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[22.29] bf!san × reader

⇀ some scars don't heal that quick but sometimes it takes the right person proving you wrong to finally let go

⇁ same situation, different shit i guess

genre : angst, hurt/comfort ?, mature, suggestive?

tw : drinking, being drunk, partying, cheating, exes, trauma

wc : 1 k

"What the fuck!?" You exclaimed when you opened the room to see the bitch who had been causing you so much anxiety on top of your boyfriend, riding him to her heart's content. The worst part was that your boyfriend barely acknowledged you while the bitch was smirking at you triumphantly.

Safe to say, you broke up with him the next morning and you avoided house parties at all cost.

No matter what your ex said, how he was drunk so he wasn't able to think clearly, how he thought she was you, how he said that it wasn't his fault that you separated yourself from him, you just couldn't give him a second chance. But the last part made you nauseous because you felt that there was some truth in it. Why had you left him? Did you actually open the opportunity for someone to just swoop in and betray you? The hurt stayed for too long and too deep that you actually retracted yourself, not wanting to trust people.

It wasn't until you started dating San did you start becoming social again. Mostly because as an adorable introvert with a build so stocky he looked like a cartoon character, he was adopted by a lot of extroverts. He treated you like you were a sultan, praising you for the littlest thing and ensuring your safety and satisfaction whenever and wherever.

But even then, he wasn't able to silence the devil in your ear, whispering at you, telling you to doubt him and to always be wary. Sure, you communicate your insecurities and your past trauma to San, and of course, he always assured you and took your feelings seriously, but the pain still haunted you.

So it wasn't a surprise that the first thing you do was panic when you couldn't find San at Wooyoung's house party.

You had slipped away momentarily to calm yourself down, the number of people Wooyoung invited into his house was crazy. How could one person know this many people? You were only gone for 10 minutes tops, going outside to clear your head with fresh air and not having to be pressed ass to ass with other people.

"Fuck, not again," you muttered under your breath, your face hot but cold sweat running down your forehead as the pit in your stomach grew and grew. You really wanted to calmly look for San because you knew very well that San would never betray you, but he was drinking and people can do crazy, unthinkable stuff when drunk especially since San has a low tolerance for alcohol. Or, people can do crazy, unthinkable stuff to drunk people.

Whilst looking for San, you passed Yunho, Mingi, and a giggly Hongjoong who said they didn't see San, Wooyoung who told you that he thought that San was with you, and finally, Seonghwa, Yeosang, and Jongho who said that they saw San retreating quietly to the back before he rushed upstairs to where the rooms were.

Hearing that, you almost puked on Wooyoung's newly carpeted floor because rooms were code for privacy which was also code for sex and the fact that you were not there with him could only mean one thing.

Though pained, you decided that you needed to get it over with so without wasting any more time, you rushed upstairs to catch San in the act.

As his best friend, you knew San had privileges to use Wooyoung's bedroom so you barged in there, hot on your heels to see a sight that brought you to your knees.

There San was, on the floor, petting some pussy.

An actual pussy.

Like a cat.

Where did he get a cat?

Whose cat is that?

"San?? Baby??" you called out, frozen on your spot.

San, caught off guard, stopped his movements to look at you with wide, surprised eyes like a deer in headlights.

"Sannie, what... What..." you couldn't finish your words. The adrenaline that rushed to your head crashed so hard and so quick that you were left confused and baffled.

"I can explain," San said, gathering the cat in his arms and stumbling as he stood up, "She was hungry," he said, trying to steady himself.

It was then that you realized that there was a takeaway box of fried chicken on the floor, the same one you saw in Wooyoung's kitchen not too long ago.

Then it clicked.

San had snuck out while you were out to smuggle a cat in to feed her stolen chicken.

Then it hit you.

Before, your ex had snuck around behind your back to cheat on you while you were distracted which caused you tremendous pain. Now, your boyfriend snuck around behind your back to care for a kitten. The difference was like night and day and it was then wthat ere you were absolutely sure that San was nothing like your ex. He would never hurt you, you were only hurting yourself by not trusting him and even then he had been so patient and so caring, not using your insecurities against you or using it as an excuse.

