kavyon

[kavyon]

thank you.

There are no words. Speechless, really.

But know that I never meant to really leave you, or make you feel alone.

I’m sorry that I don’t check up on you first, that my ego is too big. 

Maybe in the next life, we’ll meet again, with a better version of us.

I’m sorry. That’s the only thing I can say right now.

Thank you, too. For I will never ever forget you, nor the memories that have had happened between us.

I’m still your friend, no matter what. 

You can text or call me anytime. Even if it’s just to give we bare bears memes. Or cats. Or dogs.

with love,

ion.

[kavyon]

I love you. . .

Mungkin rasanya terlalu cepat? But I do really love you. Kadang suka overthink dan insecure, soalnya you're not exactly mine, yet. Aku memang pengen take things slow, bener-bener kenal satu sama lain secara serius. But at the same time you're irresistible. Kalau aku bilang aku candu sama kamu, ya mungkin beneran. Makanya aku suka clingy.

Tapi suer deh rasanya insecure karena aku memang nggak pengen kehilangan kamu. When #𝑹𝒊𝒈𝒆𝒍 said that I'm serious on wanting you, I'm serious.

Kalau sekarang ternyata you're already mine, I'll be really glad. Thank you babie. I love you so much. So much much muchie. ♡

[kavyon]

"Tidur. Gak boleh ke mana-mana. Di sini aja."

— Kavendra, 2020.

So. . . Hari kedua kita, I sent you breakfast dan kamu menawarkan untuk cuddle. Aku malah main ke rumah kamu dan kita ended up cuddle beneran. SUMPAH DEG-DEGAN BANGET, but since then I feel safe when I'm beside you, babie. Thank you.

I'm glad that I'm also the one who call you Vendra. I hope it will always be special.

AND OUR CUDDLES. I REALLY LOVE IT.

KAMU MANIS BANGET.

I LOVE YOU BABIE.

A LOT LOT LOT.

I LOVE YOU.

[kavyon]

Our first day.

04/04/20 — 06.38 am.

You chatted me on DM, bringing topic about dalgona coffee.

Kalau inget hari pertama itu, rasanya mau ketawa. Soalnya kita sama-sama kaku dan formal gitu. Terus inget nggak sih, aku waktu itu ada tugas terus aku kasih kamu ID KKT aku? Aku pikir, kalau Vendra ngechat, berarti ada kemungkinan bisa deket, nih.

EH KAMU BENERAN NGECHAT.

'Kan aku kaget. Terus aku sempet curhat tentang mantan dan kamu malah aneh gitu aku curhat menggebu-gebu.

Terus apalagi ya. . . Oh, terus aku ada liputan ke dua tempat berbeda, sementara kamu tampil di acara Duchannes. Seingetku malemnya nggak banyak ngobrol lagi, ya?

Tapi subuhnya, kalau enggak salah kamu muncul pakai Gia. And we kissed and slept together.

And that was, our first day.

[kavyon]

So, hi. . .

Welcome to Kavyon. This is where I'll be posting what we do on our courtship (and the journey of our relationship).

First of all, I really don't know what will happen ahead of us. But, I hope we'll stay together.

So, babie. . .

This is what I told you by 'someday you'll know how much I love you'.

I hope you like this, babie. ♡

08.04.2020

Orion Ananta Suryaputra.