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keepthecloud · 11 months ago
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Shouting love without any word of love. I want Old Xian to make ChengQiu side story.
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Manhua: 19 days
Author: Old先
Chapter 447
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Read all the chapters at : @ 19days.eng (instagram)
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keepthecloud · 11 months ago
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English translation
Manhua: 19 days
Author: Old先
Chapter 447
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Read all the chapters at : @ 19days.eng (instagram)
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keepthecloud · 2 years ago
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Follow @linzi-yay <3
Title: Meet Up
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keepthecloud · 2 years ago
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a rare firstprince nsfw drawing from me
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keepthecloud · 2 years ago
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Follow @linzi-yay
Title: Punishment
Can we talk about the fire extinguisher in between Mo and Tian?! WHY XD Also I laughed way more than I should have at Qiu's misery. These lovely idiots....
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keepthecloud · 3 years ago
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You can see the hands of their two most important ones reaching out as if to hold them.
Their touch looks so gentle and warm.
The hands of two, who the kids relied on most during their childhood (and even now- in the future)
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keepthecloud · 3 years ago
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@linzi-yay: chapter title is “note.”
Anna: SMASH!
My hand slipped and I couldn´t help it but make Cheng smile a bit. I apologize for the edit. XD
Discord for fans: https://discord.gg/6As22ZKS
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keepthecloud · 3 years ago
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he tian: when i die my tombstone won’t say “RIP” it’ll say “VIP”.
mo guan shan: that’s because they reserved a special place in hell for you.
he tian: yeah, the throne.
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keepthecloud · 5 years ago
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Update (English version)
Pls credit me with @1154lizz if you decide to repost/share, thank you! <3
Thank @bersonni lots, she works at the speed of light!!
This translation is not 100% accurate!
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keepthecloud · 5 years ago
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I could stare at these panels forever. I love the way he absolutely adores Mo Guan Shan. Love and adoration with all his heart and soul. I say this all time about He Tian’s feelings and it never gets old, it only gets better
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keepthecloud · 5 years ago
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I could stare at these panels forever. I love the way he absolutely adores Mo Guan Shan. Love and adoration with all his heart and soul. I say this all time about He Tian’s feelings and it never gets old, it only gets better
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keepthecloud · 5 years ago
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Of course, he had to lend the boyfriend his favorite pajamas. It is also nice that the difference in sizes between Mo and He tian is so evident💗
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keepthecloud · 5 years ago
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In vino (beer) veritas
HE TIAN X MO GUAN SHAN FAN FIC.
Don’t expect too much, really: I’m Italian, so I probably made a lot of mistakes (you can report them, I would be glad). There are few descriptions for the same reason and so this story could be a bit repetitive. There is not a proper ending. Maybe I’ll just leave it like this, maybe I’ll continue the fic some other day.
I posted it on AO3 if you want to read it there.
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Mo Guan Shan hasn’t heard from He Tian since the previous evening. Almost twenty hours have passed and he hasn’t come to school. He’s a bit worried, if he has to be honest with himself. The damn guy hasn’t even texted to annoy him with random stuff, while he usually doesn’t let him breath without interfering.
So Mo goes to his house. He’s embarrassed, he’s mad at himself for his dumb choice, he has no idea how to justify that choice to He Tian, especially when he’s so damn sure the guy will give him a smirk and start assuming things, like that he cares about him. Whether it is true or not, Mo would always deny it until the end of times.
Still, the door of his loft is right there in front of him and he knocks, hoping for an answer so that he can stop worrying for that asshole.
However, the moment He Tian opens it, he only worries more and more.
The tall boy, always so handsome, with fucking perfect hair and fancy clothes, is now looking like he just jumped out of a hurricane: his shirt is wrinkled, the zip of his jeans is down (don’t look, don’t look, don’t look), his dark hair are disheveled and his eyes are red and wide open.
“Ehy little Mo~ Wha-What ya doing here?” he asks him, so visibly confused that Mo wouldn’t be surprised if he just fainted, right where he was.
