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"You leave because your certain of who you want to be......

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Cheating and lying aren't struggles, they're reasons to break up.

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reblogged from lostatseaandcantbefound

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hey ♥

hey baby 2 years with you was a hell of a ride. thank you for everything. I appreciate all the efforts and your undying love for me.

you're the sweetest, the most obsessed (in a cute way), hot headed, paranoid guy I know yet still I love you sooooooooo much.

and nothing will change that.

---forever yours ♥

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fool in love

Random thoughts of you in a world created just for us. You were madly in love with me. I was happy. We both were. You made it sure that you will and forever be with me. No worries, no cheating, no misunderstandings, no fights, lies and jealousy. It’s perfect.

We had a great love story.

I am just yours and you are mine (all mine). We shared a love story accepted by everyone. You did everything to make me happy and I for sure returned the favor for you.  No broken Promises. No broken trust. NO broken hearts.

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And I’m a fool to believe this

‘cause this love story of us doesn't exist.

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♥

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hmmmmm.........................

That awkward moment

Texting my man, while I was in the rest room waiting for my girl pals. Minutes later, you entered and looked yourself on the mirror. I was at the other side, pretending I didn’t notice you and just continued texting.

You fixed your hair and checked if your outfit was okay. And yes it was. Darn you looked pretty amazing. Yeah. You always do. You are way too hot. Hot as hell! I must say.

I continue to pretend that I was busy texting. And you do the same busy with yourself. But weird I don’t know if you did it on purpose making a lot of unnecessary movements, were you trying to get my attention? err. Hmmm... You got my entire attention babe.

When you noticed that you finally had my attention, you entered one cubicle then went out and stared at the mirror again. I turned around facing the opposite direction. But you went closer to me and I was stuck on my place. You were now beside me and we were looking through each other’s reflection on the mirror, saying nothing at all.  I was pretending to appear cool and relaxed so I fixed my hair just to have something to do and not to appear dumbfounded. Darn it feels so awkward. Kilig much.

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What love is....

♥  kerakerapi.tumblr.com

while surfing the net. i found this article about what love and what’s not.

from (Author Unknown)

Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing and your voice caught w/in your chest? It isn’t love, it’s like.

Do you belong to them because their sight makes your heart skip a beat?It isn’t love, it’s infatuation.

You can’t keep your eyes or hands off of them, am I right? It isn’t love, it’s lust.

Are you proud, and eager to show them off? It isn’t love, it’s pride

Do you want them because you know they’re there? It isn’t love, it’s loneliness.

Are you there because it’s what everyone wants?It isn’t love, it’s loyalty.

Do you stay for their confessions of love, because you don’t want to hurt them? It isn’t love, it’s pity.

Are you there because they kissed you, or held your hand? It isn’t love, it’s low confidence.

Do you pardon their faults because you care about them?It isn’t love, it’s friendship

Do you tell them every day they are the only one you think of? It isn’t love, it’s a lie.

Are you willing to give all of your favorite things for their sake?It isn’t love, it’s charity.

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Does your heart ache and break when they’re sad? Then it’s love.

Do you cry for their pain, even when they’re strong? Then it’s love.

Do their eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts? Then it’s love.

Do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and relation pulls you close and holds you? Then it’s love.

Do you accept their faults because they’re a part of who they are? Then it’s love.

Are you attracted to others,but stay with them faithfully without regret? Then it’s love.

Would you give them your heart, your life, your death? Then it’s love.

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somehow true

Aquarius people are extremely open-minded, tolerant, extroverted, experimental and emotionally detached.

Western Astrology describes any Aquarian as a very creative individual with a brilliant imagination. 

Emotionally these types are strongly independent and so may take a while to commit when it comes to close relationships

they are experimental sensation seekers and may get into trouble as a result

they are highly eccentric and usually prefer the company of other eccentric types. easily bored and often restless, aquarians seek out people who are original, creative and exciting.

Generally, they have many contradictions in their character. these type people are proud yet sweet-natured, arrogant yet oddly modest in their approach to love, envious but tolerant, conceited yet humble. They want to belong, yet they are burdened by their need for independence. They need love and crave intimacy yet often feel cornered, pressured. But as an individual, they depend only on their wit and their labor to get what they want.

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having you around

♥ It was love I guess. but it seems that my world revolves too much on you. I lost some friends. I lost those days that I should have gain some.

stucked and caged by you. can’t go somewhere else. feeling like a prisoner with your love.

this is not the life i wanted to have but i chose this just to have you around.

I wonder how long it would last. ‘cause honestly i don’t want to be like this forever.

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I saw you and damn I felt the stinging sensation all over my body.

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'nough bout confusion

I was undecided if i should break up or forgive again.

I think I did the right thing. I gave  another chance. hoping this time would be better. 

no matter how harsh and fucked up our relationship had gone through. I still chose to give him another chance. I know he loves me and I feel the same way. 

its all about love <3

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something to consider

it was my rest day, boyfriend and I decided to meet up. after a week of argument we decided to forgive each other, yeah. like old times.

I don't know whats wrong but I felt less loved.

Is it true or am I just over reacting. I don't know. my head is overloaded. and i shouldn't over think but this is who I am. sigh********

I'm still undecided on what to do. Should I break up with him or not. I love him of course but deep down I'm not happy anymore. ----for a relationship to last both parties should be happy and yet i'm not. there's less love and more on just a sexual relationship. he always say I'm just using him. using him for what? he's not even there to help me with my struggles. Though it's not his obligation but the fact that he knows exactly what I'm going through, with all the financial problems i have... he should have at least support and show care but he never insisted on helping me. I can only rely on myself. why would I stay in this kind of relationship when I know that there would be someone else who would treat me right and make me feel special more than he does.