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Me at the beginning of Mr. Universe:

Ah, a nice calm before the storm! Some last cute slice of life episodes before the big finale!

Me at the end of Fragments:

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ANYWAY HERE’S THE FULL SCENE SO YOU CAN ALL CRY WITH ME

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#already married.

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Us.

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It’s fur season *inserts nicki lyrics*

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Adam & Eve “Blame Game” vibes.. Who’s to blame in relationship situations?

Here’s my part of the 1st Draft from the group piece we did at Troy Kitchen.. ————————————————————————————————

Fuck you for lying

No

Fuck me for trying

I felt it in my gut

there was something that you been hiding

So what if i gave you the apple

told you to bite it..

You can’t really sit here

and tell me you didn’t like it

The same way you’re out with these girls

all through the night and

Having me missing sleep

Now there’s a fire ignited

Now it’s 3 in the morning

You’re textin’, callin’ me cryin’

The bite of that Apple was good?

You can’t deny it

So

Live in that moment

No skipping passed, or rewinding

I know you ruined us

And i know you’re thinking that i did

Bitten Apple on your phone

So I’m always reminded

You’re late with coming Home

the reasons why I start wildin’

And i wanna speak up on the topic

but “never mind” it

Because i believe your words

when i should be trusting your actions

So tell me what’s worst?

Thinking about it? Or watch it happen?

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“Pt. 2” I’m so gay, I can’t even handle I rather say:

“Damnnnn Danielle” than “damn Daniel”

Damn Danielle, is it true, you sing and dance too? Sorry for staring at your ass when you’re doing certain dance moves

Damn Danielle can I wake up on the same bed that you wake up on? Can I be there to watch you take selfies with no makeup on?

Damn Danielle, you’re already on another flight?! You’re not able to stay here for another night?

Damn Danielle, you’re a little brat, huh? My little chocolate snack, huh?

Damn Danielle, you’d rather be back at it with the sexin’ But you’re not here, so we stickin to the textin’

Damn Danielle, back at it with them nudes, right? Back to Kat, tired of fuckin with them dudes, right?

Damn Danielle, now you calling it “nude business”!? What if my girl seen ‘em do you even know how rude this is?

Damn Danielle, back at it with the secrets? If I told you one, Yes, I know that you’d keep it

Damn Danielle !!! I just told you I have no secrets! Texted it at 10:57, and you still don’t believe it

Damn Danielle, You’re so busy, I can’t even get a hold of You You’re so far, I’m thinkin of how I should be holdin You

Damn Danielle, back on another plane again?! Wondering if things will ever be the same again?

Damn Danielle, I was already so close to you Now we’re distant past the distance I’m not sure what I’m supposed to do…

Damn Danielle, hope you get back into dancing

Damn Danielle, hope you get back into acting

Damn Danielle, hope you get back into Fashion

Damn Danielle, you’re back to making music

Damn Danielle,

you have a vision, go pursue it Damn Danielle,

you’re traveling making movements

Damn Danielle, just go get back into it If it’s not you, then who else is gonna do it?

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I ain’t go door to door jehova witness can’t stand me

I ain’t preaching that word I don’t want what they hand me

I only open my door if it’s my friends or my family

I don’t go trick or treating I only want Sunday Candy

I see momma on Sunday’s when she can make it to service

if she got the day off break from brooklyn, overworking

she come up on them Fridays & she stay for a few days

see her doctor, the family then she get back to it on Tuesday

only time that I see her is at church or a concert

every time that I need her notice I’m wearing my mom’s shirt

I sleep with her shirt on after I pray for her blessings

I wake up feeling her warmth, and feeling all good intentions

and as soon as she calls me, or she sends me a message

“mommy when you coming back?” is my only real question cuz

I’ve been waiting for you for the whole week I’ve been praying for you, you’re my Sunday candy

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FAQs

‘Are you okay?’ I mean, I guess

'Are you gay?’ I mean, I guess

'How’s your momma?’ 'How’s your daddy?’ Nigga they good, I guess

'How’s your sisters?’ 'How’s the family?’ Nigga we good, what’s next?

Why you asking these questions, not expecting a real answer

just asking all of these questions while I’m too numb to feel the answers

Asking me if I’m okay No, I have a lot on my plate

Like the fact that half my life is home in the city the other half is upstate

Like the fact that my momma at 60 working just to survive I got to buss my ass to hand her them keys at 65

the key to house she always wanted with the big ass kitchen

then the key to the restaurant she always wanted of course with another big ass kitchen

the house she always wanted w clean wood floors

and “SAFRAKA” restaurant w 3 whole floors

that’s all momma ever asked for, Ima make sure you get yours

Frequently Asked Questions Frequently Asked Questions

I hate when a nigga dry texts me like 'wyd?’

I text 'em and tell 'em then the moment always ruined

'Without me?’

Without you, well clearly I like you, but, barely

don’t be including yourself in stupid shit like my showers or acting like what’s mine is yours or like what’s Mine is “our’s”

like tryna get up in my pants or including yourself in my travels like to Vegas or to France

'without me?’ head ass.