“Stupid, what… what are you up to, what’s goin’ on?”
“Little Mo is worried about me?” even in that state he still manages to grin and to sound annoying.
“Move” Mo orders and the moment he gets in the loft he feels a bit shocked: a bunch of empty bottles of beer (at least five or six) are lying on the floor. He Tian is drunk. He turns back and looks at him. “Ohi, what is all of this about?”
He Tian closes the door and chaoticly walks toward the table before sitting on a chair. He laughs. “What do you mean?”
Is he fucking with me or what? Mo thinks, almost getting agry. “Why did you drink so much? Are you okay?”
“Suuure thing.”
Mo sighs. How much patience must he have with this guy?
“Okay. Let’s go to bed, shall we?” Mo Guan Shan reminds himself of how the doctors spoke to him when he happened to be in a hospital: like the things he was about to do were going to be a group thing or shit like that. He tries the same with He Tian, hoping it will work.
He Tian lets Mo putting his arm under his own armpit and then puts his around his neck, but it’s more like he’s grabbing it, like he’s trying to hold on to him.
“Okay, we’re moving.” Mo says and meanwhile counts more carefully the bottles of beer the idiot has drunk: eight. Eight fucking bottles. What the hell was wrong with him?
He carries He Tian to his bedroom and puts him under his sheets, but the right moment he tries to walk away the other boy clutches his wrists and pushes him to the bed as well.
“Ohi, the fuck-”
“Stay here for a while, c’mon~ You came all the way to my flat juuuust…” he seems to be struggling with making a coherent phrase. “… just to leave immediately?”
He can’t really say he is wrong, but he doesn’t want to stay either. “You’re wasted. I didn’t certainly come to babysit you.”
“You don’t have… to do… anything… just stay.”
He looks so weak and vulnerable, so different from his usual self.
He won’t remember anything anyway tomorrow, Mo thinks. “Whatever.”
He stays. He lays down on his right side and stares at He Tian. His eyes are closed but he is smiling. “Nice” he says, clearly happy he is going to stay.
“Why… why were you drinking so much?”
He Tian doesn’t answer. Mo almost thinks he fell asleep, but then he says: “I really want to kiss you.”
Mo winces. “What the bloody hell-”
“I won’t kiss you. Don’t you worry.” He Tian promises, his eyes still closed.
“Of course you won’t you chicken-”
“I don’t want you to cry again.”
Mo baffles. His heart starts ricing faster and faster. “What…?”
He Tian opens his eyes and looks at him with no smile of any sort. “You freaked out last time I kissed you.”
Mo blushes and gets furious. “Yeah - and whose fault is that?”
“Mine.” He Tian answers immediately. “I know it’s mine. I- I know.”
“Good.” Guan Shan says, but he’s actually pretty surprised He Tian admitted it so easily. He expected him to mock him and start making jokes about how he reacted back then. 
They stay silent for a while. Then He Tian asks: “Am I… still… disgusting to you?” His voice is so low and depressed Mo could almost burst into tears.
“I-” he swallows, super nervous. That was uncertain territory for him. Such honesty from He Tian demanded just as much from him as well. “No. You are not.”
He Tian looks relieved. “Really?”
“Yeah. Actually… you never were.”
Now he looks shocked. “You didn’t mean it?”
“I meant it when I said it” Mo replies. “I was fucking infuriated, He Tian.” Now he’s getting angry again, just by the thought of that moment. He felt so ashamed he just wanted to disappear from the face of the Earth. “But… I never really thought you were a disgusting person, I just thought you did a disgusting thing.”
“I get that” He Tian says. “I shouldn’t have done it. I shouldn’t have forced you. Sorry.”
An apology, Mo thinks. He Tian apologised before, but always with a smart smirk on his face or his hands on Mo’s body - never sounded very convincing. Now he is talking from the bottom of his heart and Mo believes him. “Okay. Apologies accepted.”
