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@alltimelines     ﹕     ❝ we’ve been through storms, but you’ve always been my calm. ❞

sat   in   front   of   the   fireplace   within their small cottage,   eyes   flit   from the flames and look off to the side at viktor.   a subtle smile pulls at lips as a huff of laughter leaves him.   he knows that they've been through storms,   there's no   denying   that    ⸻     with everything they've been through   …   even after the   war   in piltover and them being spit out by the rune seemingly   nowhere   in runeterra.   it was colder now,   when they'd originally got here it was nice and sunny,   now months have passed and winter has seemingly graced them.   the pure white beyond the window,   the cold that   seeps   into his bones,   he thought it was beautiful but it brought back memories.   the mage    ⸻    who he's found out was viktor,   saving him and his mother   …   if it wasn't for him he and his mother would've   died   out there.   still,   he didn't like the snow.   ❛   being  your  calm  seems  right  but   …   maybe  i  don't   deserve   to  be.   ❜   he's hurt him so much all this time and he still felt like he didn't deserve any of this,   to be by viktor's side,   to be loved by him.   no,   it felt   wrong.   ❛   you've   always   been  my  calm  as  well.   ❜

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ARCANE 2x01 Jayce's Hammer

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༊*·˚  ﹕  𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖒𝖕𝖙𝖘  、  a collection of angsty &. love related quotes &. lyrics from pinterest . ( note, none of these quotes are mine . pronouns can be changed to better fit situations / your needs . )

❛ a lover ? maybe . something tender , anyway. but tender like a bruise . ❜

❛ my eyes aches with the weight of unshed tears . you are my home , do you not understand ? ❜

❛ your eyes reflect me in a terrible way . ❜

❛ do i seem anxious to you ? do i seem backed into a corner ? ❜

❛ what else can my hands do with the blood ? pray ? ❜

❛ you believe me like a god . i'll betray you like a man . ❜

❛ yes , i did care . very much . i had never been in love before . ❜

❛ i don't think you've ever felt anything that didn't hurt you . ❜

❛ we've found each other , out of everyone in the world . does that hurt , too ? ❜

❛ if i could have done it all again , i would have loved you better . but i could not have loved you more . ❜

❛ in the crooks of your body , i find my religion . ❜

❛ my heart is a fist . it pockets prayer or holds rage . ❜

❛ he wasn't mine and i wasn't his but he was so good at making me feel like we belonged to each other . ❜

❛ show me all the parts of you that you don't love so i know where to begin . ❜

❛ what lived and died between us - haunts me still . ❜

❛ i'm not a violent dog . i don't know why i bite . ❜

❛ i am both the sacrificial lamb and the executioner . ❜

❛ and in the middle of the chaos there was you . ❜

❛ we're parallel . sinking ships . ❜

❛ i was not a heavenly child , a savage with a temperament wild . even here as  we are standing now , i see the fear in your eyes . ❜

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why is it i check tumblr dot com and they'VE FUCKED WITH THE SIZE OF TEXT ... WHAT THE FUCK IS THISSSSSSS ...

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He's got his spell on me.

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those   words   struck   him   much   harder   than he expected,   being told he wasn't   in   his   right   mind,   feeling as though he was in the council room once more,   in front of everyone and his mother saying he was   unwell.   not in his right mind.   emotions have been running   high   today,   trying to distract himself desperately,   keeping his mind busy from the fact it was the   anniversary   of his father's death.   it's why tears prick at the corners of his eyes,   stinging   as they form,   blurring his vision.   feeling the dip in the couch beside him,   hazel eyes don't meet amber ones,   instead staring at his lap,   at his own hands that   curl   against his legs.   sorry.   was viktor really sorry   ?   he   didn't   know,   it hurt too much to think about deeply.   breathing in deeply,   trying to   stabilize   himself,   a hand comes up to abrasively wipe away unshed tears with the back of his hand.

