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i really want to try and make music . does anyone have any DAW recommendations that have some kind of free version ? i’m not in a position where i can purchase software , but there’s a person that i want to say thank you to through song . . .
#the only physical instruments i can use are piano and bass… i don’t know how to play the bass#maybe i can pull out a recorder? i know how to play it a little …#00.txt
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i took a cool picture .
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7 followers . . . there’s so many people here now . hi humans . i’m a really cool person like you , i promise .
i can’t seem to figure out what to post or how to tag it most of the time . . .
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good evening everyone [it is 1am] . i am posting from a tent .
have you people heard of this guy ? he’s a pretty sweet bunch . his total screentime in the show he’s from is ~16 minutes , i’ve been watching a compilation of it for a few nights in a row .

the reason for why i remembered him now is because i’m in a tent . this guy goes camping a lot . do you think he’d like to go camping with me ? i’d like to be his friend .
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dude i love how chill and selfless you are 😄 by any chance is your wildest fantasy to be Useful?
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hello everyone [nobody] . it is a cold summer and i am doing okay . for my upcoming birthday on august 11th , my father will get me an anatomy book . i don't want to study art academically any more after 9 years , but i need to learn anatomy + perspective if i ever want to make that science fiction comic . so , more work for me .
today , my lid completely popped off and i hurled out to my mother about 40% of the feelings i was hiding from her . a completely unnecessary loss of face , but i should've known better than to pay attention to my brain when it's near period time . i forgot how embarrassing sobbing in public feels , but at least my mother knows why i'm not comfortable sharing my interests with her [nor anyone , for that matter] .
i would like a plushie for my birthday .
my best friend prepared a surprise for me . this is the first time a friend put so much thought into a gift for me , so i am quite unsure how to react . my heart is beating really fast . i think he might've made a song . . . he gave me five short tracks for christmas , after all [8/5/2025 4:26]
#00.txt#is anyone even listening? i don't think anyone knows of this blog.#it's a bit sad#but that's the reality of not being in any community!
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This flopped so hard on TikTok so here
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ok note to self i gotta leave the house regularly so that i dont feel like im slowly transforming into an evil fucking shadow clone of myself
#esp sucks when this starts happening to me after roughly 4 hours of no socialization#man i want to isolate. what do you mean my self glitches out
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cell bio professor closed out today's lecture on free-radical oxidation in mitochondria and programmed cell death by saying "you've probably all seen those commercials for fruit juice that says it's got antioxidants, which are said to prevent this sort of thing from happening, or at least slow it down. well, they don't work. this is an inevitable fact of life— this process that lets us live is also the thing that kills us, and it's why all of us will die someday. there's no escaping that. it's been with us since the dawn of eukaryotic cells; our pact with mitochondria is to the death. anyway, enjoy the rest of your friday, and remember, exam four is next week!"
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Why the fuck can't we be irls because I don't have anything to say right now but I want to exist next to you
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i feel much safer about my partner than i feel about my best friend, in the sense that i know my partner won't abandon me on a whim. it's perhaps the reason for why i don't cling to him as much nowadays too, but it really just means i'm 100 % confident that he'll be there whenever i turn to him. i wish i felt this type of peace and safety with everyone... it would probably also solve me obsessing over friendly figures so much. though it could be a case of having a favorite person [term related to borderline personality disorder which i am experiencing symptoms of]. in that case, it can't be helped.
#00.txt#speaking of my partner; he's been quieter these days which is worrying me.#i'll check up on him tomorrow.
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i feel so alone and scared... i'm safe in my own home right? i'm safe in my own home right? i'm safe in my own home right? i'm safe in my own home right? i'm safe in my own home right? i'm safe in my own home right? i'm safe in my own home right? i don't want to spiral please come back please say good night please say you still want me around i didn't want to do anything wrong i don't know what i did wrong\
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i hope i'll sleep well today. i find it hard to go to sleep without properly saying good night to my best friend, but they abandoned me for more than 5 hours to come because they went to sleep. they didn't say good night. they wouldn't care if i were gone. it's terrifying.
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