He Tian smiles. 
Mo smiles as well. He won’t remember any of this. He caresses his cheek with his thumb and He Tian shudders, almost as he punched him in the face. He stops immediatly, realizing what he was doing. “Okay. Now get some sleep, idiot.”
“Will you wait for me to fall asleep?”
He sounds like a kid. He was never good with kids. Way easier to go along with their insanity rather than question it. “Whatever. Now sleep.”
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The morning after, the hangover is right there waiting for him to wake up in the most embarrassing way possible. His knees are pushing against his arms, his toes are crisscrossed, he smells like shit and he probably looks even worst. But none of this matters the moment he understands Mo is sleeping right next to him. 
His first thought is that he’s still dreaming. It has to be a dream. Mo never stayed over the night and even if he managed to make him do that Mo would have never slept in his bed. Too risky. 
But it takes him just a few moments to realize he’s not dreaming at all. He gets up, way too quickly - his head hurts. “Shit”. He goes to the bathroom and takes a cold shower. He wears something clean and takes his time to get back in the bedroom, scared that he just imagined things and he won’t find Mo in his sheets just where he left him. But he does. He’s still there. 
He Tian smiles and takes a moment to appreciate that scenario, wishing it would happen again and again, every morning, preferably after a night of rough sex and sweet cuddles. Or just sex. Or just cuddles. Anything, literally anything to have Little Mo in his bed as often as possible.
“Ehy, Sleeping Beauty, rise and shine~” he pats his head and ruffles his hair, foreshadowing a bad reaction coming from the boy. 
It comes. Guan Shan slaps his hand and gets up, a bit uncomfortable, and then rubs his eyes, still sleepy. “’Morning dick head.”
He Tian grins. “Is there an actual explanation for which you slept in my bed? Not that I’m complaining.”
“I see you went back to yourself” Mo replies, annoyed. 
He Tian doesn’t say anything. Went back to himself? What did that mean? “Uhm… what?” he asks, trying to sound entertained. 
“You don’t remember, do you?”
Okay, now he’s feeling a bit scared. What did he do? What did he say? “What should I remember? Did we have fun last night?”
“If you find funny getting wasted and unable to walk on your own towards your fucking bedroom, then yes, it was massive fun.”
He Tian laughs. He expected way worst. “Okay, so you took care of me, Little Mo~?” 
He draws closer to him, but Mo stops his approach by grabbing his wrists and says: “I didn’t plan to stay the night, but since I did… I guess we should talk.”
Talk? Like, a proper chat? Offered by Mo? Was the world about to end? “Uhm, okay? What do you want to talk about? Our future together?”
“Can you be serious for one fucking second?”
He Tian blinks. What the fuck happened last night? “Sure.”
He lays down on the bed waiting for Mo Guan Shan to do the same. He stares at him and then sits. “I- I have some questions for you. And then, if you have any questions… for me… I’ll answer. I mean, I’ll try, at least.”
He is palpably nervous and the way he’s speaking is a total surprise: things like that never happen between the two of them; it’s always He Tian the one who brings up more weighty topics for them to discuss. “Okay. Go ahead.”
“Last night you told me…” Mo lowers his head, “that you’d like to kiss me.” He blushes.
He Tian is not surprised at all. “Well, is that a brand new information for you?”
“Cut the sarcastic crap out, thanks.” 
“I’m not being sarcastic! I mean it: was it honestly shocking for you?”
Mo still doesn’t look at him in the eye, but he shakes his head. 
“So what’s the question?”
“I was going to ask you if that were true, since you were drank, but apparently it was.”
“Yeah. What else?”
“You also told me that you won’t kiss me, even if you want to, because you’re… basically scared of my reaction. Is this true?”
Okay, he didn’t see this coming. “I-” he needs to think before answering. “I… kinda.”
“Kinda?”
