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It feels like I can’t breathe.

My chest is tightening and every breath is like I’m gasping for air.

I don’t know how to deal with it anymore

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People shrink when they are unable to express their loneliness.

Juansen Dizon (via juansendizon)

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my nintendo corner is finally completed! it’s got all the first 151 pokémon and some really rare and cool nintendo 64s (and mario) i did all of this myself so the shelves might collapse at any given moment

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I Like Being Broken.

I like being broken.

Broken like a record when it keeps skipping a track. I trip over my lyrics and then my songs dont make sense.

Stutter.

My words stutter like an over excited child getting ice cream for desert, I am not excited. Excited, that feeling that when you just can't contain the happy, I am not happy.

Happy like when your dog meets you at your front door, without a care in the world because are home.

Home.

A safe haven, but I am not safe from my stuttering words when they don't come out in the middle of the night and I need help. My track keeps skipping and it won't stop.

Stutter.

I like being a broken record, left on the shelf to sit in silence.

Skip.

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I'm suicidal.

I'm suicidal, but I don't want to die. Everyday, at least once a day, I have suicidal thoughts. I think in detail, how, with what and where. I know, that I have people surrounding me that love me, and want me around, they are the reason I haven't gone. I couldn't put them through that. I also have so much more that I want to do and see, I don't want to die, but I still have suicidal thoughts. I don't feel this is right, feeling like this. I feel like I'm not only mocking those who are seriously suicidal, but also insulting those who do nothing but show me love and care. I cry a lot. A LOT. Most of the time I don't know why, I'll just sit down, and cry. I'm ridiculously sensitive, and I panic over everything. I'm going off track, I'm sorry.

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-breathe-

By 1924us

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Fall in love with somebody who will never let you go to sleep wondering if you still matter.

Unknown (via deeplifequotes)

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if it means a lot to you — a day to remember

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REAL FRIENDS - MESS

Personal blog: https://we-are-outsiders.tumblr.com

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date someone who makes you feel like concerts do

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I swear to you that we can make this last.

A Day To Remember // If It Means A Lot To You (via onlybandlyrics)

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You only get so many second chances Don’t waste a second second guessing Not everything’s always your fault Life’s not always simple You don’t have to hate yourself.

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