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FIRST LOVE ❤️

•2019

Hi, my name is Lizbeth and I will have a great impact on you since the first time you see me but I will have no idea how you feel about me. And I will occasionally think about you in a more-than-a-friend sort of way but I will toss away the thought immediately.

Oh my god, this guy is kind, polite, a gentleman, shy and has the same awkward sense of humor as me I'm gonna take care of him.

Jesus, he's so sassy at the same time. He doesn't need my protection. I love him anyways he's such a good friend to me and he reflects such innocence.

He's acting weird and walking away I wish I could be more involved in his life but I'm going through shit myself.

•2020

I can't believe he remembered my birthday and got me such a beautiful gift. I hope we can get closer this year. I really do appreciate his presence in my life but he still seems so distant and I'm still going through shit.

Why am I thinking of him? Sooo random I'll text him. Oh my goodness he's back at his hometown. He still has the best sense of humor. Kay, bye.

Why am I thinking of him again? I'll say hello: Kay, he seems fine. I wonder what would've happened if we'd ever gotten together he's so different than the rest? Anyway. Bye weirdo.

•2021

Life is so weird at this point but it's starting to go back to it's normal pace, I saw you posted something on social media and immediately responded your post.

I can't believe we have plans to see each other next year. Hope it really happens.

•2022

Time has arrived, we're so close to seeing each other I'm excited I've never traveled with anyone out of my family like this. I hope we both have fun.

It was cringe to see him drunk he's not what I expected.

Omg we connected so well during the trip. I get some real sexy flashbacks I can't get him out of my head.

Time still running I can't believe we're in a relationship I have so many expectations and feel so happy.

The relationship is still going and I feel great, safe and supported He is amazing WE ARE amazing.

Today I realized he can protect me, after seeing me sick and taking care of me I love him more than anyone and anything in the world.

I can't believe he broke up with me, everything was going so well, I felt so safe with him, I can feel my world crashing down. I feel so empty this ISN'T REAL this CAN'T be real I love him so much. We have to fix this. We will fix this. I don't believe he doesn't love me anymore.

Oh my god. He is so cold to me why is he being like this? I hate him! I hate him so much! I gave him my all and my best and he's being so mean to me. This isn't real. He doesn't even want to hear me. He's so cruel. Everything was a lie, he never cared for me.

He's facing me today. I'm nervous. I feel horribly.

He is such a baby, he lacks of character. He doesn't have what it takes to be with me. It's time to say goodbye.

•December 2022

Year is over and you're gone with it. I love you but I love me more.

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I think the last time I was here my heart was broken into peaces. This time is not different, the man that I love just walked away and took my hopes and dreams along with him. I feel like my routine and safe place crashed all at once. Cause that's what you were to me. My safe place, my best friend and my daily savior. It hurts to let you go because I love you with all my heart. It's been a couple days and everytime something remotely significant happens I feel the urge to contact you. My family is constantly asking about you and telling me to be nice to you throughout the break up. Just hearing your name makes me want to cry, it crashes me there are a lot of feelings involved. I don't hate your nor will I ever do. But I also don't want to be with you anymore. I was used to you and I'll get over you. That I know.

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Te acordarás de mí

•Te acordarás de mí cada que tu sentido perciba el olor del café.

• Te acordarás de mí cada que ganes las discusiones.

• Te acordarás de mí cada que pases por una librería.

• Te acordarás de mí cuando suenen nuestras canciones.

• Te acordarás de mí cuando te des cuenta que la pasión se termina y una persona obediente es aburrida.

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I can’t begin to express my gratitude to Sadie and Dylan for giving us everything they had in order to tell this story. All Too Well The Short Film is out on YouTube, and showing all week at the AMC 13 theater in NYC. For you, from us.

http://taylor.lnk.to/ATWshortfilm

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𝑨𝑭𝑻𝑬𝑹 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑯𝑼𝑹𝑹𝑰𝑪𝑨𝑵𝑬

After that so call "relationship" I'm finally OVER YOU and I must admit that you pop in my mind every once in a while and for every good memory comes a bad one, DEAR LORD I can't believe I was ever so stupid to commit to someone as bad for me as you, that doesn't mean you didn't love me, because you probably did at some point but you cause soooo much damage that all I can think now is that you are LITERALLY everything I don't ever want to have again. However thanks to you I now know what I want, and I think I might be ready to fall in love (this time for real), but I will wait for the one that I want and trust me, I'm in no hurry🌸.

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I'm so sick of running as fast as I can wondering if I get there quicker if I were a man and I'm so sick of them coming at me again cause if I were a man, the I'd be THE MAN.

-@taylorswift

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Pinche vida culera que me tocó

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I laid in tears in bed all night, alone without you by my side.

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𝓛𝓲𝓼𝓽 𝓸𝓯 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰𝓼 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓷𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻 𝓾𝓷𝓭𝓮𝓻𝓼𝓽𝓸𝓸𝓭.