“It’s just- I want to be sure you want that too.” He really means that. He never said that aloud. He never admitted that truth to himself. Heʼs waiting for someone’s permission to do what he wants. It is a weird and new concept for him. He knows that, being a kiss something that involves two people, it should just be normal to ask before doing anything. But he isn’t used to, anyway. 
“You never seemed particularly interested in what I wanted.”
Now, that sentence gets him mad. “Look at me.” he orders.
Mo does that and he looks more confident than ever. He’s almost proud to see him like that.
“What’s the point of this?”
“Wait. I have another question.”
He Tian rolls his eyes. “Fine.”
“You apologised. For what you did. And… you asked me if I still thought you were disgusting.”
He Tian would blush if he wasn’t the way he is. “And what did you answer?”
“I- Wait, did you mean it?”
“Uhm?”
“Do you actually feel sorry for what you did?”
“I apologised to you when I was sober as well, did you forget?”
“You never apologised for something specific.”
He Tian is getting impatient, but he still says: “I’m not sorry to have kissed you, I’m sorry I made you cry.”
That answer makes Mo mad - well, of course it does. “I cried because you kissed me. Because you’re a piece of shit.”
“Call me what you want” he is getting heated as well, “but you didn’t cry because I kissed you: you cried because I didn’t ask you and you were surprised and you didn’t want to accept that you liked me. You still don’t, by the way.”
Mo tries to punch him but He Tian’s faster and blocks him right away, switching positions and standing onto him on the bed. 
“You have no idea what’s going on inside my head! You shit head, you have no right to tell me why I was crying!” 
Mo screams, trying to free himself, but He Tian is holding his wrists with his hand and impeding his movements with his legs. 
“Okay, hey, chill, calm down, please.”
It takes a while for Mo to actually stop moving. He grumbles and bites his lips. He Tian lets go of his right wrist to make him stop, touching his mouth very gently. “Don’t ruin it” he whispers. 
Mo blushes and turns his head. 
“I shouldn’t have kissed you like that - I’m sorry.”
Mo blinks and looks at him doubtful and hesitant. 
“But now let me ask you a question.”
“Shoot it.”
“Why are you doing this? You could have just made up an excuse for staying here the night, as always, relying on the fact that I forgot everything. Why didn’t you?”
Mo observed him for a while and then said: “I- I wanted to know the truth.”
“The truth?“
“Yeah.”
“Little Mo, you asked him if I wanted to kiss you, which you already know I do, you asked me if I was sorry, which I had already said I am, and you wanted me to confirm a sentence which I pronounced when I was drunk - and so, completely honest.” 
Mo looks pissed. “Listen, it wasn’t all this clear to me when I decided to talk to you, okay? You don’t have to play Mister I know-it-all, you’re already annoying enough.”
He Tian laughs. “Whatever.” He lets go of the other wrist and moves his legs away, still remaining on top of him. “You haven’t answered my question yet.”
Mo seems confused. “Which one?”
“Am I still disgusting to you?” he asks this with a tiny grin, but he’s actually desperate for an honest answer. He knows Mo doesn’t find him disgusting, but to hear him saying it is a totally different story.
Guan Shan snorts. “No, you are not. Happy now?”
He Tian smiles. “Very.”
“Asshole.”
They stay like this for some time. He Tian is almost leaning towards his lips, when Mo interrupts the silence. “Oh, right! Why the fuck did you drink eight bottles of beer?”
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keepthecloud · 5 years ago
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In vino (beer) veritas
HE TIAN X MO GUAN SHAN FAN FIC.
Don’t expect too much, really: I’m Italian, so I probably made a lot of mistakes (you can report them, I would be glad). There are few descriptions for the same reason and so this story could be a bit repetitive. There is not a proper ending. Maybe I’ll just leave it like this, maybe I’ll continue the fic some other day.
I posted it on AO3 if you want to read it there.
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Mo Guan Shan hasn’t heard from He Tian since the previous evening. Almost twenty hours have passed and he hasn’t come to school. He’s a bit worried, if he has to be honest with himself. The damn guy hasn’t even texted to annoy him with random stuff, while he usually doesn’t let him breath without interfering.
