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haha I hate myself oop

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Why is no one talking about how Daphne kinda basically r*ped Simon at the end of episode 6. She forced him to do something he didn’t consent to doing. Does this not make anyone else upset?

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FYI: Padawan Braids

All Padawans of races that grow hair have a braid behind their right ear. Braids have a yellow band at the top and a red band at the bottom. Additional beads or other color bands are added to mark the Padawan’s area/s of study. 

The yellow band is applied when a Master takes on the Padawan before 13 standard years of age. The red band is applied after 16 standard years of age when he/she completes their Temple courses and starts studying independently under the guidance of his or her Master.

White: Healing

Blue: Mechanics

Red: Piloting

Green: The Living Force/Meditation/Precognitive Visions

Yellow: Lightsaber and other weapons 

Black: Jedi version of Covert Operations

Anakin had red and blue bands. Mechanics and piloting.

Obi Wan had red and yellow bands. Piloting and weapons. 

Ahsoka in Clone Wars is still young and so has only one yellow bead for her notable saber technique. 

Braids are cut by the Master’s lightsaber upon the Padawan’s completion of the Trials (generally around 20 standard years but often earlier or later depending on the student). Jedi who are expelled from the Order prior to completing their training have their braids ripped out rather than cut. Ouch! 

Source: Various SWEU books, but mostly “The Jedi Apprentice”

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I have a weird relationship with my boobs

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I see why people like wine

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I just found out that two people are dating that i would have never put thought of in a million years and i’m shooooook 😂😂

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the government is just stressing me out

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How did they fuck up the Percy Jackson movies SO BADLY

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i’m feeling oddly nostalgic for and missing Scotland currently even though I only spent a total of about 3 days there...

i just felt so at peace there. i felt comfortable, safe, and surrounded by beauty

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a blessing for historians

may your studies be fruitful, your sources reliable, your findings emotional and good. may the picture of the past becomes clear for you in the muddy waters of time, and may your research sweep away the dust of old age and misunderstanding, now and forever.

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Energy Management

A human-based organization method

click on images for better resolution; images also available here (link to google drive)

Other posts that may be of interest:

Getting stuff done: How to deal with a lack of motivation

Flexible time-blocking: A more breathable way to get things done

The ABCDE Method

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*has three essays and two assignments due in the next week, none of which I’ve started, and one is due today at midnight and my prof will deduct an entire letter grade if it’s late*

Me: hey u know what im gonna do? im gonna memorize the lord’s prayer in early brythonic and proto-celtic

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Professor: Consult no more than three secondary sources in your research - you should rely primarily on your own critical reasoning.

Me and my 16 JSTOR tabs I depend on because I forgot how to think for myself:

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January 13

January 13th, probably one of the worst days of my life to date. Found out something that completely shattered my perception of reality. I don’t really know what to do or where to go from here.

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mistake

haha no one follows me on tumblr so i can rant

i feel like one big huge mistake and burden

a financial one on my parents, an emotional one on my boyfriend, and a physical one on the planet

college is hella expensive and i’m not even 100% sure i know what i’m doing with my life

and i have a ton of anxiety and i CONSTANTLY worry and stress ALL THE TIME and i can sometimes lean on my bf too much for support

and i feel like the scum of the earth because we were kissing last night and i’m not sure what happened but i jerked and accidentally bit his lip REALLY hard... i feel terrible about it and he’s already forgotten

i can’t get my mind to stop thinking about things

i have this thing where i don’t want to die because i love my friends, boyfriend, pets, and family... but i just hate everything else about life (everything except for my people).

my people are honestly the only thing that’s keeping me alive

i’m terrified to go back to school in 2 weeks when i won’t have my people again

i hate it

i hate myself