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cowboy sebastian scrap i didn’t end up liking, hope to give it another go

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Thank you so much regardless of the mistake :3 it means the world!

Some good fluff for the soul

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I GET THE SENTIMENT BUT DONT COMPARE ME TO THAT COMIC PLEAE 😭 the creator was weird for context, but thank you regardless ik u probably didn't mean bad lmao

Some good fluff for the soul

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IVE FIGURED OUT A TIMELINE FOR THE TOMBSONAS

LOOK! [Its a LOT so im putting it under the readmore]

1800s - Doc bonds with Marshall Blue

1920s - Tesla sends out the signals!

1950s - Armstrong finds a dead body [becomes besties]

1970s - Digital age yippie!!! Zero_one starts existing!!! It finds some nerd composer to bond with {Animal and Zero_One}

1980s - Oh shit the earth is flooding due to ✨ global warming ✨ {Malibu Pier} Everyone [rich ppl] get on a spaceship and fly to mars [Also you need these barcodes to board but like dont worry about it] {Temporary Love} Also were nuking everyone left on the earth [again dont worryyyyyyyy] {This Will Be Our Year}

Fast forward to the ✨futureeeeeeeeeeee✨

I’m sick of these damn barcodeless bitches ruining my plans. I know! I’ll create a supersoldier by harnessing the power of these so called “tombsonas” in my mens armor! I see no way that this would go wr- and yep thats a being of pure rebellion mkayyyyyyy {Goliath and Rust}

Rust and the rest of the tlt band help lead the orphans riot yippieeeee!!!! Sadly they do get captured by the “Regime” and somehow forcefully ripped from their mask! Omg thats gotta hurt bro {Orphans}

IIIIIII I WANT TO STAY UP ALL NIGHTTTTTTT I DONT WANNA STAY AT ALLLLLLLL- Actually tho the tombsonas break outta prison together yippieeeeeeeeee!!!!! [and rust gets vengeance on the mfer who created him lets gooooooooo] {Be Alone} Sadly they do get kidnapped and put into stasis chambers for an undetermined amount of time {Chosen}

While the tombsonas are in stasis the Orphans rebellion group dwindled in numbers as the years went by. Now only being remembered as a cautionary tale, however it seems a small group of its descendants have formed together a biker gang? Lets goooooooo lesbian rebel bikers!!!!! {Sunburn}

The tombsonas break out of stasis!!! Yippieeeeeeeeee!!!!! {Chosen} Now they can continue their fight against the regime along with the remaining members of the orphans!!!! However the regime does not like this at all and creates a false tombsona [Geist] to go after them and recapture them {Fly Home Reloaded}

Also heres a bonus playlist! =3

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Suddenly I really, really need to be in the front row tonight (respectfully)

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I opened SAI again after 3 years cus I had no internet to redownload krita- really coming in clutch. Anyways, drew the creature again

I feel like he's having a lot of fun in dbd vacation

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Do you guys have any good Springtrap x reader fic recs? I'm needing some 😩😩

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my (probably not) unique experience with Spamton, 2021 up to until about a month ago.

Image text (and a bit more elaboration) under the cut cus this is lowkey incomprehensible

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first photo:

Circa 2021 (chapter 2 release):

He’s desperate and lonely. He believes everyone has abandoned him, and maybe they have. He believed a voice on the phone was helping him, but it was using him. It abandoned him, leaving him for dead. 

But he won't let go. He’ll forcefully take all that he deserves, all that he lost and more. and once he’s at the very top, where he belongs, he’ll show them all. They’ll see. They’ll all pay.

me: “Yeah he’s cool, I see why people are losing their mind about him. But he doesn't activate brainworms for me, I still like him tho.”

second photo:

2025 (chapter 3 release):

It wasn't greed. It wasn't selfishness. Not fully. It wasn't just something that happened. It wasn't outside of his control. He tried to see too far, not just because he wanted more. He trusted. He loved. He dared to risk what he had for someone else. That was why he was abandoned by the phone. 

What he had was not for his partner, but he didn't care. He wanted to reach the heavens while holding his hand. He wanted him to see. It was an act of defiance rooted in love that did him in.

He lost it all because he dared to trust. He dared to love. He hated to feel. Back then, If he just didn't feel, he’d still have it all. Back then, If he didn't care, he’d still have the power, he’d still have the phone.

