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Things I’m scared of

My medicine isn’t going to last

Losing my insurance

That I might have an STD.

Not being able to stay on my feet for a long time for work

Losing Benny for sure

Thinking Benny is the love of my life but I’m just getting started

Idk if I’m going to able to move on but I know I will

Losing my best friend Over bills

Getting cancer

Being too emotional. And too mean

Letting my emotions get the best of me

My depression getting the best of me

Really scared Ryan is going to be mad at me

Ryan won’t ever, ever love me

The capability of not being affectionate enough.

Not knowing where this thing with Ryan is going

Failing at all things love

Wasting my time

Not getting my car fixed

Or my bills paid

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