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Hey, man, sharing is caring, after all. Oh, don't tell me you've developed affections for one of the fair ladies?

Oh, well, maybe. It's just that I can be such a total drag then. I don't even want to deal with me then, so I can't imagine anyone else wanting to, you know?

Afternoon

I promise you I will. Even some of the ladies I have had a use for you can have. Not all. I promise you I’m clean.

Pearce has standard depression. He’s very sensitive sometimes, but he and I get along really well. I’m sure even when you’re depressed Keenan we’ll still get along.

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By all means. Send any and all ladies you have no use for my way.

He's not a fun guy at all. A total bummer. God, you'll probably just want to keep your distance. Like, he really sucks. All sensitive and lackluster.

Afternoon

Yes, it’s a real killer isn’t it? Sometimes it’d be nice to take a break from it, so I am positive I will be sending said ladies your way.

Depressed Keenan doesn’t really sound like a fun guy. Is there anything I can do for when he comes out?

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Yes, yes, it must be so very difficult to have so many pretty ladies all over your cock. I sympathize, Scotty, really. I understand your pain.

Well. Bipolar disorder used to be called manic-depressive disorder. After the mania, there usually comes depression. And depressed Keenan is whole other monster.

Afternoon

I shall Keenan! Please do take her off my hands. She isn’t horrible looking, but I have enough to deal with here at the Comm.

What exactly do you mean by that?

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Sure, let me know next time you head out and are looking for some company. And if you're only gonna complain about her giving you her number, maybe I'll take her off your hands!

Oh, it's not so bad really. What sucks is when I drop completely off the manic map. 

Afternoon

He’s very interesting! Last time I saw him he was with his boyfriend. Both are extremely kind. You’re always welcome to go with me, he’s just not there every time and the women who makes my coffee keeps not only fucking it up, but giving me her number as well.

It’s going to suck once you crash though.

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Making friends all over, aren't you? A 'Nam vet? That certainly does sound interesting. Maybe I'll dig that coffee shop up. And I'm sure I'll get around to getting friendly with Pearce. You do that, Scotty.

Tell the man what he's won, Johnny! We're freewheeling our way through a manic stage at the moment and man if it isn't exhilarating!

Afternoon

Pearce is very nice and for the most part enjoyable to be around. He gets a little nervous sometimes and I guess it may get worse when he goes out in public with me. I don’t really have a lot of shame. Typically I get coffee at this one shop, there’s normally a Vietnam veteran there that I sit and chat with. I’ll be sure to keep that wonderful invitation in mind, Keenan.

When you’re like this? If I remember correctly, you have bi-polar. Are you talking about one of your manic states?

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Oh well that sounds like fun. I don't think I've met Pearce yet, actually. I've been out to explore the city a bit but nothing past window-shopping, you know. Hope the trouble sleeping wasn't anything serious. If you can't sail off to Dreamland again, come find me. We'll make some shit happen.

For sure, for sure. Just seems...not as necessary when I'm like this. I'll crash eventually, sleep for awhile to get the system recharged and everything.

Afternoon

Well normally I’m asleep by like six in the morning so I end up getting up around noon. Just had problems getting to sleep last night, that’s why I’m up so late today I normally take advantage of the city. Yesterday I went there with Pearce, it was nice to finally have some company while I’m out and about.

Well, sleep is necessary to the body, isn’t it?

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That’s true. You’d be better off being awake when you don’t have the limit of curfew. At least you can get out of here and wander around in the real world a bit.

Oh, this is nothing. Sleep is more…optional rather than mandatory for me. 

Afternoon

Well you know me. I can’t sit still for too long without growing bored. You probably will. More than likely I will be up and about tonight. Probably go to sleep once the sun starts coming up. Don’t know why I do it to myself though. Being stuck in here for most of the night pretty much sucks.

Well surprisingly active for someone who hasn’t slept in days.

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Ahh, I haven't slept the past couple of nights, actually. Read through a few books though, so we didn't cross paths in the halls. Maybe I'll catch you lurking about sometime soon.

Oh, active as ever, Scotty.

Afternoon

I tend to sleep during the day, Keenan. I’m more of a night owl. I lurk the halls of Preston while most of you sleep.

You seem pretty active today.

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Up and about, Scotty! Don't tell me you just woke up!

Afternoon

Is everyone still sleeping?

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Ahh, I'll bet everyone is all just still sleeping, the lazy janes.

Oh, right, sorry. How rude of me! Keenan Roy, at your service. Pleasure to meet, Tara.

I am so sick of watching T.V. all of the damn time.

I’m not too worried about that.  But thanks for the concern.  I do agree though that it is a bit quiet.  It’s a bit uneasy.

I’m Tara, by the way.  You are?

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Television'll rot your brain, dollface.

It does seem a little quiet around here tonight, though...

I am so sick of watching T.V. all of the damn time.

Someone needs to come entertain me before I go batshit crazy.  Oh wait, it’s too late for that.

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Don't feel bad, dollface. It's really not all that bad. Just...something I gotta live with. No point getting all upset over it.

Well,

Oh dear, you poor thing. I-I’m not sure of what to say.

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Well, part of my disorder is getting into...phases. Highs and lows; manic and depressive. We're in the opening salvo of a manic phase right now. Ahh, well, my not-eating isn't so much of a choice, just a total lack of appetite.

Well,

Oh right, must’ve slipped my mind or something. 

Like what? I’ve gone a very long time without eating, and I prefer to keep it that way. I can already feel the fat coming back.

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Then continue to flatter you, I shall! And you make it so easy to, anyway.

Is that hunger metaphorical or literal? Because, were it literal, I could be persuaded to hunt something out for you.

Well,

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The Indy 500. Big, huge race-car competition held every year?

Ah, right. Well, there are quite a few other patients around who don't think they belong here. I know the feeling though. When I get...like this, I can go days without eating.

Well,

Pardon? What’s “The 500”? 

Not eating. Except I don’t think I have it, I just.. don’t like to eat. I like being skinny that’s all. 

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You did, no worries. Indie, like The 500.

Oh, you know, just a figure of speech and all. Huh. That's the eating thing right? Or, the not-eating thing, more accurately.

Well,

I guess so. Oh, I’m Indie. I’m not sure if I told you that.

A girl like me? Well, I have anorexia nervosa or whatever.