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Is it the period or the mental illness or the world I'm living in? A memoire
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It's funny bc I think that so many gen z people are gorgeous and insta and tiktok celebs are beautiful (in a very artefact and homogeneous Way but still) but THANK God Hollywood youth is average looking, borderline ugly and I think we should acknowledge it instead of pretending that they're gods. They are not. Hallelujah
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Seems so taboo to say but most people following their big dreams in life have wealthy and supportive families behind. the rugs to rich is often exaggerated or just a survivorship bias of that one loser poor af person who made it
#idk why this is a truth that so many people refuse to acknowledge or is offended to hear#also most people need the proverbial catalyst moment a very disruptive thing that make em change. most don't have that and are paralysed by#fear and god knows what other reason idg why average joe is so judged
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Idk the more I see the world the more I'm convinced we're one step away from at least one big western country to go full nazi-fascist . The similarities are striking: wars, racism, antisemitism, religion Vs science seen as dogmas, legal euthanasia for elders, drug addicts and mentally ill, extreme liberalism making a horse shoe, abuse of violence, masturbatory love for gore and violence vs puritans, rampant classism, rampant and very normalised ableism, rise of right wing values, pro life pro nuclear family, economy controlled by few...if the pimple doesn't pop what else could happen?
#i see people seeing these riot years as positive change i see a shadow growing and growing over us#people online love the word normalisation and think that if you're white u can't be black#i see a lot of people all the same colour just on different factions and i see way too much awful shit joked about or normalised#we went from too much politically correct to everything is legit and ok. from if it offends me it offends everyone to the polar opposite#idk i kinda weirdly almost hope for something major to happen to see what changes even if after covid i saw#that the status quo is hella strong it's unmoving and people can mostly forget or change for the worst
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Every time I see people my age ALL thriving, all getting by, none is a junkie or a loner or poor or lost. none. I feel even more like a loser. Something is deeply wrong in me and I don't know how to fix it. I never will. I just want to be invisible or disappear cause I'd love to do something to get better but idk how and I know I'll fail. I feel a tiredness in my bones that it's there since I was a child. It's like I lived enough when I was 12. I was ready to go. It's like I was forgotten here and u feel so guilty and powerless
#it's crazy to look back at people now 50 or 60 and see how fucking young they actually were 5 years ago and how so many still think they#are rightfully so but society tells u ur life is done at 20 and so many of us believe it#I'll wake up one day and 2024 will be 40 years ago and hope will be no more cause I'll be old and only death will be the future#if i get there...and all my life is lost. rationally i get it. still my brain can't save this body. it refuse it
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Americans not getting that antisemitism is not just a different opinion while being so adamant about racism is such a clear indicator of how far up their asses they are. Only their Major issues and history counts. The rest is whatever
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Finding out that a lot of pro Palestine protesters are actually paid from rich Americans and right wings politicians for anti Israel propaganda is disgusting but comes as no surprise
#well well well if the last years of being phony and fake af weren't the reason why people didn't like protesters to begin with#money in the end is behind every modern value#what to expect from people that boycott coca cola online while drinking it and going to the supermarket in a Sunday or at labour day#we already know their prerogatives
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Lol my narc mom freaked out badly bc I told her that it's not a good thing to go grocery shopping during holidays since she could've bought stuff in advance and she'll be doing a pic nice while cashiers etc have to work. She popped a fucking vein
#i saw someone on twt saying how they hate those customers if you'd stay at home they'll close like they always did before#no one died.it's not an hotel or some hospital you can let em go rest especially if ur retired and had plenty of time to go shopping before#i even told her mom do u wnat me to go?no but now I'm a lazy bitch who could've done it and cashiers should find a better job#she is a poor victim and so were all her family bc they were all for the grind. they are rich now we ain't tho something went wrong#but whatever she yelled and showed me a knife and menaced me to kick me out#for that....when she is my sister slave ...idk maybe she should kill me and free me since i cant
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Me: I'll just listen to this one(1) nostalgic song real quick
Me 24 depressing songs and daydreaming and remembering later:
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I beg Israel to stop any war for terribly selfish reasons which are free me from the free Palestine fake activists and twt warriors on high horses
#let's get the priorities straight here: number 1 is me n 2 my own sanity n3 people can protest only when they learn what words means#i had to report so many antisemite comments under history channels and posts drop out of uni pls#this reminds me of when everyone was obsessed with that movement taking money from that dude that killed indios
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I hate that my memory is shitty af
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