So when you started tearing up, you were absolutely sure that those were tears of relief. But San, in his drunken state, totally misinterpreted the situation. "Oh no no no no no, baby, I'm so sorry!" he panicked, rushing to you to wipe your tears with one hand, one fried chicken-smelling hand, while the other held onto the kitten who seemed like she had no problem being handled like a ragdoll. "Baby, Please don't cry! I-I- I didn't mean to- I'll feed you chicken too!" He stammered, rushing to the abandoned box of fried chicken, picking up a piece and tried feeding you with it.

His gesture of chaotic gentleness made you crack up as you laughed slightly but welcomed the leg by taking a small bite and started chewing. You wanted to tell him about what happened, what you felt, but right then and there, with the cat and the chicken, you figured you could wait until the next day. At that moment, you simply wanted to enjoy the amazing creature that is your boyfriend.

"Babe, do you think we can take this home?"

"I guess we can take the cat home, Sannie,"

"I was talking about the chicken but OKAY!"

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i have so many things to say

im going so fucking crazy

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SAN for DAZED KOREA

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all of these photos sit at the same table and i will not explain further

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You're fucking crazy if you find this mad San attractive. (I'm crazy🫦)

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"Please, I highly doubt there is anyone out there that I could actually date and be happy with."

Gojo doesn't exactly remember how he, Suguru, and Shoko got into such a conversation, but here they were anyway.

Suguru grinned at his friend, "really Satoru? The world is a big place, maybe you just haven't met them yet."

"Yeah," Shoko started, "they could be anywhere. You may even meet them today."

Satoru scoffed and stood up from his desk. His chair being pushed back as he held his arms out.

"Fine! Watch this!"

He closed his eyes and took a deep breath

"If there is a god out there, please let the love of my life that i will spend eternity with and love till my last breath and even in death fall into my arms right this very instant!"

After a few seconds, Gojo smirked, "see? Nothing happened!"

Shoko sighed, "thats not what i-"

There was a sudden crack in the ceiling. The floor shaking slightly as if someone was thrown right onto the roof. Which was when the three sensed a cursed spirit and a sorcerer fighting just outside. But before anyone could move, the ceiling gave way and someone fell right into Gojo's outstretched arms.

"Oh wow, nice catch," you said as if you weren't thrown so hard to the point that your body went straight through the roof.

Gojo couldn't keep his mouth from falling open as he continued to stare at your smiling face.

Both Suguru and Shoko snickered at the sight.

"Looks like your prayer was answered after all, Satoru."

"Huh? Prayer?"

You glanced around the room before you felt Gojo's grip tighten around you causing you to look back up at him.

"Marry me."

"...hah?"

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bark bark

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looking expensive

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[240828] Nacific x ATEEZ | Sweet Dream 💗

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hes so fine 😞

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ATEEZ - Wooyoung

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OKAY CAN WE TALK ABOUT MINGI’S HUGE ASS????

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undercut!hongjoong has returned…..

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my 😙 man!

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thanks for the tag🙂‍↕️

1,705 points 3rd gen it girl. i wouldn’t know what group😟

tagging anyone who would like to join (i need more moots on here)

K-POP AUTHORS TAG GAME

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1: how long have you been on tumblr?

a: -5 months(10 pts)

b: 5+ months (25 pts)

c: 1-2 years (50 pts)

d: 3-5+ years (100 pts)

e: 10+ years (150 pts)

2: when did you become a writer?

a: -5 months(150 pts)

b: 5+ months (100 pts)

c: 1-2 years (50 pts)

d: 3+ years (25 pts)

e: 5+ years (10 pts)

3: what's your main genre?

a: fluff (10 pts)

b: angst (25 pts)

c: smut (50 pts)

d: other (100 pts)

e: all (150 pts)

4: who do you write for?

a: boy groups (10 pts)

b: girl groups (25 pts)

c: both (50 pts)

d: soloists (100 pts)

e: all (150 pts)

f: (bonus) other fandoms (250 pts)

5: any specifics?

