hello everyone, I know it’s been a really long time since I’ve been active. I’ve been busy with going to college and dealing with adulting. The biggest problem I have had that has kept me from posting though is ever since I met Billy at Fan X. He was very sweet and I was so ecstatic meeting him and getting pics with him but I also embarrassed myself in front of him and I’ve never been able to live it down even though he probably doesn’t remember and it wasn’t that big of a deal but with the anxiety that I have little embarrassing things stick with me for years and now every time I watch Billy or look at pictures of him I’ll flashback to meeting him and I get embarrassed all over again and want to scream into a pillow. But I’m trying really hard to overcome it and will try to post more.