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i cant leave them. i cant. im too scared. i have to deal with this.

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oh shit right uh moved to @phantomthieffrin

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sverruings falling apart i dont know what to do but i cant ask anyone for help anymore because the only person i trusted with this left. my therapist dkesnt even think i need theraoy anymore but im thr worst ive wver been and everythings still just getting fucking worse im scared. im terrified. i dont want to lose everything before i have the chance to get everything ive wanted for years. i dont want to die before i can see my older siblings again. but its looking like thats how its going. i hate it so much. i cant kill myself, my niece will be far too upset, and shes only 3/4... i cant do that to her. shes genuinely so nice. i cant do that. i hate this so much i wish i was dead i dont know what to do about any of this and K left so i dont think ill ever be able to do anything about this,,,

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i cant go tomorrow. just give me my box cutters and tell me to off myself atp.

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..i did this. i caused this. and i need to change. i need to get better and do better. i know that a psych ward or mental hospital would help me, but my mother is.. firmly against it. so i have to do this myself. with the amount of self loathing involved in my wanting to change, my therapist would have to tell my mother whats happening. so i need to be able to do this myself. i need to drop the mask entirely to be able to do this, though, and thats... difficult.

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moved to @phantomthieffrin

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im makjng an actual blog no more sideblog

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MY DAD DOESNT LIKE GIVW ME YOUR SKIN GEORGE MEME

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mmmmmm i need to make a new account here im getting BOREDDDDDDDDDDDD and i wanna follow my frienfs again i wanna be in tumblr contact w the besties (julie and . fuck im out of friends.)

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meow?

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OH MY GOD HE CAN MEOW

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what to do if i don't see miku expo: suicide

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because volleyball

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autism

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autism

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killing all the ppl who wrote no

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