a: I stick with one group/soloist (10 pts)

b: mainly my bias (25 pts)

c: I try others occasionally (50 pts)

d: I do only three-five groups (100 pts)

e: I write everyone (150 pts)

6: how many works have been published?

a: -5 (10 pts)

b: 5+ (25 pts)

c: 15+ (50 pts)

d: 50+ (100 pts)

e: 100+ (150 pts)

f: (bonus) 150+ (250 pts)

7: what are the wips looking like?

a: empty (10 pts)

b: could be worse (25 pts)

c: starting to get a bit packed (50 pts)

d: I'm starting to stress out (100 pts)

e: writer's block my greatest enemy (150 pts)

8: have you ever collabed?

a: I'm a lone wolf (10 pts)

b: I want to! (25 pts)

c: thought about it but don't have the patience/time (50 pts)

d: yes! (100 pts)

e: multiple times (250 pts)

9: are you ethnic diverse friendly?

a: I stick to korean y/n. (10 pts)

b: I stick to my race (25 pts)

c: too nervous to try other groups (50 pts)

d: I'm open to write for other groups! (100 pts)

e: I write for more than my group (150 pts)

10: are you LGBTQIA+ friendly?

a: only writing hetero! (10 pts)

b: only writing BL (25 pts)

c: only writing GL (50 pts)

d: other (100 pts)

e: I write for all identities! (150 pts)

f: (bonus) I write poly! (250 pts)

11: do you create ocs?

a: no, just Y/N (10 pts)

b: I only do memberxmember (25 pts)

c: thought about it 50 pts)

d: have them don't use them (100 pts)

e: yes I use ocs! (150 pts)

12: what is your content made up of?

a: just writing (10 pts)

b: audios+links (25 pts)

c: edits+trailers (50 pts)

d: mood boards (100 pts)

e: all (150 pts)

13: how do you feel about band crossovers?

a: um, I rather just stick to my group (10 pts)

b: hm, sounds interesting (25 pts)

c: I've thought about crossing groups (50 pts)

d: I've written crossovers! (100 pts)

e: I've written groupxgroup 150 pts)

14: where are you located?

a: north america (10 pts)

b: south america (25 pts)

c: asia (50 pts)

d: europe (100 pts)

e: africa (150 pts)

f: oceania (200 pts)

g: (bonus) central america (250 pts)

15: do you work outside of tumblr?

a: nope, tumblr girlie 4L (10 pts)

b: I use wattpad too (25 pts)

c: ao3 girlie (50 pts)

d: multiple (100 pts)

e: no, but I do other stuff on insta/tiktok! (150 pts)

f: (bonus) all socials (250 pts)

16: how are the moots looking?

a: we only follow (10 pts)

b: we reblog and like (25 pts)

c: we're friendly :) (50 pts)

d: I talk to them occasionally! (100 pts)

e: they're my marital spouse(s) atp (150 pts)

17: is there any other fandoms aside from kpop?

a: nope! (10 pts)

b: yes, but I don't write for them (25 pts)

c: yes! I've been thinking of writing for them (50 pts)

d: I've done kpopx(-) crossover (100 pts)

e: yes! I write for them separately (150 pts)

18: what was the first work like?

a: a FLOP, fish out of water (10 pts)

b: it did okay, I was just starting (25 pts)

c: better than I thought, but wasn't astronomical (50 pts)

d: woke up surprised (100 pts)

e: wow, I wrote that!? (150 pts)

19: what layout is your main?

a: drabbles/timestamps (10 pts)

b: oneshots (25 pts)

c: series (50 pts)

d: headcannon (100 pts)

e: reactions (150 pts)

f: (bonus) all/other (250 pts)

20: do you have a specific theme for your blog?

a: no, everything's uncoordinated, yolo (10 pts)

b: yes, but I eventually switch aesthetics (25 pts)

c: it changes like every month (50 pts)

d: yes! same aesthetic for everything (100 pts)

e: I make themes for others! (150 pts)

21: how seriously do you take your work?

a: it's just for funsies! (10 pts)

b: I take it somewhat serious (25 pts)

c: I would like to be a novelist in the future (50 pts)

d: I want my work to be put into movies/TV shows 100 pts)

e: I'm a fanfic writer and future tumblr icon (150 pts)

