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really enjoying calling chatgpt a 'magic 8ball' because while far from a perfect analogy i feel like it is a very good deflationary weapon against both hype and antihype that helps bring things into perspective by detaching the actual thign from the cultural object it's attached to. "this magic 8ball is going to become sentient" i dont think thats true. "if you talk to a magic 8ball it will kill your soul" that one doesnt sound true also to be honest

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anytime someone draws hank as skinny, an anime boy, or have conventionally attractive features an angel is literally hunted and shot down out of heaven

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thinking bout how weird it must be for sanford and deimos any time they have to be around hank for longer than a day....

camping out in the middle of nowhere with this... barely even a person anymore. who has made it so so very clear that all they care about anymore is continuing to sate their hunger for bloodshed. trying to go to sleep, knowing that the tool that killed all those agents in front of their eyes is in the next tent over, grinding their teeth in anticipation of more combat.

knowing that the only person they listen to is miles away, and might not pick up the call in time... that doc might let it happen, even, considering it easier to retrieve bodies and S-3LFs from the other place than to go out and get them back....

and its not that sanford and deimos arent perfectly competent killers themselves, but they're still, yknow, people. who joke around, make conversation, high five each other. who don't fly into a blood-rage, foaming at the mouth in giddy, animalistic joy when they get to kill again. who know how to hold back, how not to give in to their worst impulses at any given time.

sanford and deimos can read each other. they can tell what the other is thinking most of the time. hank? his head is like a black box made of swiss cheese. not the slightest clue what's running through it, only that it's full of holes and doesn't quite work right.

hank, of course, doesnt notice any of this. he's just waiting for the time to pass until there's something for him to do again. left numb without anything to scratch the primal itch.

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deimos is absolute meme material i fear

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I AM. I AM WEARING THAT. STOP STEALING FROM MY CLOSET. GOD.

avatars of the stranger will see your skin and ask "is anyone else gonna wear that" and then not wait for an answer

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reblog if you wear glasses. too many mutuals don't know they have glasses wearers in their midsts

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Maybe heyhay and beck's charecters can be friends next bound. I will admit I didn't long for Vesper and Aura to be friends like I did Rae and Ari or Vast and Sylph. But still...

One day...

Heyhay characters and Beck characters can’t be friends because if they could get along, they’d take over the world and no one could stop them

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This is how the golden age of piracy ended.

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Heyhay characters and Beck characters can’t be friends because if they could get along, they’d take over the world and no one could stop them

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Yeah what if I hypothetically wanted to marry my partner- hypothetically- like what if I wanted to marry them ONE DAY in the far far future- I'm being hypothetically- I don't daydream about it or anything-

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Kinda? It gets a little complicated. But yes (mostly. Technically no. again. Complicated)

(also hi I was anon)

Ah I see an understand entirely. I'm on a journey of like discovery with the Jewish thing at the moment. Which means reclaiming phrases I cycled out of my lexicon as a kid. And "oi vey" is more true to my feelings then "fuck" and "Ahuvati" is more true to the depth of my feelings then "beloved". It's nice.

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I'm not sure. You're local library? Duolingo?

Kinda? It gets a little complicated. But yes (mostly. Technically no. again. Complicated)

(also hi I was anon)

Ah I see an understand entirely. I'm on a journey of like discovery with the Jewish thing at the moment. Which means reclaiming phrases I cycled out of my lexicon as a kid. And "oi vey" is more true to my feelings then "fuck" and "Ahuvati" is more true to the depth of my feelings then "beloved". It's nice.

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You should! Honestly I should learn a little more Yiddish. But like, join me outside identity limbo.

Kinda? It gets a little complicated. But yes (mostly. Technically no. again. Complicated)

(also hi I was anon)

Ah I see an understand entirely. I'm on a journey of like discovery with the Jewish thing at the moment. Which means reclaiming phrases I cycled out of my lexicon as a kid. And "oi vey" is more true to my feelings then "fuck" and "Ahuvati" is more true to the depth of my feelings then "beloved". It's nice.

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Kinda? It gets a little complicated. But yes (mostly. Technically no. again. Complicated)

(also hi I was anon)

Ah I see an understand entirely. I'm on a journey of like discovery with the Jewish thing at the moment. Which means reclaiming phrases I cycled out of my lexicon as a kid. And "oi vey" is more true to my feelings then "fuck" and "Ahuvati" is more true to the depth of my feelings then "beloved". It's nice.

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Yiddish in tags??

(Stuttering post)

Yeah. I'm Jewish. Are you as well?

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See the other thing is that my oldest brother has a speech impediment so Vesper's "Stop fucking stuttering" gave me a visceral rage reaction from deep within my soul.

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Like I would be Vesper in that situation! I have been Vesper!

Am I mad at the twins? No.

Does that suck SO BAD for Aura? Yes.