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omg i hate that i***c was a chaser because fucking him was so much fun 😭😭😭😭 literally twirling my hair in bed thinking of it bro 😭 Hopefully date on tuesday goes well with this person who is not a chaser because it’s t4t! fun! times! and no fucking on the first meet either!

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Oh dear chat is this normal for someone to say like not even a week into talking

It's kinda insane how much you are just everything I look for in a person

BABY WE HAVENT BEEN ON ADATE YET

i have an actual date on tuesday omg lol😭😭😭😭😭😭 might be my actual first NAMED date in over 2 years??? i have been on dates since then obviously but they were #casual core dates

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an insanely tone deaf move by morrissey… why would you do that 😟

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i have an actual date on tuesday omg lol😭😭😭😭😭😭 might be my actual first NAMED date in over 2 years??? i have been on dates since then obviously but they were #casual core dates

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peg said i can probably stretch my hair another 3 weeks but it does look overgrown 💔💔💔💔💔

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i used to be a crazy anxious attachment but turned into a fearful avoidant and now i’ve been feeling the fearful avoidant SO MUCH. I’m turning into daniel i fear . I FEAR. His name is used as a joke now. like… someone’s gonna pull a daniel. Someone’s gonna pull an xyz. Someone’s gonna pull a xyz. LOL

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LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOO a person who’s sent me a like on hinge and ive been meaning to reply to them for a WHILE viewed my grindr yesterday, and texted me today. we’re texting now. LMAOOO

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Nothing worse than summer depression on the warmest day ever and a nice day with your friends.. :/ Nothignworse. what is wrong with me. feel so empty a bit. And not really attached to people anymore??? I think it’s my social battery that’s depleted it’s ok guys

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I was gonna give this sideblog an expiry date of september or October but then i realised i’ll probably always use it honestly LOLLL

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Well it’s in my journal scrapbook but i just use it for everything. Anyway am i even aaron if i don’t imbed random song titles and quotes that i like????

I’ve started a diary guys 🐭🫡 it sounds horrifically poetic the entire time it’s dreadful.

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I’ve started a diary guys 🐭🫡 it sounds horrifically poetic the entire time it’s dreadful.

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i must remember that my anxiety is not absurd for me and the few childhood memories i have are when i was incredibly anxious. once me being scared to ask if i could go out to play with my friend in primary school and another time seeing my dad threaten my mum with an umbrella and telling her he’ll smash her face in … Yeah there’s a reason why i’m the way i am

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Okay this is actually pissing me off now because i’m starting to really love this song im in the garden and playing it on repeat im sad

Undeniably angry that a chaser that was so nice introduced me to the magnetic fields. So annoyed (i’m not that mad i’m just mad that it will always link back to him in some way)

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26°C and brits go crazy, they start to overheat then explode 💥

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SO HOT

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HOT. ITS SO HOT RIGHT NOW. IM SO warm

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i want to die i don’t wanna get out of bed but im meeting my new friend from college lollll