'Netflix and Chill?’

How about deep conversation and build? You know, impregnate my mind first so I know it’s real

asking me 'what’s the deal?’ like 3 minutes into “chilling” you already tryna cop a feel

Frequently Asked Questions Frequently Asked Questions

so cliché these days ask me about shit that’s gonna matter in 3 years, not 3 days

Ask me about college, my career or my goals instead of asking me about what I like more: boys or girls?

but to answer your frequently asked question:

it’s not that I like one more than the other to be honest, humans are corny they rub off on each other

I ain’t really into it physical or even sexual I’m more so into everything up in their mental

if you can’t: enlighten me or nothing

or you can’t: impregnate my mind like have a baby without fucking

if you can’t: touch my soul before my body or something

then shit, you ain’t nothing special

male or female, never made a difference for instance

after I first had sex, I came back upstate to my baby at the time

since she fucked my mind, she was on my mind as he fucked me the whole time

crazy, right? but whatever.

Frequently Asked Questions Frequently Asked Questions

how’s your daddy doing? Ima just tell you: “he’s okay.”

but if you’re asking me how he’s doing 10/9 you haven’t even seen him

but to answer your frequently asked question:

it’s getting kinda serious and I can tell some don’t even care when they ask, they’re just curious

ya know, the ones who visit him once, and then assume they know everything

the ones who probably envied him because they thought he had everything

the same ones on the block running their mouth n shit

the same ones that he let into to his house n shit

We praying for him though, thanks for asking.

Frequently Asked Questions Frequently Asked Questions

Any questions? 🐝

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CHANEL:

Look, you’re there a little too much

You care a little too much

Plus we’re moving too fast

Feeling a little too rushed

KAT:

It all started as just

A small innocent crush

CHANEL:

& now 3 years later

Reflect and now look at us

KAT:

Catchin’ a plane, train, 

and even hopping up on the bus

CHANEL:

Just to meet you where you are

KAT:

How you gonna end something that didn’t even start?

How you actin’ like it’s nothin’ when you’re dealin’ with my Heart?

How you act like it don’t kill you when we’re miles and miles apart?

But as you know, right..

Chanel’s Story goes like

CHANEL:

Love can wait

It’s too hard to figure out

Plus I wanna say

that I can dial my pay

Tryna get 7 figures up

Also understand 

I’m always working on My brand and

I gotta get my figure up

I rather us stay friends

don’t want to lose you in the end

I know I can be hard to deal with but if I lost you,

who else can I really be real with?

If I lost you, who else can I actually build with?

KAT:

Chanel, we’re both young,

and we don’t have all the answers yet

You’re stopping something

that didn’t even get to happen yet

Love’s about taking risks,

and you didn’t even chance it yet

Chanel, I know you’re busy

but I also know you miss me

I know the only type of high you get on

Is the dependent on the type of fly you get on

Like, I know you rather run outta pages in your passport

Than run through relations and start to get attached more

But we’re sorta Different, You’re the blessing I always asked for

And I was told since you met me, you smile and you laugh more

There was a couple of “who knew you two would happen?”

And a couple “I knew you two would happen!”

There was a couple of “Why’s?” & “Why nots!?”

And a couple “I’m not surprised, I’m just shocked.”

Now Chanel’s Story goes

Let whatever happen, happen

Whatever’s supposed to be, will be

Are we supposed to be? We’ll see

We’re gonna try it out

Emotional nights, we’ll cry it out

We’ll build together

Be real together

Just  bare with me….

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“There is no time for cut-and-dried monotony. There is time for work. And time for love. That leaves no other time.”

- Coco Chanel

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Staten Island teen dies from asthma fleeing racist crew waving gun; ‘I’m gonna shoot you, n-----!’

The black Staten Island teen, fleeing a mostly white crew shouting racial epithets and waving a gun, collapsed and died last week from a fatal asthma attack.

Dayshen McKenzie died while running for his life from young white males who had a gun. 

Dayshen and his friends ran into the group of white guys near Checkers . White guy said “You got a problem? ” and one of Dayshen’s friends responded him with the same question. After that they pulled out a gun and  McKenzie and his friends ran for their lives hearing racial slurs from behind. Unfortunately, it was the day Dayshen forgot his inhaler at home…

“They were chasing him — that’s a crime. You’re hunting them because they’re black … You’re calling them a n—-r.”

“To me, it’s murder, to me, it’s a hate crime.”said    Fatigati, an ex-NYPD officer and 9/11 responder, who rushed to the aid of the dying McKenzie.

“I want justice for him. Somebody should be held accountable.” Tisha Richardson, McKenzie’s mom.

Another innocent life taken because of racism, another family mourns about the loss. We pray for you.

RIP  Dayshen McKenzie.

Read more at BlackMattersUs

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Some men weren’t meant to be happy. They were meant to be great.

- Cyrus Beene (Fictional Character from Shonda Rhimes’ ABC Series “Scandal”)