junaidisdead

[junaidisdead]

ive been running from my dad’s shadow, trying not to become him, but also haunted by how much of him is still in me. the anger. the pride. the numbness. it’s all there.

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i’m like a pomegranate, worth the mess.

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i planted a seed of hatred in my heart.

i swore it would grow to be a massive tree whose roots would strangle them all…

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date 3, gone well.

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for my birthday i would like vagina and money

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monday 7th october 2024

i threw it all away

time to start over

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i don’t know who the fuck i’m angry at. i’m just angry, okay?

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August 12th

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watch that pussy run when i swang fists

watch that pussy shoot when i sway fists

ay, i don't need no strap, i let my blade hit

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i’ll keep fighting and i’ll never stop fighting .

[junaidisdead]

Someone can tell you they love you, but what if it doesn’t feel like love? Aren’t they just words then? Maybe they do love you, in their own way. But if that love is not comprehensible to you, is it still love?

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i feel like my life has taken a turn. i'm heading down a road i've never been on before. nothing is familiar. the signs don't make sense. do i get off the road, or do i keep riding? the people that i see aren't the people i know. do i go alone or take others with me? who do i trust and who do i not? i now understand why being a leader requires isolation.

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make out hill where we met we let our lips do all the talking and now i’m hurting?