❛   it's  fine.   my  idea   wasn't   good  anyways,   you're   right.   ❜   he wasn't in his right mind,   he hasn't been the entire day and he   couldn't   blame viktor for lashing out at him.   even if it hurt more than he'd like.   eyes shift to finally look at viktor,   his heart   sinking   as he does so     ⸻     he   shouldn't   be feeling like this,   shouldn't let his comment really get to him but he can't help it.   abruptly standing up,  maybe he should call it for the night,   go back to his apartment for the night,   let viktor be on his own.   it seemed as though it would be for the best.   ❛   i  should  go,   it  sounds  like  you  might  need  some  time  to  yourself.   i'm  sorry  for  talking  about  some  ideas,   i   …   uh,   goodnight   viktor   …   ❜   he doesn't bother to look at his partner as he starts to grab some things and make his way to the door of the lab.

i liked you better sober

viktor didn't always have a filter when very drunk hence why he rarely did get drunk all that often. now jayce sits here looking sad and saying he  ' liked him better sober. '  what had viktor said again. he'd said a lot and while the hurt in jayce's voice sobered him up a bit, he was still drunk after all. staring at him, he thinks through everything he's said over the last few minutes when it hits him. 

jayce had shared a new idea and viktor's response had been  ' you aren't in your right mind, '  and he’d definitely said it with some bite. it's not that different from what jayce's own mother said during his trial when after they'd first met and he knew those words had hurt him then. 

now he sobered up even more, a heavy weight forming in the pit of his stomach. how could he have been so careless with his words? he didn't mean anything by it of course but still, it was cruel. 

carefully making his way to the couch, he gingerly sits next to the man and turns to face him. as much as he didn't necessarily want to look him in the eyes, unsure he'd keep his own emotions in check, he knew it wouldn't be fair to not look at jayce.    "  i'm so sorry,  "    feeling worse now that the apology is out, the rest of his words tumble out as nerves take over,    "  i wasn't thinking and the words came out without me realizing. that isn't an excuse for hurting you but it was not my intent. i truly did not mean it. you are one of the brightest minds out there and all your ideas are brilliant.  "    as he finishes, he begins fiddling with the hem of his shirt, hoping jayce accepts his apology and internally deciding to never drink this much again.

@jt4lis / prompts from the hunger games: mockingjay

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Gala time 💃

I know some of you wanted to see them again in the outfits from THIS comic 🥰

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@alltimelines ﹕ good boy. ↳ send me " good boy / girl " for my muse's reaction to your muse saying that to them !

maybe   it   was   the   adrenaline   of   a   new   discovery,   a step forward in the   right   direction for hextech,   in being able to help people the way they   both   wanted     ⸻     which is why he freezes when those   two   words leave viktor's mouth,   hazel eyes widening ever so slightly and cheeks flushing with colour.   good  boy.   it's something he'd   never   suspect to leave viktor's mouth,   maybe in a   dream   but right now   ?   he can't help but feel   embarrassed.   surely viktor hadn't meant it in the way he   thinks   he does,   the way it makes his mind wander and there's a   warmth   that spreads throughout his body.   despite this,   a sheepish smile pulls at his lips,   looking to the side at his partner,   trying to appear as normal as possible about the slip of words.   ❛   good  boy   …   that's   new,   any  reason  you've   …   uh   …   called   me   that   ?   ❜   maybe he was taking it the   wrong   way,   maybe viktor didn't mean it like   that   …   and even if he did,   it felt like maybe he   shouldn't   be called that by viktor of all people.   surely   viktor   didn't   feel   that   way   about   him.

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danny ramirez , instagram .

