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In the middle of April, sitting in front of a fan, eating a dish of fried-fish rice and drinking a jar of lemonade, oh what a life i love this upcoming-summer vibe

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Wish you noticed how badly am i suffering

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Cry over a rock song

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Thật muốn viết cho cậu một bức thư nhưng tôi đã từng hứa sẽ không làm như vậy

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Life's so sucks so I decide to sleep all afternoon and it doesn't get any less

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When the song is playing, I feel sorrowful - no I'm not missing you, I'm being fear of losing someone once again.

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What should i do then?

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I saw spark

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Nah, things sucks once again. Im ded again

Can't believe it's been nearly 1 year since this blog was created. My mental health is better but not sure if I'd be in the paradox again or not. But still, wish everyone a good day. Now I'm kinda tired, I think I'll hide in this blog again for a good enough heal

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From "I hope y'all will remember me" to "Hope everyone will forget me".

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Guess Im the most weird and crazy person. I dont know why i see people around with a lot of bad points, despite the fact that i also have, and i start to dislike everyone but myself. Yes, Im aware that this is never good but i just cant help feeling that way. I feel like leaving everyone when i graduate and hope everyone will forget that i have ever existed there.

I still begged for love, but it doesnt seem like there will be any person i feel like no bad, and if there is, i simply dont deserve them.

Oneday, i will just be alone, just like what im being rn in this blog

Hope everyone will forget me.

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#4 Plants

Recently my hoya is about to bloom and I'm filled with giddy anticipation.

I like it comic series

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Mỗi ngày thức dậy, lê lết thân xác mệt mỏi đi tới trường. Cười một cách gượng gạo nhất. Chờ đến khi hết giờ để đi về. Không thể ngủ được. Không muốn đi học chút nào, nhưng chả biết làm sao. Tinh thần đã đi đến cùng cực kiệt quệ.

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So many things happened. I am exhausted...

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Oh summer, summer, please come back!

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So today i decided to lie to skip school. But I still got scrolled. I am trying to run away from it, but it still gets worse, and I can do this forever. I will have to face it. But I am scared, I really dont want to.