Last updated: 16 April 2019
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CHAPTERED WORKS:
like fog through your fingers (IN PROGRESS)
Role Reversal AU
For three years, Aredhel has lived in the remote desert of Nopal with her master, Asra. Her lost memories call her back to Vesuvia to unlock the secrets of her past, only to discover on arrival that she is wanted for the murder of Vesuvia’s late Count. Fate leads her to a doctor who wants to help her clear her name—but some questions are better left unanswered, and the longer the pair searches for the truth, the more Aredhel fears she might not as innocent as she had hoped.
Pairing: Julian x Aredhel Mooney (OC) | Rating: Explicit | Word Count: 100k+
available here on AO3
One Foot in the Grave (COMPLETE)
Prequel AU
What if Julian and the Apprentice knew each other before the events of the main game? What if, outside of Valdemar’s dubious ‘medicine,’ they were working together to find a cure for the plague? “But it’s only a professional arrangement,” Julian thinks. Surely he knows better than to fall in love with a woman who is dying.
Pairing: Julian x Aredhel Mooney (OC) | Rating: Explicit | Word Count: 140k+
available here on AO3
ONE SHOTS
(from newest to oldest)
(🍋=18+ content)
*where he belongs. 🍋reversed!julian x you, shibari smangst
*trust. reversed!julian x you, angst, hurt/comfort, touch-starved julian
here again, at the end. 🍋reversed!julian x you, reversed!julian x reader
same string. 🍋julian x you, julian x reader
smudged ink. julian x you, julian x reader
cruel, darling. 🍋julian x gn!mc, julian pov
halfway to nevivon. julian x you, julian’s pov
ilyushka. 🍋julian x you, julian x reader, julian’s pov
coming home to you, darling. julian x you, julian x reader
legs spread like butterfly wings. 🍋julian x reader, julian x you
you only live twice. julian x you, julian x reader
hers, now (he surrenders) 🍋julian x aredhel
remembered pleasures. 🍋julian x reader, julian x you
breathe. julian x reader, julian x you
countdown. julian x gn!mc, asra’s pov
bound (a ficlet). julian x reader, julian x you
i belong to you. 🍋julian x aredhel
apple blossom time. julian x aredhel
certain truths. julian x aredhel
duramen. julian x aredhel
we will share. 🍋julian x aredhel
endearment. julian x f!apprentice
death. julian x aredhel
rogue wave. 🍋 julian x aredhel
innocence ii. julian x f!apprentice
innocence. julian x f!apprentice
a vision, a dream. julian x f!apprentice
🍋KINKTOBER COLLECTION🍋
1. face-sitting. julian x f!mc, julian pov
2. ass worship. julian x f!mc, julian pov
3. temperature play. julian x reader, julian x you
4. spanking. julian x reader, julian x you
5. begging. julian x reader, julian x you
6. cock. julian x aredhel
7. praise kink. julian x gn!mc
8. blood. julian x aredhel
9. phone sex. julian x f!reader, julian x you
10. sensory deprivation. julian x reader, julian x you
11. dacryphilia. julian x reader, julian x you
Hey! Could I please get some headcanons for a female reader who has a really low self esteem because of her appearance? She's usually kind, calm and funny but she doesn't like herself so she thinks that no could ever really love her. She's been in love once and he broke her heart so she doesn't know what real love feels like. How would Asra, Julian and Lucio make her feel loved? And how would they react when they find out about her low self esteem? Thank you so so much ❤
Yes of course!
Asra/Julian/Lucio x MC with low self-esteem
Asra
Most of the time he takes you to your (or his) magical getaway to show you how everything there reacts to your presence.
He finds the sweetest words to tell you how much he loves you and how much you mean to him.
Sometimes when you feel bad about yourself, he simply holds you in his arms until you feel better.
He serves you the most delicious tea and bakes the best cookies to brighten your mood.
The first time he finds out about your low self-esteem he has a hard time believing it and instantly tells you that you have no reason at all to worry about your looks, because you’re beautiful inside and out.
Julian
He visits the Rowdy Raven with you and makes you dance on a table with him, because he’s sure the cheering of the crowd makes you feel better.It does.
He takes you for long walks along the beach and takes you skinny dipping once just to tell you how pretty you look in the moonlight.
Julian knows how to woo you with words and tells you he loves you in whatever language comes to mind.
If he ever fails to cheer you up, he visits Portia with you and seeing the two of them together always makes you laugh and cuddling Pepi also helps a lot.
He has a hard time believing that you dislike something about yourself and all he manages to say at first is: “But look at how lovely you are!”
Lucio
He stands in front of a huge mirror with you and breathes soft kisses all over your body.
One time he throws a party in your name and gets so drunk that he makes you laugh without trying.
He hires an artist to draw various portraits of you and you really like them.
It often is enough that he tells you that you’re his queen and he can’t imagine being with anyone else but you.
When Lucio finds out how you feel about yourself he surprises you by admitting that he always only acts like he thinks he’s so perfect, while in truth he has a really low self-esteem too.