So Mo goes to his house. He’s embarrassed, he’s mad at himself for his dumb choice, he has no idea how to justify that choice to He Tian, especially when he’s so damn sure the guy will give him a smirk and start assuming things, like that he cares about him. Whether it is true or not, Mo would always deny it until the end of times.
Still, the door of his loft is right there in front of him and he knocks, hoping for an answer so that he can stop worrying for that asshole.
However, the moment He Tian opens it, he only worries more and more.
The tall boy, always so handsome, with fucking perfect hair and fancy clothes, is now looking like he just jumped out of a hurricane: his shirt is wrinkled, the zip of his jeans is down (don’t look, don’t look, don’t look), his dark hair are disheveled and his eyes are red and wide open.
“Ehy little Mo~ Wha-What ya doing here?” he asks him, so visibly confused that Mo wouldn’t be surprised if he just fainted, right where he was.
“Stupid, what… what are you up to, what’s goin’ on?”
“Little Mo is worried about me?” even in that state he still manages to grin and to sound annoying.
“Move” Mo orders and the moment he gets in the loft he feels a bit shocked: a bunch of empty bottles of beer (at least five or six) are lying on the floor. He Tian is drunk. He turns back and looks at him. “Ohi, what is all of this about?”
He Tian closes the door and chaoticly walks toward the table before sitting on a chair. He laughs. “What do you mean?”
Is he fucking with me or what? Mo thinks, almost getting agry. “Why did you drink so much? Are you okay?”
“Suuure thing.”
Mo sighs. How much patience must he have with this guy?
“Okay. Let’s go to bed, shall we?” Mo Guan Shan reminds himself of how the doctors spoke to him when he happened to be in a hospital: like the things he was about to do were going to be a group thing or shit like that. He tries the same with He Tian, hoping it will work.
He Tian lets Mo putting his arm under his own armpit and then puts his around his neck, but it’s more like he’s grabbing it, like he’s trying to hold on to him.
“Okay, we’re moving.” Mo says and meanwhile counts more carefully the bottles of beer the idiot has drunk: eight. Eight fucking bottles. What the hell was wrong with him?
He carries He Tian to his bedroom and puts him under his sheets, but the right moment he tries to walk away the other boy clutches his wrists and pushes him to the bed as well.
“Ohi, the fuck-”
“Stay here for a while, c’mon~ You came all the way to my flat juuuust…” he seems to be struggling with making a coherent phrase. “… just to leave immediately?”
He can’t really say he is wrong, but he doesn’t want to stay either. “You’re wasted. I didn’t certainly come to babysit you.”
“You don’t have… to do… anything… just stay.”
He looks so weak and vulnerable, so different from his usual self.
He won’t remember anything anyway tomorrow, Mo thinks. “Whatever.”
He stays. He lays down on his right side and stares at He Tian. His eyes are closed but he is smiling. “Nice” he says, clearly happy he is going to stay.
“Why… why were you drinking so much?”
He Tian doesn’t answer. Mo almost thinks he fell asleep, but then he says: “I really want to kiss you.”
Mo winces. “What the bloody hell-”
“I won’t kiss you. Don’t you worry.” He Tian promises, his eyes still closed.
“Of course you won’t you chicken-”
“I don’t want you to cry again.”
Mo baffles. His heart starts ricing faster and faster. “What…?”
He Tian opens his eyes and looks at him with no smile of any sort. “You freaked out last time I kissed you.”
Mo blushes and gets furious. “Yeah - and whose fault is that?”
“Mine.” He Tian answers immediately. “I know it’s mine. I- I know.”
“Good.” Guan Shan says, but he’s actually pretty surprised He Tian admitted it so easily. He expected him to mock him and start making jokes about how he reacted back then. 
They stay silent for a while. Then He Tian asks: “Am I… still… disgusting to you?” His voice is so low and depressed Mo could almost burst into tears.
