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My scars are fading but I'm not healing

These arms that served to embrace you

When you're not there they lose their value

I'd rather use them to rip off my skin

I wish they would rot and fall off

But without them I would forget the glory of your embrace

I always thought that talking was useless

Like my arms without your body

And these words without you hearing

What's the point of having arms if no one hugs them?

What's the point of talking if no one's listening?

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every once in a while i’m possessed by this all consuming feeling that time is running away from me. the feeling is real, it sinks its teeth into my throat, begs to escape but can’t bear to. it takes the shape of you.

i am patiently waiting for you to deal the final blow. i am under the hammer of your thumb, waiting. destroy me, please, go on. i can’t sit here forever.

i am running away from time. this time, i can’t breathe. this time you will make it real, and i will feel it full force. i am certain to lose my mind, but i don’t mind that so much — not if it means you leave with it.

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Just when i tought i couldn’t get worse

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what if there is no disorder or thing to describe why im like this and theres no way to cure it and its just me, im just an asshole, literally could be the real answer

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I just want to get dicked down again =/

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i hate when people start asking what sign i am. I am a sign from god. start running.

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Haha yeah im so sick 😎 (in all possible aspects)

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have a nice day :)

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Delete ur social

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my therapist:

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i dont have an aesthetic im just super pretty and cool

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are you a philosopher

boy im dumb as shit

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