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[jswets]

every morning i wake and think,

do i even want to be alive,

even if i do,

is life even worth living,

even if it is,

would it even matter if i had never existed,

even if it would,

would it even matter if i stopped existing today,

even if it would,

would anyone even care,

even if they would,

would i even,

even if i would,

would i even know,

even if i did,

would i even be able to go back,

even if i would,

would i even change anything,

even if i would,

would anything else even change,

even if it did,

would life even be worth living,

even if it was,

would i even want to be alive,

would i even wake up every morning and think

[jswets]

practice makes perfect

nobody is perfect

doing the same thing over and over and expecting a different result is one definition of insanity

[jswets]

out of the future,

into the past,

out of the bottle,

into the glass

[jswets]

it really does come back around,

that is just the way that it goes,

even if it did not seem that bad when you did it,

because what really matters,

and who really knows?

[jswets]

tried counting crows

ran out of fingers

sucked on my toes

scarred my face to spite my nose

in my head my legend grows

in the morning my memory lingers

[jswets]

Perhaps wars began over controlling land, but they seem to have been about controlling history for a very long time now.

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Although my attitude has remained poor, and my mind has become increasingly focused on "the good days which are gone", I do now have nostalgic thoughts and fond memories of times after those days, when my attitude was less poor and my mind was only beginning to focus on the past.

[jswets]

there should be no secret that can do anything,

although probably not everything,

that is physically possible that want to do,

and people can stand in r way,

but the only person who can actually stop is

~the understood

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Isn't it an awesome and terrible paradox of the human condition, that the states in which they are rationally incapable of attempting with personal agency to resist in vain the chaos that facilitates and propagates the physical reality in which humans perceive themselves to exist, are simultaneously the most peaceful for those who are undergoing them and those which bring about the most anxiety to individuals pondering them because they are considered imminent personal experiences?

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I say a lot of shit, oh boy do I say a lot of shit. But here is something that I absolutely know; Sometimes I'm Walter, sometimes I'm the dude, sometimes I'm even the big Lebowski, and one day I will be Donny.

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I heard somewhere, I think I read it in a book, that when you focus on the problem, the problem gets bigger, and when you focus on the solution, the solution gets bigger. Quite a quaint conundrum.

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how many sides does a coin have,

are pie square,

is the best foot forward a metric for success,

is wasted time worth less

is the bittersweet a soothing salve

is any measure verily fair

[jswets]

When I am completely honest with myself, on that second blue moon, I must admit; I have always allowed the confusion about the meaning of some of my dreams to distracte from the obvious meaning of others.

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I love my country, and there are a lot worse places that I could have been born. But I live in the USA, and clean drinking water does not flow from my water faucet at home. This is not an issue of there being a Democrat or a Republican in office. This is not a matter of climate change. This is because of the greed of humans. This is because humans want to have advanced technology, but they don't want to pay for it with work and money, so we all pay with some of our time. Every lifeform on Earth dies a little more with each post on social media.

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Once and then

Where never ends and forever began

Lines in the grains of sand

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"If the world was not set up for an honest man to succeed, why would so many have to cheat to get ahead?"

- the Fool at King Haberdashery's Court

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All I know is that I'm way too old to be so naive,

and no matter how much I learn,

I always wish I still knew less lol...