate shy guys and it usually because someone beat you to the chase or they're being abused.

But I love that majic feeling of someone noticing you and you noticing them but its just a smile or long glaring moment that feel like minutes but was only 2 seconds. It might be small but those moments mean the most to you

I dont want to give up on that magic but I havw never experienced such love or infatuation from a woman since middle school. Whose going to admire me from the distance and love all your quirks. I just wish I found the girl who fell in love with me before we ever spoke a word.

I know it happens and some people actually take advantage of it or you actually get to know someone and they views and thoughts on some topics kind of make you change your mind or even the sexual chemistry you thought could be there wasn't there at all because they suck at it.

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You deserve to light up the world with your light. Yes, you. The one who sits here, reading this sentence. The one who secretly believes that they are not good enough, capable enough, or worthy enough of achieving great things. The one who wakes up in the morning, unsure of how they could possibly make a noticeable difference in this world. But you can. Why? Because you have a light, and that light is meant to burn bright. That light within you is so powerful, so beautiful, and so dazzling to all that see it. You do make a difference in this world. You do. -Nicole Addison

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Everybody got themselves a personal slut and I can't even find someone to just cuddle with.

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Why I'm single?

It's because I like only wanted as a friend the end.

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waking up early so you don’t need to rush to get ready is a form of self-care.

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Sittin in the studio just tryna..

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#226add

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i hate that im sensitive and jealous and stupid and quiet and ugly and annoying 

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“We’re afraid others will see our flaws, weaknesses and insecurities. We’re afraid if others really knew us, they would reject us. We feel like fakes and frauds in a world that seems to have it all together.”

— Dave Earley

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i’m always daydreaming about my future home and how i would decorate it but mostly i’m excited about building a healthy home with someone i love