“I-” he swallows, super nervous. That was uncertain territory for him. Such honesty from He Tian demanded just as much from him as well. “No. You are not.”
He Tian looks relieved. “Really?”
“Yeah. Actually… you never were.”
Now he looks shocked. “You didn’t mean it?”
“I meant it when I said it” Mo replies. “I was fucking infuriated, He Tian.” Now he’s getting angry again, just by the thought of that moment. He felt so ashamed he just wanted to disappear from the face of the Earth. “But… I never really thought you were a disgusting person, I just thought you did a disgusting thing.”
“I get that” He Tian says. “I shouldn’t have done it. I shouldn’t have forced you. Sorry.”
An apology, Mo thinks. He Tian apologised before, but always with a smart smirk on his face or his hands on Mo’s body - never sounded very convincing. Now he is talking from the bottom of his heart and Mo believes him. “Okay. Apologies accepted.”
He Tian smiles. 
Mo smiles as well. He won’t remember any of this. He caresses his cheek with his thumb and He Tian shudders, almost as he punched him in the face. He stops immediatly, realizing what he was doing. “Okay. Now get some sleep, idiot.”
“Will you wait for me to fall asleep?”
He sounds like a kid. He was never good with kids. Way easier to go along with their insanity rather than question it. “Whatever. Now sleep.”
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The morning after, the hangover is right there waiting for him to wake up in the most embarrassing way possible. His knees are pushing against his arms, his toes are crisscrossed, he smells like shit and he probably looks even worst. But none of this matters the moment he understands Mo is sleeping right next to him. 
His first thought is that he’s still dreaming. It has to be a dream. Mo never stayed over the night and even if he managed to make him do that Mo would have never slept in his bed. Too risky. 
But it takes him just a few moments to realize he’s not dreaming at all. He gets up, way too quickly - his head hurts. “Shit”. He goes to the bathroom and takes a cold shower. He wears something clean and takes his time to get back in the bedroom, scared that he just imagined things and he won’t find Mo in his sheets just where he left him. But he does. He’s still there. 
He Tian smiles and takes a moment to appreciate that scenario, wishing it would happen again and again, every morning, preferably after a night of rough sex and sweet cuddles. Or just sex. Or just cuddles. Anything, literally anything to have Little Mo in his bed as often as possible.
“Ehy, Sleeping Beauty, rise and shine~” he pats his head and ruffles his hair, foreshadowing a bad reaction coming from the boy. 
It comes. Guan Shan slaps his hand and gets up, a bit uncomfortable, and then rubs his eyes, still sleepy. “’Morning dick head.”
He Tian grins. “Is there an actual explanation for which you slept in my bed? Not that I’m complaining.”
“I see you went back to yourself” Mo replies, annoyed. 
He Tian doesn’t say anything. Went back to himself? What did that mean? “Uhm… what?” he asks, trying to sound entertained. 
“You don’t remember, do you?”
Okay, now he’s feeling a bit scared. What did he do? What did he say? “What should I remember? Did we have fun last night?”
“If you find funny getting wasted and unable to walk on your own towards your fucking bedroom, then yes, it was massive fun.”
He Tian laughs. He expected way worst. “Okay, so you took care of me, Little Mo~?” 
He draws closer to him, but Mo stops his approach by grabbing his wrists and says: “I didn’t plan to stay the night, but since I did… I guess we should talk.”
Talk? Like, a proper chat? Offered by Mo? Was the world about to end? “Uhm, okay? What do you want to talk about? Our future together?”
“Can you be serious for one fucking second?”
He Tian blinks. What the fuck happened last night? “Sure.”
He lays down on the bed waiting for Mo Guan Shan to do the same. He stares at him and then sits. “I- I have some questions for you. And then, if you have any questions… for me… I’ll answer. I mean, I’ll try, at least.”
He is palpably nervous and the way he’s speaking is a total surprise: things like that never happen between the two of them; it’s always He Tian the one who brings up more weighty topics for them to discuss. “Okay. Go ahead.”
