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Look, my big advice for trans people when it comes to presentation is "you can not get over the thing you're scared of without doing the thing you're scared of." You are not going to just one day wake up more confident to wear the clothes you want. You just have to pick a day and do it. Force yourself. Don't like, make it into some huge adventure where you're anxious the whole time. Check the mail. Go get drive through. Idk something easy, but while taking that big plunge.

Same thing with hrt. Just go fucking get it. The longer you second guess yourself the longer you're going to be miserable. If there is no immediate concern for safety, go get hrt. Now. Im serious. Stop waiting. Stop arguing with yourself. Theres a long wait? Get your name on the list now then. Self med if you need.

Be happy and love yourself.

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the thing that always gets me ESPECIALLY about autistic representation in media is that we are universally portrayed as happy-go-lucky, whimsical children, completely oblivious to the fact that the world constantly judges and scorns and HATES us.

We notice. I noticed. The reason I am as messed up as I am today is because i spent 20 LONG years in an environment where every day i was subjected to that. To noticing.

what an absolutely neurotypical view of us. Coddling themselves, getting to act like the way they treat us is fine because we don't understand that our peers dont respect us. Why would we? We're so subhuman to them, it's like asking if your cat notices you playfully insulting it.

Every autistic person I've ever met is on some level bitter and angry and TRAUMATIZED at their upbringing. Of having to go through school as the laughing stock, as the weirdo with no friends who no one wants to talk to, as the animal in the corner you can make do cheap tricks so they can experience some Simulacra of what genuine human connection is.

Now tell me, does it sound like I didn't notice?

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As an adult with autism who has had 3 jobs in their life so far Fuck you RFK.

I've transitioned from viewing RFK Jr. as an embarrassment, know-nothing, imbecile and fool, totally incapable of sorting fact from fiction, to believing he no longer deserves a moment of public peace in his life.

Make pies. Aim them at his face.

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You should! Nothing is quite as exhilarating as successfully slaying a foe orders of magnitude bigger, more armed and armored than you. theres a reason my two favorite rides are a royal locust and a locust IIC-7

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why are mechs scared of infantry? cause they keep doing this!

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please?

i really desperately just wanna cockwarm a tgirl for a couple of hours as we watch her favorite tv show and maybe have a little ice cream or something.

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i’m sucking on that girlpenis slowly and contemplative, like a french noir detective to a cigarette, gradually but methodically uncovering the question of how to make her cum.

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“return to old trek,” but it’s the return of 20+ episode seasons, of bringing contemporary scifi writers to write episodes, of doing social commentary so acute it blasts the “it’s just escapism” argument to bloody bits, and most important, the return of silly costumes and camp

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why not??

i want. a cicada on one arm and a crayfish on the other

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LAUNCHED: APRIL 11, 2245

Happy launch day to the U.S.S. Enterprise NCC-1701!

From the Strange New Worlds bridge plaques.

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To people who use "þ" as an aesthetic "p"

þink again.

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"developing country" is not a great term but if people insist on using it i demand we also use "undeveloping country." for example I'm from the u.s. and my country is currently in a state of undevelopment

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Trumps anti-DEI crusade is causing businesses to drop progressive agendas for fear of government retaliation.

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I hate this website