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[kenzpop]

❝𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐟𝐟𝐞𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐝❞

🅿🅰🅸🆁🅸🅽🅶: Idol!Hyunjin x Fem!Reader

🆆🅰🆁🅽🅸🅽🅶🆂: Angst, both reader and Hyunjin are tired of each other.

🆆🅾🆁🅳🆂: 523.

Author's note: Thank you so much for the the support! This is just a little thought I decided to write. I really hope you like it. Thank you!!

Remember the requests are open.

The cold breeze hugs you the immediate moment you step into the cafe. But you couldn't care less because the hard scent of coffee and caramel are enough to serve as warmth.

You really should've decided to wear a larger dress, because now you're feeling as if your legs were jello, but you wanted to look pretty for him, right? Yeah..

As you take a seat you find yourself taking your phone out to text the mentioned one, Hyunjin.

You put on your prettiest dress and heels and the hairstyle he said lots of times he adored in you.

After those texts you swear you were trying so hard not to cry, it'd be so embarrassing for a girl to be crying alone in a café, you simply look down and try to control your breathing while trying not to burst into tears.

When you two started dating things were so different. He'd be so attentive to everything you'd say, even taking you to practice with him just so you know he wants you to be with him every minute, you even moved to his place. All of your stuff was there so it was no as if you could just cut the communication and leave, you really hated just feeding yourself with the crumbs of love he'd leave for you. The crumbs of the time he'd leave for you, the crumbs of the attention he'd leave for you…It wasn't fair at all.

So that's how you find yourself packing in a big suitcase all of your belongings from Hyunjin’s place. Oh how you'd like to have a firm face now, but you can't. Tears are running down your cheeks like an actual waterfall.

As you finish you sit on your shared bed, taking deep breaths to control the rain going through your mind.

You take some sheet of paper you found on the floor, it was already used by some old counts from the company. You turn it upstairs and begin writing.

“I won't be home soon so don't wait for me. I'm leaving for real now and I'd rather travel to another country than letting you know where I'm going.

The coffee, in fact, did get cold. And I don't like my coffee like that, Hyunjin.

You were never home, the dates you forgot, the flowers that whitered, and the calls you never answered were enough to tell me exactly how you were feeling about me, and that's why I'm leaving.

I just want you to know that I did try to warm it as much as I could, but your cold heart was enough to be used as ice, and so, no drink would remain hot. I tried.

Thank you so much for all the good experiences, Hyunjin.

Y/n.”

And with that, you left the house with a big suitcase and a breakage in your heart that only a good cup of hot chocolate could heal.

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Hold me console me and then I'll leave without a trace...

[kenzpop]

𝑷𝒂𝒊𝒏𝒕 𝑭𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕

Hyunjin x reader fluff!!

Warnings: Hyunjin calls reader angel, kissing, reader is in hyunjin's lap

As much as you absolutely love your boyfriend and his hobbies, you were bored. Watching him paint was entertaining but it had been two hours of sitting on his lap doing nothing other than watch him paint.

"Hyune, how long till you're done? " you asked quietly, brushing his loose hair from his ponytail away from his face.

"Almost Angel.." He kisses your cheek and focused back on his painting, gliding his brush acrossed the canvas before dipping it in the paint.

Groaning internally you watched him for a what felt like hours. "Now?" pouting a bit as you nuzzled into his neck.

"No not yet.." you watched his dip his paint brush again and start to paint again.

smirking you dipped you're finger into the paint on his pallet and put a bit on his nose.

Hyunjin stared at you in shocked for a few seconds before taking his brush and wiping it on you're cheek.

"Hyune!" you giggled, trying to grab the paint brush from him. "What you did it to me?" he chuckled, holding it from your reach.

Still giggling you put your hand in the paint again and made a big line acrossed his forhead, then drawing hearts on his cheeks.

He smiled and leaned up to kiss you, pulling away after a second to wipe more paint on you're other cheek.

"Hey I at least gave you pretty hearts, not just lines! " you moved out of his lap and tried to rub some of the paint off

"Come here," he grinned pulling you back in his lap and drawing a star on you're forehead. "There, is that better Angel?"

nodding you leaned in and kissed him, holding this kiss for a few seconds. "Lets get this off our face before we break out."

Standing up you pulling him up with you, and walking and hand in hand to the bathroom with him.

"We should have paint fights everytime you paint." you grinned, helping him wash some paint off his face

he nodded, chuckling. "That sounds amazing." he grabbed you're jaw and kissed you again, kissing you more passionately.

Pulling away he smiled, still holding you by you're jaw, "I really like that idea.." he whispered before kissing you again.

Hyunjin 🫶🫶

[kenzpop]

𝑺𝒌𝒛 𝑴𝒂𝒌𝒏𝒂𝒆 𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒆 𝒂𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖'𝒓𝒆 𝒔𝒊𝒕𝒖𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒑

𝒉𝒚𝒖𝒏𝒈 𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒆

warnings: slightly suggestive? mention of hickeys , like one swear word

𝑯𝒂𝒏

he's too cute 😞

He gets so hyper and excited around you

he just wants to be around you ALWAYS

he definitely has songs about you

maybe maybe maybe asks you to write a song with him

he's so clingy with you and it's so cute

he just will not let you go

you guys are on ft 25/8 cause he just cannot not be with you somehow

he definitely sprays him self with you're perfume

you're his go to if he feels extra anxious

he gives you a quokka before he goes on tour fs

since mans cannot be away from you for more than a day you and the rest of the boys are best friends

when you are having out with everyone he will actually fight them for the spot next to you

hes gonna wife you real quick

𝑭𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒙

Felix ml 🫶🫶

we all see how sweet he is with everyone

it's gonna be that 100x

he makes you brownies weekly

you guys doing cute baking tings together 🥰

he definitely gives you his brown recipe and teach you how to make then before he goes on tour!!