“Last night you told me…” Mo lowers his head, “that you’d like to kiss me.” He blushes.
He Tian is not surprised at all. “Well, is that a brand new information for you?”
“Cut the sarcastic crap out, thanks.” 
“I’m not being sarcastic! I mean it: was it honestly shocking for you?”
Mo still doesn’t look at him in the eye, but he shakes his head. 
“So what’s the question?”
“I was going to ask you if that were true, since you were drank, but apparently it was.”
“Yeah. What else?”
“You also told me that you won’t kiss me, even if you want to, because you’re… basically scared of my reaction. Is this true?”
Okay, he didn’t see this coming. “I-” he needs to think before answering. “I… kinda.”
“Kinda?”
“It’s just- I want to be sure you want that too.” He really means that. He never said that aloud. He never admitted that truth to himself. Heʼs waiting for someone’s permission to do what he wants. It is a weird and new concept for him. He knows that, being a kiss something that involves two people, it should just be normal to ask before doing anything. But he isn’t used to, anyway. 
“You never seemed particularly interested in what I wanted.”
Now, that sentence gets him mad. “Look at me.” he orders.
Mo does that and he looks more confident than ever. He’s almost proud to see him like that.
“What’s the point of this?”
“Wait. I have another question.”
He Tian rolls his eyes. “Fine.”
“You apologised. For what you did. And… you asked me if I still thought you were disgusting.”
He Tian would blush if he wasn’t the way he is. “And what did you answer?”
“I- Wait, did you mean it?”
“Uhm?”
“Do you actually feel sorry for what you did?”
“I apologised to you when I was sober as well, did you forget?”
“You never apologised for something specific.”
He Tian is getting impatient, but he still says: “I’m not sorry to have kissed you, I’m sorry I made you cry.”
That answer makes Mo mad - well, of course it does. “I cried because you kissed me. Because you’re a piece of shit.”
“Call me what you want” he is getting heated as well, “but you didn’t cry because I kissed you: you cried because I didn’t ask you and you were surprised and you didn’t want to accept that you liked me. You still don’t, by the way.”
Mo tries to punch him but He Tian’s faster and blocks him right away, switching positions and standing onto him on the bed. 
“You have no idea what’s going on inside my head! You shit head, you have no right to tell me why I was crying!” 
Mo screams, trying to free himself, but He Tian is holding his wrists with his hand and impeding his movements with his legs. 
“Okay, hey, chill, calm down, please.”
It takes a while for Mo to actually stop moving. He grumbles and bites his lips. He Tian lets go of his right wrist to make him stop, touching his mouth very gently. “Don’t ruin it” he whispers. 
Mo blushes and turns his head. 
“I shouldn’t have kissed you like that - I’m sorry.”
Mo blinks and looks at him doubtful and hesitant. 
“But now let me ask you a question.”
“Shoot it.”
“Why are you doing this? You could have just made up an excuse for staying here the night, as always, relying on the fact that I forgot everything. Why didn’t you?”
Mo observed him for a while and then said: “I- I wanted to know the truth.”
“The truth?“
“Yeah.”
“Little Mo, you asked him if I wanted to kiss you, which you already know I do, you asked me if I was sorry, which I had already said I am, and you wanted me to confirm a sentence which I pronounced when I was drunk - and so, completely honest.” 
Mo looks pissed. “Listen, it wasn’t all this clear to me when I decided to talk to you, okay? You don’t have to play Mister I know-it-all, you’re already annoying enough.”
He Tian laughs. “Whatever.” He lets go of the other wrist and moves his legs away, still remaining on top of him. “You haven’t answered my question yet.”
Mo seems confused. “Which one?”
“Am I still disgusting to you?” he asks this with a tiny grin, but he’s actually desperate for an honest answer. He knows Mo doesn’t find him disgusting, but to hear him saying it is a totally different story.
Guan Shan snorts. “No, you are not. Happy now?”
