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To My First and Only Love,

I pray you find someone to love you the right way and give you the happiness you deserve. I hope you find your way, please don’t give up okay? Please keep fighting and prove everyone wrong. I have so much faith in you.

You gotta go the moon for me okay? Please.

I’m so fucking sorry we didn’t make it. I’m sorry all I had to offer was broken pieces and pain, please don’t ever believe you weren’t enough. I just wasn’t strong enough to fight my demons. You deserve so, so much more. All my happiest memories are with you, I’m so, so grateful I got to experience real love, I just wanted to say goodbye and thank you, thank you for it all - the good, the bad, the sleepless nights, the all-nighters, the I love you’s, the laughs… thank you for the love. Thank you for loving me and staying with me even after I showed you the darkest parts of me.

One day.. we’ll laugh about the first time we met, we’ll take that road trip, you’ll get to show me snow, one day we’ll get our chance to laugh at all our good memories and make new ones.

One day it’ll be our turn. One day the good will out weigh the bad and we’ll be each other’s peace.

I love you, so fucking much. You got this.

I’ll meet you in another lifetime baby.💙

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It is so fucking hard to wish the best for someone who has hurt you. Even hard to wish them happiness when you won't be the source or even a part of it. Maybe you just fake it until you actually believe those things and truly do wish for those things. Hell if I know.

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It’s okay to let me go..

If that’s what you need

I mean, if it’ll help.

I’ll be okay I promise

Eventually… I’ll be okay

Then again if I’m not by now

Maybe I won’t be.. but it’s okay.

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you got to make your peace with this long before letting me know and i hate you so fucking much for that

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who else up resisting the urge

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bruh nobody gets growing up too fast like mentally ill gay trans teeangers

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BRO WHATS TO LOCK ME IN HIS BASEMENT 😭

HELP ME PLEASE 😭

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you either eat ing disorder or the disorder eats you

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screaming and crying

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Having a favorite person is like being attached to someone by an un breakable chain

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needing to try not to think because everytime i think about today i cry

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why do people skip in school bathrooms there’s way better places to go to skip class and it makes it awkward for people actually going in there to piss

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I crave for the days he won’t cross my mind anymore

Because this hurts too much.

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@blueflamebaby

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If I could be anything I wanted to, I’d be dead.

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My v line is starting to show😋🥰