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how do i stop the machine from asking me if i want to add tags
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Everything that is, is a thousand things that aren't. And for every positive action, there is a negative potential, many of them; what an economist calls opportunity costs. I can't have it all, by design. Knowing that will set me free.
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Just wanna say you're incredibly beautiful and thank you for existing, hope your week is going great 🫶🏻
Thank you I needed this because I’m a leo
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hmmmm im having a bit of an emotional reckoning and once again the main takeaway is that i need to quit weed.
I was in the Nile about my control over it, and once again, I am under its control.
I was living under the illusion that being an addict was something I could contain so it'd only affect me, but once again, it is having a profound impact on those who try to be close to me.
I miscalculated the pros and cons of smoking, I overstated the importance of "being creative while stoned" because I didn't account for the execution part of creativity, which weed annihilates, to realize it is a net negative, and once again, it is affecting my career.
Once again, I have fallen into a pit of anxiety, too many flights of thoughts, too many intrusive thoughts.
And, once again, it has made me FAT.
It's obviously destroying my brain. my central nervous system, my circulation, my lungs, but because it does it slowly, I keep pretending it's fine. But it seems impossible to quit weed, I can't imagine my life without it, but I should not keep living with it. I mean, I could, it would be fine, my life would just continue the way it is, which isn't catastrophic. but then I'll have to live with the regret of thinking what i my life could have been if I hadn't spent so much of it stoned.
But despite all of this, I am, once again, lighting a joint.
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