keithtensakyuubi - Tumblr blog

[keithtensakyuubi]

“What’s your type?” I’ve never actually thought about it. I fall in love with moments. Phrases. The way the light catches their eyes when they tell me their story. Maybe that’s why they call me selfish. My pansexuality must just be my greed. I want to experience all forms of love. No matter the gender or type…. I don’t know how to love just one type. But if I had to find a common theme. I think it would go like this. With boys I’ve noticed this: Their smiles. Soft and warm. They don’t invite me in but instead project the love outward. They’re quiet. I do most of the talking. Without saying a word they can draw every story I have out of me. Like a snake charmer, the soft uncommonly heard sound of their voice draws me in and their eyes full of wonder make me stay. With girls it’s a little something like this: Their laugh gets me. The soft melody just causes my heart to burst. My cheeks redden and I can’t think. Girls are fiery. They rule the world and they know it. Their hands could hold my future if they wanted to- The softness of their palms could keep me safe for years. Her song could lull me into a coma-like sleep filled with dreams of her smile. Girls who love girls know just how to love me. Speak softly but with purpose. Whisper to me the sweet nothings I have been so afraid to tell you because I’m afraid you might not be thinking them too. Hold me tightly with those hands. Keep me safe in your laughter. For those in between it’s simple- I don’t have an actual real type: sporty, nerdy, bookish, poetic, or shy. Any one of them would be fine by me. As long as their words can capture me for hours; even if it’s just one phrase. As long as their eyes can tell me the stories of their past because I’d love to listen. As long as their ears are ready to listen to the miles and miles of stories I have to share with them. I don’t think I have a type. But if I had to pick, I think my type would be someone like you.

-Hey, You Asked What My Type Is;L.L. (via sleevesofgrass)

😊

[keithtensakyuubi]

Bleh. (at Kalimoni, Central, Kenya)

[keithtensakyuubi]

New day... New week... New potential... New possibilities...new ideas.... New demons.

[keithtensakyuubi]

I am more of a beast than human, more drunk than sober, more of anarchy than order, more of a scoundrel than a saint more of a fallen than an angel, but she loved all of my darkness, so I gave her what’s left of my light.

Daniel Saint (via sleevesofgrass)

She loved all my darkness.... So I gave her all of my light

[keithtensakyuubi]

Bring Me The Horizon ~ Can You Feel My Heart

[keithtensakyuubi]

[keithtensakyuubi]

[keithtensakyuubi]

Be strong enough to turn and walk...it'll hurt less sometimes.....

[keithtensakyuubi]

[keithtensakyuubi]

I choose to love you in silence… For in silence I find no rejection, I choose to love you in loneliness… For in loneliness no one owns you but me, I choose to adore you from a distance… For distance will shield me from pain, I choose to kiss you in the wind… For the wind is gentler than my lips, I choose to hold you in my dreams… For in my dreams, you have no end.

Rumi (via pasionatepeople96)

*for in my dreams...you have no end. Simply beautiful

[keithtensakyuubi]

I've always wondered who that guy in the mirror is....he's always so happy....how did this facade end up being the person everyone sees....cowardice....hiding my feelings beneath a mask of deceit...never letting anyone through...I guess he's right....that guy in the mirror...the world is a much brighter place if I use him as an abstaction...why bother anyone with these twisted emotions I bottle up inside...why are you even reading this...you're right...even I don't know why I kept writing to this point.

[keithtensakyuubi]

‘Are you okay?’ ‘I never was.’

Six word story (by me-ft-pizza)

Beautifully☪Insane

(via worstlover)

I don't know if I'll ever be

[keithtensakyuubi]

God eater

[keithtensakyuubi]

All pent up feelings inside...noone can know...no one can understand...no one but this voice in my head...that's always there with me even when I hide in darkness to escape the world...unable to run away from my demons no matter how hard I try...but have I tried?