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Chapter one is done, two is halfway there. (Writing one shots was sm easier in terms of effort 🥀🥀🥀)

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Hi sorry. I haven’t made one of these in SO long.(it’s kinda shit) Should I just go back to the pastel pink freaky mood board things help 💔💔

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Come and help me fly;

Lend me your wings, I'll trade them for the world. For everything that holds me back I'll trade them tonight,

For everything I have.

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Working on a very sad and personal fic abt Bill rn (prob wont even post/finish sorry) (I’ll try tho)

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I miss being crazy on here to get a reaction out of ppl💔

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Lowkey shaking in my boots to post anything bc I’m scared ppl hate me here help

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Hi! This is basically gonna be an intro/summary for my page!

For starters: Hi, it’s me “pa1n-0f-l0ve,” if you remember me that’s good! For new people.. I was a smut writer formally known as “pa1n-0f-l0ve.” I was known for my very.. interesting work and writing themes that pissed a few people off (🫠 lol.) I was SEMI known within a certain era of this community before I vanished but now I’m back!

For the time being, I highly doubt I’ll upload any of my old works. Especially since I’m not proud of the way the were written aswell as the way I was perceived for their contents. In the future I MAY consider writing but for the time being I will not be writing any fics/oneshots publicly.

The contents of this account may vary as I am not sure what I’ll be posting yet but I’ll try to be as creative and innovative as I was before as-well as being my true self ;)

Enough about my tumblr past.. here’s some random and fun facts about me!

I am an older Tom enthusiast. I LOVE older Tom with every fiber of my being I literally can’t explain. I’m a fan of old Lana Del Rey/Lizzy Grant and I love basically every genre except country. I love all things 2000s and 2010s and I’m lowkey an aesthetic visionary at this point. I love creating mood boards and aesthetic Pinterest boards, it’s basically my only hobby. I have a wild imagination maybe too wild for my own good but it comes in handy for tumblr LMFAO

In the past I was told by people on here I seemed cold and dry but I swear I’m not like that once you get to know me!! Don’t be scared to message me and ask for my discord for contact! I’d love to be friends with more TH fans!

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I want to still have a place in this fandom and community but I’m not sure what id like to do. I know if I write it won’t do aswell as it did before and I’ll never be as consistent on posting. I’ve considered edits but I’m not the best at editing 🫠

Maybe I can do my “me and Tom” posts again with mood boards/aesthetic that pertain to a certain aesthetic and situation but with all the members.

Help me decide 💔

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Lol I know this is random again..🌚 I just have a few words to let out (im also feeling really nostalgic right now and it hurts!!)

I am “pa1n-0f-l0ve” yes, it’s me, AGAIN. I highly doubt this community is even active anymore and if it is I know it’s not the same. I know you guys are probably sick of me coming and leaving but I just wanted to apologize.

I want to apologize to anyone I ever made uncomfortable or feel upset. I know I said and did things under the persona of “pain of love” that could’ve made people feel a certain way and feel disgusted and I’m sorry. I used this community as an outlet for my hypersexuality at the time because it was getting hard for me to deal with as it was only getting worse. Yes, I still love writing and from time to time I catch myself writing privately and making ideas for stories to write. I would love to write again publicly but I don’t know if that is for me anymore since I’ve changed my style in writing from smut to more narrative and consistent plots. (Yes I still write abt tokio hotel duhhh)

Feel free to get in touch with me about anything if you’d like! No drama tho!! I’d rather not put up with that again haha