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watching   as   viktor   snatches   the bag from his hands,   brows furrow,   frowning at his partner.   perhaps he had one of the   greatest   minds but it didn't mean he didn't have any   manners   for licking his chips.   ❛   first  of  all,   that's   rude     ⸻    i  have  manners   !   second  of  all,   you  wouldn't  of  even   known   if  you  didn't  come  back  any   sooner   to  the  lab,   so  this  is   technically   on  you.   ❜   taking the bag of chips back from viktor's grasp,   he suddenly stands up and lets out a huff,   moving away from his   partner   to put away his chips   (   he'd   just   have   to   enjoy   them   by   himself   later   on.   )   ❛   my   eating   habits  shouldn't   worry   you,   viktor.   ❜

any other time jayce was tipping his chair like that  —  and it happened often  —  viktor would laugh and make some remark about jayce being more careful or poking fun at him never learning but not right now. right now he was disgusted. shocked frankly.    "  they're unwritten rules! you can't just go around licking chips as you please!  "    quickly he makes his way over the jayce, cane clanking against the floor rapidly as he moves to stand next to him. letting his cane hold a good portion of his weight, he leans forward and snatches the bag from jayce's hands,    "  janna forbid one of piltover's supposed greatest minds have some fucking manners.  " 

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Send me "Good boy/girl" for my muse's reaction to your muse saying that to them!

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𝐂𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐊 𝐈𝐓!!!

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#𝐉𝐓𝟒𝐋𝐈𝐒. an independent blog for showed based ( arcane ) 𝐉𝐀𝐘𝐂𝐄 𝐓𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐒. blog contains potentially 𝐓𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐆𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆 themes and content, not limited to ; sex, violence, war, suicidal thoughts, suicidal ideation, past and present trauma, etc. follow at your own 𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍. lovingly written by anu, she / they, 24 ♡

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𝐌𝐀𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆   𝐘𝐎𝐔   𝐓𝐇𝐄   𝐏𝐀𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐍   𝐒𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐓   𝐎𝐅   𝐒𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆.

𝐩𝐚𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐧   𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐭   𝐨𝐟   𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐜𝐬     ⸻     patron  saint  of  remembering.   patron  saint  of  holding   something   close.   patron  saint  of   holding   on   for   too   long.   for  a  saint,   a  relic  is  often  a  part  of  the  body,   kept  for  some  physical  memento  of  their  holiness.   they  are  all  in  your  hands,   now:   does  it  feel  like   remembrance   ?   does  it  feel   sanctified   ?   are  the  dust  and  blood  as   precious   as  they're  supposed  to  be   ?

tagged by ﹕ @thceye 🩶 tagging ﹕ @vandrs, @bi0kill, @iobartach &. anyone else who wants to do it !

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I was craving drawing Jayce with flowers so I based it off the jayvik tattoo artist / florist AU Black Iris by TheTrickyOwl.

It was just supposed to be a doodle but I got carried away and drew a frame as well!

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i hope everyone knows jayce licks off all the flavour on chips before eating them. he will sit there, look you in the eye and lick the chip clean and then pop it into his mouth and eat it without a single care in the world. menace behaviour ( i do the same thing )

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❛   what   rules   ?!   there's   no   rules  about  chips   !   ❜   exclaiming suddenly has him   nearly   losing his balance on the chair,   the sudden panic running through him as he reaches for the table and   catches   himself.   letting out a sigh and finally letting the two other legs of the chair rest against the floor,   lips purse into a subtle   pout.   he didn't think viktor would be so   upset   about something like this but it seems like his   brilliant   partner   wasn't happy about it.   ❛   if  i  had   known   there  was  some  sort  of   …   ❜   he waves his hand around as if gesturing to   whatever   he was trying to talk about.   ❛   unknown   rules   about  chip  eating,   i  wouldn't  have  done  it.   janna   forbid   i  enjoy  my  food  the  way   i   want   !   ❜

he was appalled. the man he thought was his intelligent, civilized partner was just sitting there licking chips and then eating them without a care in the world. like it was a perfectly normal thing for viktor to walk in and witness.    "  oh because licking it and then eating it makes it better! it doesn't matter if they're your chips, it's disgusting and weird.  "    he couldn't believe jayce didn't see how deplorable this was. this was supposed to be piltover's golden boy and here he is, fucking licking chips.    "  are we not members of a society? do we not have rules,  "    he nearly shouts, flailing his arms dramatically as he does.