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that’s not the axolotl image

Dammit there's multiple???

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My sister and I worked out the perfect cast for Muppet Dracula

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Here it is! (Im using an expendable sideblog so we'll see what happens)

the blog killing axolotl is one of my favorite things that has ever happened on this website because talking about it afterwards sounds like an inside joke or perhaps a prank. like always be on the lookout for the blog killing axolotl. he can kill your blog. it happened to me once trust me.

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So im trying to make a shitty family feud and need survey results

I thought of the shittiest questions possible please answer them plzzzz

ill love you forever

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happy fall

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If you can, please donate to the Internet archive, links in the description. The loss of the archive would be devastating for dozens of reasons.

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my new mantra

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anyone else just feel like they dont matter to people around them

just like so many of the people around me matter so much to me i remember anything funny that they do and i respond to what they say and laugh at their jokes and talk to them when i want to talk to someone about something

if someone else comes up in a convo im in and asks “what?” Ill explain to them. If someone im doing a project with asks me a question, i answer. Why dont i get the same in return.

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Me @ my mother: AYO BITCH YOUV GOT SOM FRICCIN CONTRO ISSUS CHIŁŁ OUT

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God I just love being held responsible for my mother’s feelings. You are an adult. I’m sorry that I didn’t have time to buy you a gift because I was too busy doing my schoolwork (which yo u told me to do) and other responsibilities I have.

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EVERY SHRED OF GODDAMN TIME THAT I AM GIVEN IS RIPPED OUT OF MY FINGERS BY THE SAME PEOPLE WHO CONTROL MY ENTIRE LIFE AND FUTURE . THERE IS NOTHING I CAN DO ABOUT IT . NOTHING I CAN SAY . IT WILL NEVER CHANGE .

it cant change

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what would it even become

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is it always gonna be this way? i mean what else would it be?

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always things to do

never time

no time

theres never time

you always have to do things

thats what they say

no rest

no rest for the weary

no rest

no rest for the children

no rest for the children 

the children must work

work

shape their lives

shape their futures

shape 

shape how the world sees them so they dont get left behind

forgotten

unseen

those who dont comply will be forgotten

comply

comply 

comply

comply with society or be punished

with punishments worse than death

being forgotten

being alone

being meaningless

being left behind

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I love having every decision that I make as a 15 year old affect the rest of my life.

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why wont you just LISTEN TO ME????

LISTEN TO WHAT I HAVE TO SAY. I HAVE THINGS TO SAY TOO.

please

please

please

please

i dont want to be invisible

i want to be seen

i want to be heard

i want to be helpful

but i also want to be helped

i want help

i need help

i need

someone

to listen

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listen to my struggles

liten to wjhat i have to say and stop fucking butting in

telling me shit like tis gonna get better

oh yea i feel the same way

oh junior year is so much harder

my high school sucked too, especially because i didnt have a mom

oh you dont even understand anxiety

but you have it so easy now

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but you have so much time!

but you have so much time!

but you have so much time!

but you have so much time!

but you have so much time!

but you have so much time!

but you have so much time!

but you have so much time!

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THERE IS NO TIME

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god its so great to see that i mean literally nothing to the people that i care about

i mean you ignore me or my messages? its ok thats a mood

you vent to me? go ahead! im here to help

You ignore everything that i say, talk over me, invalidate me feelings and problems, and pretend like i dont exist or matter? literally just stab me instead. why the fuck do you even interract witth me if you really care that little. 

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For the past 2 hours i’ve been in a voice call with 4 of my friends. At the beginning of the call I recorded myself laughing and saying “yea” and ive played the recording at least once each minute at random times and never said anything else. No one has commented or said anything.

im glad to know how much people care about what I say

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i am so fucking sick of being ignored. please

PLEASE

can anyone even fucking hear me

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We love joining a vc that was meant for you to be able to vent to your friends about your feelings but then your friends talked over you and started venting about their own stuff and now they’re talking about streaming and youre crying silently in a vc because you can’t fucking stream or play minecrsft or do any fucking things because you have so much god damn shit going on that no one has enough patience to listen to you talk about