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I don't want to be "MeNtAlLy StAbLe", I want to be skinny bitch!!!!!

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Wtf.. my misconception cost me so much..ana then

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So its gonna be like this huh..i ate .. i feel shame and guilty.. i purge.. i ate again and i feel like killing myself.. then i purge again the food wont go all out theres a remaining..how i know?..this morning, I weight 99.6kg, went for 5km walk..then i weight myself it still the same. I ate instant noodles with fish cake, i purge it out..then i weight myself its fucking 99.7kg?..fck remaining 100 is not out yet

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Fuck i shouldnt sleep early and wake up in the middle of the night only to binge..fuck myself.. shitt..

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New start, won’t stop until is over

i’m done of struggling, of crying, of being angry, I’m starving myself for the whole month, my boyfriend will be more attracted to me, my mom will be proud, i wont be the fat friend anymore, i want them to worry about me, I want to finish at the hospital, i don’t care anymore

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Day two of no food, face look longer and slimmer, hands look slimmer as well..i can feel the bone❤️😍

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Ordinary, poor, unskilled girl..

Do i deserve him?..No

He deserve better😞

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There are times where i see myself as a burden to him.. i love him to the core, and i dont have the heart to see myself turning to burden for the sake of my selfishness of wanting to stay on his side.. im no one, just a poor girl from broken home while he has everything.. i feel the urge to let go, i dont suit him, he is out of my league..he deserve better..

Can i be selfish for two more month?

I love you much L.K.V.. too much i will give up everything including my own happiness ..

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. Need to start waterFast asap

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Reason to lose weight

attractive

sexy

Hao xiang

nise Figure

Liftable

Status expose

Cute

looking good when seen together

low maintenance

easy to Find size

people will Stare

people feel amused

likeable

nice Cloth Princess

CONFIDENCE

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Ugly fat people like me, does not deserve anything in this world

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I was trying to start my fasting but i failed again.. i lied to myself saying its only one apple, then i proceed to ate some snacks leading to instant noodles serve with fishcakes and eggs.. then i drank some gelato fruit punch..suddenly feel bad i went to throw up..still can feel food residue in my belly.. such a definite failure..walking prick.. i can never lose weight at this rate..

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Let me be happy for short a moment.. i enjoyed the feeling of having someone who wanted me..

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