also gives you a freshly cologne sprayed hoodie before leaving

he cuddles you so much the the boys are jealous

will not settle for cuddling anyone but you when you're around

like hyunjin he definitely gives you some kind of matching jewelry

we all see how he hugs people and fake bites them

definitely does that but actually bites you (not too hurt you!!)

honestly he forgets to ask you to actually be his girlfriend because he forgets you're not

𝑺𝒆𝒖𝒏𝒈𝒎𝒊𝒏

I fell like he'll be a lot like minho

he teases you so much

he acts like he doesn't care but definitely does!!

he's definitely easily jealous

like even tho you're not officially his you're his

he might give you hickeys but only nothing to noticeable

maybe on like you're shoulder and collar bone

like minho he'll grab you're waist to move you

he's cuddly with but I feel like only in private but once you're official he'll be a bit more cuddly around people

he will never let you walk anywhere alone!

it doesn't matter the time of day if you text him saying you're gonna run to the convenient store or the grocery store he's sprinting to you're house to walk you there

he just wants to make surre nothing happens to you😕

it takes him so long to ask you out because even tho you guys basically act like you're dating he scared

𝑱𝒆𝒐𝒏𝒈𝒊𝒏

he's definitely shy at first but gets more bold after a bit

he loves babying you even if you're older

you're his baby

you're an exception to him not liking physical affection

he loves it from you so much

he comes over all the time unannounced

he'll walk in like it's his house and you're the one that's come unannounced

spends all his free time at you're house honestly

he raids you're fridge of all his favorites and if you don't have them he drags yo ass to the grocery store

even though you're his baby he definitely loves when you baby him back

sure he's treated like a baby from everyone else cause he's the youngest

but he just loves it when YOU baby him

he asks you out but it takes him a while

he probably also forgot you're not actually his girlfriend then remembered and asked you out real quick after that

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𝑺𝒌𝒛 𝑯𝒚𝒖𝒏𝒈 𝑳𝒊𝒏𝒆 𝒂𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖'𝒓𝒆 𝒔𝒊𝒕𝒖𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒑

𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒏𝒂𝒆 𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒆

𝑩𝒂𝒏𝒈 𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒏

He'd be so so sweet

Mans actually wants to be with you but he's scared 😕

he's clingy!!

You could just be doing anything and he'd just hold onto you like you are giving him life (you are)

Basically treats you like you're his gf

Drops everything for you

oh, you're bored?🤨 he'll be over in five

you need to be picked up from the club? already on his way

want a coffee? he's at you're doorstep with you're fave coffe

I feel like if he can't come to you like he's stuck in the studio he will def ft you

like you guys will just sit on call while he works so he's kinda there

leaves one part of his headphones off so he can hear you if you need something

he'll ask you out after a while but will be so nervous

𝑳𝒆𝒆 𝑲𝒏𝒐𝒘

Bold asf

He does not hold back!!! he's flirting with you 25/8 and will not stop😭

he takes you to meet his cats first thing

He needs his cats approval (they love you)

he cooks for you! he don't care he will stop dance practice if you're hungry and leave to cook for you

Makes mental notes of you're favorite snack and favorite meals so he knows what to make you

I feel like he'd always be touching you somehow

like if you're hanging out he'd like hold onto you're arm or put it around you're shoulder

HE WOULD SO GRAB YOU'RE WAIST TO MOVE YOU AHHHHH

he would teach you some of his groups dances fs

even though he's kinda closed off sometimes he always makes sure you know he cares

we all know his love language is acts of service so he'll do just about anything for you

I feel like he'd be faster at asking you out then chan but it will take him a bit

𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒃𝒊𝒏

sigh he's so cute😕

he'd be so shy but definitely get a bit bolder after a bit

I feel like you guys would be friends long before you're a situationship

I think he would do the yawn and put his arm behind you're shoulder thing because he thinks it's funny and also kinda cute

begs for you to go to the gym with him

he doesn't even care if you work out he just wants you there

he would prefer if you work out cause he cares for you're health but he won't make you

sends you work out pics!!!

I feel like how Lee know took you to meet his cats he'd take you to meet 3racha

I feel like he cares so much about Chan's opinion and approval of you

ofc ofc Hannie's matters too but he seeks it out from Chan cause Chan always looks out for him and knows best for him so if Chan thinks you're good, you're definitely good

lets be so real he always has some type is skinskip when you're around

even if it's something as small as just you're knees touching under the table he's good

asks you to be his girlfriend so fast because let's be honest he was in love with you before you even have a situationship with each other

𝑯𝒚𝒖𝒏𝒋𝒊𝒏

he just wants to be around you no matter what😞

he doesn't care if it's just silent just wants to be with you

he has so many pages(if not a whole sketch book) of sketches he's drawn of you

he wants you to model for every painting he does

it would fs let you sit in his lap and paint with him if you want too

he doesn't even care if you're a good painter he's just so happy you're doing his hobbieswith him

you guys definitely does those tiktoks where people will paint for like 5 minutes and then swap with the other person

if you're doing something and can't give him attention he just holds onto you

doesn't matter how or what position hell just hold onto you

he'd buy you matching jewelry like the ones him and Felix have

also you and Felix ast best friends and hyunjin loves it

he's in between Chang bin and leeknow like he'd ask you to be his girlfriend pretty quickly but not too quickly yk?

ngl so nervous to post this because this my first actual post on tumblr 😞