this is the kiss penelope asked for. a kiss. nothing she said implied she wanted more than this little peck..
but this is the kiss colin gave her. this is what he wanted..
and this is the kiss that opened his eyes. this is the brow-furrowing 'oh' moment. this was the kiss he wanted and needed..
and this is where he needed a moment. he needed a second to bask in the afterglow of their kiss before his lips instinctively inched back in to meet hers again..
this is the moment the hope for anything 'more than friends' with colin, ended for penelope. this is where she thought, 'this was just a favor! this was just my friend colin being kind. this is never going to happen again, but at least i had it once'...
and this is the moment colin saw the possibility of 'more than friends' with penelope
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I think the reason because Colin takes so long time to realise the feelings he has for Pen (they were always there) is not because he was ashamed of her. He was ashamed of himself. He tried for so long to be someone that wasn't him, and Pen represented that part of himself that he's trying to repress more: his soft self. The sweet and tender boy who people laugh and don't take seriously.
So, she is the only one who can bring him back.
Because once he accepts that he loves her, and what he really wants. He accepts who he really is.
His love for her makes him not wanted to hide anymore and believe in himself.
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The Arrangement
Summary: You managed to convince Astarion not to go through with the rite of profane ascension. He remains a vampire spawn, and you now offer your blood from time to time to help with his sanguine hunger until a solution is found.
Even though you had both decided to stay as friends back in Moonrise Towers, lines begin to blur once more as other cravings come to the surface… and things with Astarion are seldom uncomplicated.
Pairing: Astarion x female!Tav
Rating: Explicit/18+
Setting: Canon compliant. Post-endgame.
Warnings (will be added as the series progresses): Blood drinking. Pining. Biting. Sexual tension. Mentions of past abuse. Explicit smut.
Chapter 1 - Bloodlust
Chapter 2 - In Between
Chapter 3 - Inconvenience
Chapter 4 - Solution
Chapter 5 - Confrontation
Chapter 6 - Broken
Chapter 7 - Tension
Chapter 8 - Revelations
Chapter 9 - The Arrangement
Chapter 10 - A New Way
Chapter 11 - First Light
Chapter 12 - In the Beginning
Chapter 13 - Tempest
Chapter 14 - Trance
Chapter 15 - Acquaintances (25/5)
Masterlist . AO3 (cross-posted there)
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The two people I’d go to war for
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I'm sick and I have no strength at all so i rewatched Van Helsing (because why not? 🤷) and I had to quickly sketch this scene just to see him like this ༼;´༎ຶ ༎ຶ༽ (it looks bad i know but i had to try 😅)
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Put everything down I've made the best fucking screenshot of Astarion ever
This is so fucking him in one picture, P E R F E C T I O N
Gods he's such a fucking mood istg
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how he looks at you when he's faking being turned on
vs actually turned on
(echoing) can anybody fucking hear me
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The cutest vampire in the world
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brain very much empty, only Astarion in it...
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prettiest vampire rogue in all of faerun
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Oh Astarion...
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