juniebluez

[juniebluez]

i’m fully convinced that people just genuinely tune out everything i say cus like wdym you’ve never heard me talk abt that before ive talked abt it a million times

[juniebluez]

i don’t even know why i try to talk to anyone anymore like it’s cool i didn’t want you to listen to me anyway lol

[juniebluez]

why r you evil why why why why WHYY we were girls together did that mean nothing why would you rip that away from me

[juniebluez]

nobody listens NO ONE. NOBODY LISTENS.

[juniebluez]

sometimes i feel like Nobody listens to me.

[juniebluez]

whenever ppl remind me i have very little friends a fairy dies

[juniebluez]

i rly never asked for much from you. which makes it all worse cus now i always feel like im always too much no matter what

[juniebluez]

sometimes i am disgustingly aware that i truly am haunted by the girl i used to be

[juniebluez]

i will never escape her (me.)

[juniebluez]

nothing i do is ever enough. i’m too much or im too little. i’ll never be enough.

[juniebluez]

finally admitting that i feel lost not being in that cycle of abuse feels so crazy. it’s weird living my own life.

[juniebluez]

[juniebluez]

gonna post some drafts cus i don’t want any anymore

[juniebluez]

boy shut up and suck this big thang

[juniebluez]

[juniebluez]

a soft love is something i feel like i’ve never deserved and i blame that on my mother.

[juniebluez]

i can’t believe i’m sitting here missing you so desperately that i’m rummaging through videos just to hear your laugh