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hey so can you just kill me with a hammer instead .

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sleepover :)

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this is soooo .gay

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deltarune chapter 3 + 4 spoilers under the cut!!

if susie wants to be a box, she will.

the universe can scribble down all the tragic endings it likes. destiny can draft all the plans it pleases.

but if there's a spot next to susie where you belong, that's where you're going to be. prophecy be damned.

susie's never been one to confine herself to prescribed roles.

you really think she’s gonna start now?

doesn't matter who’s doing the talking - teacher, tyrant, time itself. if the call is for unquestioned submission, she’s already halfway out the door.

she can’t burn the pages, can’t erase the words or scrub out the subtext.

but she can drag her heels across every sacred line. love so fiercely the glass begins to fog. care so loudly the plot forgets its course.

the ending may be scheduled. might already be rounding the corner, actually. 

still, i believe susie can stall it. trip it up. make it stutter. doubt.

susie is resistance, knuckles white.

susie is hope, everything bright.

watch her grab hold of someone's despair and shake it until it rattles apart. 

watch her look at inevitability and laugh until it gets nervous. 

watch her plant her feet on ground that was supposed to give way and discover that some things are more stubborn than gravity.

the prophecy longed for order. dutifulness. clean lines. it wanted "heroes" who stuck to the script, who saved the world quietly, who knew their role and stayed in it.

and for the most part… that was ralsei.

the one who guides, who heals, who smiles no matter how much it hurts.

he's never asked for more than what the prophecy offered. never reached beyond his lines.

ralsei's lived his whole life like a beautifully penned footnote - important, but never central.

he believes being good means being useful.

he doesn’t ask. doesn’t want. doesn’t dream.

his room is empty... because no one ever told him he was allowed to want something just for himself.

his desire has always been to be needed, never to need.

he bakes for us. sings for us. sews for us.

keeps giving and giving and giving,

believing that is what earns him a place to stay.

but... susie doesn’t keep him around for what he offers. she does so simply because he is ralsei.

because conversations are more fun when he's in them, because someone's got to groan at his terrible attempts at sarcasm, because someone has to look him dead in the eyes and tell him he is real and can't be cast aside.

susie is hope. blinding, blistering hope.

every time she batters her way through the destined writ, her friends get another moment to exist and be by her side.

every bone she picks with fate is one more heartbeat they get to feel.

and that. that is all she needs. 

you don’t have to be chosen to choose. frankly, susie doesn’t give a single, solitary, shining blue fuck about what’s been foretold and decided for us. the second destiny tries to threaten those she loves - she’s already standing in its way.

this world seems hellbent on racing toward a single ending.

but if that’s where it ends up, it’ll only be because susie isn't letting it go anywhere else.

and if you spend enough time beside someone who refuses to stay in their lane.... you start wondering why you ever stayed in yours.

if susie wants to be a box, she will.

and soon... ralsei will too.

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See you tomorrow.

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Transcript: Susie x Ralsei (Ralsusie) is one of my favorite ships, romantically or platonically, and I will not shut up about them

The basic appeal of Ralsei and Susie to me is how they cover each other's weaknesses and are overall better people for having met

To me, they feel like the mercy and fight actions expanded out into characters of their own

Susie is violent. Ok, why? Because everyone judges her. Because nobody trusts her. Because the world's hurt her, and all she knows is to strike first. She's the first to act, but she doesn't think before doing so.

Ralsei is pacifistic. Ok, why? Because he's supposed to be a hero. Because he's supposed to be a good person. He knows no one and nothing but the role he's supposed to play. He can think over his actions, but he's never had the chance to ever actually act.

They're complete opposites, but a their core, they're lonely, afraid, broken people who just need real, genuine compassion

You can't have peace without aggression. You can't have aggression without peace. They balance each other. They give each other meaning.

Also they're cute and break gender norms and stereotypes of feminine guys and masculine girls always being gay and have a lot of material to work with because they're the secondary protagonists and have a lot of funny interactions together and I just like them ok shut up-

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PROFESSIONAL VENGEANCE.

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this is the only thing ive managed to finish o7 i have been. busy.

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this is the only thing ive managed to finish o7 i have been. busy.

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nietzsche joe

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heheh

the original photo

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my contribution to the ducktales fandom

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This piece is just over a year old now but I need to establish my undying love for this movie here 🦌🎄

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ohio sigma

AHHHHHb!!(!;$:$:))!!!!!!!!