He Tian smiles. “Very.”
“Asshole.”
They stay like this for some time. He Tian is almost leaning towards his lips, when Mo interrupts the silence. “Oh, right! Why the fuck did you drink eight bottles of beer?”
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Hi Ala! I wanted to hear your opinion on this if you have the time 🥰 . Basically, we know that the pattern of the relationship between Mo and He Tian is slowly transforming. But I think that we can read this transformation with the way He Tian is trying to get Mo close. Before it was with physical violence (the first kiss I count it as violence) or the threat of using force. Now it seems to me that He threatens Mo with affection. Literally he just threatens him with hugs, kisses and physical touch. But in a way that is not violent anymore. I found it funny to think that he is threatening to kiss Mo as a way to make him realize or do what he wants. Something like that (English is not my first language, so I'm sorry if this sounds disconnected)
Hello, Dear Anon! Yes, the difference of their relationship changes through whole tianshan story, and me, who read that title for years already (oh, my own only one of the kind soap opera.. getting older, finishing studies, gets job and 19 days still goes on…) sees this from different perspective maybe. 
I will show HT’s change of attitude towards Mo or change of actions because of learning/growing up/realising his feelings basing on three chosen examples of HT’s “threats” towards Mo: 
1. “I’ll sew your mouth shut”
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It’s the beginning fo their relationship: He Tian already felt the taste of legendary beef stew and wanted more, playing with Mo and seeking for him, giving “a mission”, which was.. which we learn XX chapters later… just a “make me a beef stew” note. Hard to tell what exactly He Tian wanted from Mo in that time, and I am sure HT didn’t know it neither. 
But His actions towards him was more “if you don’t do what I told you I fuking beat you”. He Tian was still unsure about his feelings or urges, still in “I need to be alone” zone, beliving only threats make someone be next to him. His threat was serious and scary. Ofc a second later HT’s gayness made him grope Mo’s chest unconsciously (I was always laughing that it was a moment when HT realised his sexual attraction towards Mo), but well face says in the first showed panel says it all: HT will seriously do it.
2. “If you keep moving I’m going to hit you”
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Here situation is different: He Tian already fight with She Li in order to declaration “His business is my business”, they all are after one big meal made by Mo, the friendship was sealed. Even if Mo, still in shock what happened that day isn’t aware that he has now true friends.
 After XXX chapters we know He Tian planned to give him a jacket, because he hid the note with declaration of him wanted Mo to like him back. His face is more tired and calm, we know the threat isn’t serious, it’s more like saying a warning to a fidgeting kid that we will get hit by accident if they won’t stay still during dressing up. 
It’s like a silent act of “please allow me now.. and allow me in the future.. to take care of you… and don’t even try to refuse”.
3. “I’ll kiss you”
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This isn’t a threat as sewing mouth.. maybe sewing it with kisses, lol, I am so sorry for this joke, I will punish myself for crawiling into the dark corner.
Here HT is sure that he is in love and he works hard to suprass his own character’s flaws to be a better person, in order to not hurt, but protect and cherish person he loves. Sometimes he fuck ups, but he quickly tries to fix it. He is still learning, but already made a huge progress.. still staying in his own character.
In this example it’s hard to tell if this is a threat or some filtr game which he attempts, realising already that Mo is aware of his feelings, and maybe he has a tiny little chance for his big love to be mutual one.
Also… he is already the most horny squirrel in the park, he couldn’t miss opportunity to say what he really wants. 
So… yeah. It changed. the dynamic of He Tian towards Mo was changing drastically with every chapter little by little. 
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keepthecloud · 5 years ago
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When I see you, the world stops.
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It stops and all that exits for me is you
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and my eyes staring at you.
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There's nothing else.
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No noise, no other people,
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no thoughts or worries,
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no yesterday, no tomorrow.
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The world just stops,
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and it is a beautiful place,
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and there is only you.
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He Tian ♡ Mo Guan Shan
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