He hates that he had loved enough to risk himself. He hates that he lost. He hates him, not because he abandoned him, but because If HE just didn't exist, if he didn't love him, if he didn't risk it for someone else, he’d still be on top. 

me: "WHAT"

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Explanation (become insane with me):

It's about the change from "he had no agency in his own demise" (things went well when he had the voice on the phone, then the voice just disappeared. it was outside of his control)

To "his demise was his own doing, his own choice. Moreover, it was a choice made in a rare moment of selflessness, for someone he genuinely loved" (instead of the voice just disappearing, it left him because he defied its will. He knew or didn't know it was a bad choice to defy God- but he still did it. HE did it. It was his doing.)

It's about character agency!!! Im sure I bring it up a lot when I talk about characters, but stories are so much more meaningful to me when the characters aren't helpless- even if it makes them worst as people, ESPECIALLY SO, it's so much better when their tragedies are their own fault.

And you know what? I would've loved it so much even if there was no love. Even if it was a classic style bare bones Greek mythology story, where the character acts selfishly, being humanly flawed, and gets punished for it. (please don't pelt me with rocks.)

But it was even more. Toby did it again with the thing that breaks me. It was love. Whether you ship them or not (I know it could mean nothing™, idc) Spamton still cared about tenna. It's not even implied, it's outright said. He cared, that was his flaw! That was his mistake!

So often when we get half the story in these games, we take the information way too literally and assume the worse of the characters- (Kris opened a dark fountain? Oh they're possessed by a second entity.) (ralsei hides secrets from us? Oh he's secretly evil.)

Oh Spamton says he hates this "tenna" guy? That's the person who abandoned him and took everything from him. He's the villain of his story.

Nope. Tenna was someone Spamton cared about so much. So much so that he made an incredibly uncharacteristic decision, to risk it all, for him. For someone other than himself.

Spamton hates Tenna because Tenna is a representation of everything he lost, and why he lost it. Feelings are so much easier to hate and blame when they've got a name.

Before chapter 3 (from what we were told) his story lacked agency. Things happened around him, to him. Never BECAUSE of him.

The voice on the phone found HIM. it helped him get big. It decided to disappear, Then everything fell apart. Nothing was his fault and because of him. It was a good narrative and it made sense for him! But it didn't make me eat drywall. Y'know.

And when chapter 3 released... We learned that tenna managed to convince Spamton to sign the deal. He managed to convince him to tell him "his secret". Spamton was about to give him divine knowledge. He DECIDED TO. he MADE THE DECISION to sign the deal. Then the phone rang.

it waited until Spamton really did pick up the pen, and put it to the contract. Until the decision was clear and final. Then, it cut him off.

It was a fully conscious decision. It was his doing. It was his fault. He risked his position of power because he let a person that he cared about tempt him into it. He wouldnt do this for just anybody. He said screw it to everything he got from the voice on the phone, for this guy who made him feel just as special. For the first time in his life he did something for someone else. And that was when he lost it all.

THAT'S a story that makes me walk into the sea.

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I JUST GOT VERIFIED IN VGEN OMG 😭😭

IM SO HAPPYY

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JULYTRAP SELFSHIP CHART‼️‼️

THE SILLIEST ZOMBIES IN THE WORLD!!! This was so fun to do fr 😩

Template under the cut !

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I'm seeing the living tombstone in like a week and I have no idea what to give them for a gift,, or what to give to them for them to sign- 😭😭

I don't have time to draw them bc I'm busy preparing for a trip, any ideas for possible gifts or things to sign??

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hi I also ship with spingtap. I don't selfship publicly but if I was cooler I would try. ;3;

Anyway I love your art style so much! The way u draw him makes me insane :) It's so good!!

Have a lovely day!

UGHH I GET THE FEELING SO BAD !!

It took me so long to actually start selfshipping publicly, I've been doing it for like a year and a half now- and only now I decided to share it with other people. I was very shy about it, but after some encouragement from a few friends I decided to try it out!! I know it can be hard but please!! Don't make it stop you, it's been great for me so far! :]

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The average interaction between July and Springtrap usually goes like this:

Something something credits to my amazing talented friend ErebusClaire27 for voicing Springtrap‼️‼️ go follow him on TikTok