• When I first found the text messages in your phone I thought "am I really not enough?" "Why did you insisted so hard for me to take you serious if you weren't willing to commit?" "Why did you work so hard to be in a relationship with me?" "Was I not what you expected?" That's when I started to lose confidence in myself.

• I started to feel so bad that I completely stopped eating and having so much stress with what you have done to me and stressing over all those questions It caused my intestines to collapse and I ended up at the hospital.

• Because of my collapsed I had to miss work and got fire.

• Because of my lack of work I started to get financial problems and even MORE stress.

• Stress caused by all of your actions caused me gain TONS of weight.

• I cried myself to sleep thinking why you did what you did to me, feeling ugly and stupid af.

• I still cry every day thinking what we could've been.

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♡︎𝗦𝗘𝗟𝗙 𝗟𝗢𝗩𝗘♡︎

❥︎ Lately I feel like I've been letting my self-esteem up to how guys treat me, well not anymore I truly thought this was going to be the guy, you know? THE ONE.

Well now "the one" has left me, like everybody else around me, let's face it I'm beyond fucked up, but if there's something I really know how to do is love.

So, out of respect for me I'm leaving you as well, I am going to get my self love back and my self-esteem, I apologise for any traumas you might get after you lose me.

GLC

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¡𝐌𝐀𝐋𝐃𝐈𝐓𝐎 𝐒𝐄𝐀𝐒!

¡Maldito seas! "amor", llegaste cuando creía que mi vida por fin era estable, llegaste cuando después de la depresión, la ansiedad, la anorexia, la falta de autoestima se habían ido, más bien las había corrido de mi vida, ¡Maldita sea yo también! Por creer que después de amarme a mi misma era tiempo de aprender a amar a alguien más, me ilusionaste con tus "te necesito", "nos vamos a casar", y la mentira que más me dolió "te amo", te has ido, me has dejado ir y te has llevado todo lo que me costó una vida entera ganar, todo por unos minutos de felicidad.

¡Maldito seas!

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Maldita depresión

Hoy a regresado la maldita depresión.

Al darme cuenta de que estoy sola, me dejaste sola, al darme cuenta de que no me quieres, de que en realidad nunca me quisiste, a regresado la maldita depresión a susurrar en mi oído, "nos vemos de nuevo, amor", sonará ilógico y hasta estúpido pero es ella quien nunca me deja sola, ella viene cuando todos se han ido, me han dejado, regresa a hacerme compañía aunque, debo admitir que es una compañera muy curiosa, me ha preguntado; "¿Qué ha pasado con esos que juraban amarte?", Bueno, mi querida amiga cuando lo único que ven en ti es un buen rato y una cara bonita dejarán de amarte en cuanto los pierdas, y serán capaces de decir lo que sea para hacerte creer que no es así.

Ella se ha reído en mi cara y me ha dicho; " acaso no te das cuenta de que la única persona capaz de amarte a pesar de lo jodida que estás, soy yo?. Buen punto, ella nunca me deja sola, es por eso que siempre estaremos juntas hasta que la muerte nos separe.

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La demencia de Domingo

No logra comprender mi mente que tienen los domingos que vuelven a las personas tan vulnerables, aveces pienso que es el hecho de que todos están en casa, sin trabajo y solos con su mente, claro, deber ser eso, mente ocupada corazón distante, pero cuando nos vemos forzados a estar solos comenzamos a analizar lo que estamos haciendo con nuestras vidas. ¿Se han dado cuenta que son los domingos cuando hay más personas en las plazas comerciales? Es porque está lleno de personas tratando de evitar reflexionar, yo soy una de ellas, no sé qué tengan los domingos que están llenos de nostalgia, tal vez sea el inevitable momento de recordar aquélla herida que nos dejó marcados de por vida o ese suceso que duele más que una navaja en el corazón, no sé qué tengan los domingos que las personas duermen más de lo normal porque el hecho de estar inconciente se siente mejor que el de estar despierto y consciente de todo lo que te lastima, no sé qué tienen los domingos que si no evitas pensar terminas deprimido pensando en todo lo que pudiste haber echo diferente pero no fue así, no sé qué tengan los domingos que siempre te recuerdan aquello que no tienes pero anhelas tener con toda tu alma, no sé que tengan los domingos que siempre me recuerdan a ti.

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Se terminó el amor, y la vas a extrañar cuando te des cuenta que no hay otra mujer como ella, se terminó el amor, porqué no supiste quererla y ella no supo quedarse, eso es lo gracioso en mujeres como ella, están tan acostumbradas a que las traten bien que cuando las tratan mal no se quedan.

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¿No les pasa que tenían un amigo con el que siempre se iban de peda y se la pasaban bien chingon y ahora no se hablan?

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Me urge una peda destructiva, de esas que me hagan olvidar lo que pasó el día anterior.

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Me urge superarte pero para eso tengo que dejar de dormir con tu hermano y con tu papá y no sé si estoy lista para superarlos a ellos también.