22: do you do idol aus?

a: I only do non-idol aus (10 pts)

b: I only do idol-aus (25 pts)

c: I've thought about it (50 pts)

d: I do a mix of the two! (100 pts)

e: I do idol aus in my own way (150 pts)

23: have you met your bias(es) irl?

a: nope! (10 pts)

b: I've met other idols (25 pts)

c: I've seen my favs! (50 pts)

d: I've met my favs! (100 pts)

e: I've met them multiple times! (150 pts)

f: (bonus) I'm going to see them soon! (250 pts)

24: have you met that author?

a: no, they don't know I exist (10 pts)

b: we've interacted, but aren't moots (25 pts)

c: we're moots! (50 pts)

d: we talk occasionally! (100 pts)

e: my pookiewookieschmuckmsbear (150 pts)

25: how do you feel about the kpop community on tumblr?

a: ugh! toxic! (10 pts)

b: could be better (25 pts)

c: I stick with my fandom! (50 pts)

d: I visit other fandoms sometimes (100 pts)

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e: lol I live here y'all ain't getting rid of me (150 pts)

f: (bonus) I'm actually an OG (300 pts)

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250-350 pts, staff member

You're a staff member! Which means you range from being a stylist to even a bodyguard! The range you have my, my.. which will you choose? Your only task is to keep out of controversy and scandals!

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350-500 pts, trainee

You passed your audition! Which company are you under? What position do you think you'll have if you debut in a group? Whatever's your forte, you must be rlly good at it ♡

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500-625 pts, rookie

Congratulations on debuting! You're already off to a fresh start and the world can't wait to see more of you. You were already awarded rookie of the year!

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625-700 pts, soloist

Soloist, you're icon material. You're a one (wo)man show but you got the power of a band. Your fans constantly ask for a collab with another soloist or idol that they ship you with, it's kind of amusing. Maybe you'll give them that couples stage one day.

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700-900 pts, girl group / boy group

You landed in a boy/girl group! What's your fixed position in the group? Main vocal? You must sound like heaven! Or main dancer? Visual? You got it all. Maybe you're the most biased or popular too! Just make sure to share the spotlight with your fellow bandmates, you don't want them to look like backup or your entourage.

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900-1150 pts, 5th gen it girl/boy

The generation JUST started and you're already declared it girl/boy!? How much influence did you have? Damn, you're an icon in the making. Just be prepared for the oncoming onslaught of bullshit that may transpire.

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1150-1250 pts, 4th gen it girl/boy

Right where K-Pop is reaching peak with the younger generation, all eyes are on you globally! Be a role model for the teens and young adults, show them what "it girl/boy" really means.

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1250-2000 pts, 3rd gen it girl/boy

Ah, you're either over loved or over hated. There's no in between. Lucky thing about you though is your influence that you bring into the industry, and the fourth/fifth gen idols look up to you as a mentor.

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2000-2500 pts, 2nd gen it girl/boy

What a time, when K-Pop was peak experimenting. the KBS was switching and changing back to back, and being the it girl/boy, your face was modeled after when it came to cosmetic procedures. You're seen as a K-Pop icon for the older generations.

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2500-3000 pts, 1st gen it girl/boy

Just when everything was starting out. Your face was everywhere on TV and the girls and boys alike always tried to dress like you everywhere they went. Your song was on constant repeat as people shopped in the mall, and even though you weren't big globally, you were that bitch in Korea. (Even if the parents weren't fond of you.)

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If you got more than 3500...

Congratulations you're a fucking icon

JYPAPI bitch, uh huh.

Do I even have to put it into words? I-CON— nah-

I-CUNT

peak cunty peak everything you're just a fucking legend. and my oppar. love ya!

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So... I hope this was fun 😭😭, it took me I kid you not seven hours to make. I've been working on it since 17:40sum, and it's 00:22... lmk if I should make more games like this one or if it was ass. Honestly it's for shits and giggles. 😭🫶

- 𝑠𝑤𝑒𝑒𝑡𝑠 ♡

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puppy is discovering the camera 🧐🧐