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Wanted to post smth here since it's been a while (Ps. I love minghao sooooo wanted to draw him and me together? HHAHAHAHAHA i'm getting embarassed just drawing this) 😚

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Just wanted to post this cauz I've been hopping on the Haikyuu Hype and seriously it's taking over my brain since quarantine has started 🤦‍♀ but still can't help but to rewatch every freakin' season HAHAHAHAHAHHA

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R#12

Dissapointed HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

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R#11

Okay

School starts tomorrow and exams is approaching and my brain is nowhere near Exam ready HAHAHAHAHAH

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R#10

Hey!

Just rant anotha one.

So, this past couple of days or if we put it Last year.

My insecurities crept through my whole Christmas Agenda. It sometimes ticks off my mood.

But now that I actually had someone to rsnt it with through the Last Night of 2019, when it came to midnight meaning 2020 I actually felt good about everything and I actually Hyped uo welcoming 2020.

So what I'm trying to say is that I am grateful that I got someone to talk to about my troubles and if you guys got any disturbances or challenges you need to face, you can share the trouble with your friends and that you're not alone in this world full of billions of people.

That's all.

Happy 2020 everyone! 🎉🧨✨

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R#9

Okay what a fucked up way to prepare for 2020.

It's currently December 31, 2019 right now, and I just woke up from a fucked up deam. I maybe over dramatic cause this is my first hella of dream since months ago, and so just wanna say that this dream freakin crashed my mood for the whole duration of our trip. I was constantly thinking about it and it just hurts.

My mother recommended me to just pray and stuff and dont think about it.

But bech iz so hard like T.T

but anyways I hope you guys be strong in th3 face of trouble and be always determined in living cause everybody's gonna have a fucked up day, month or year 🥰🤷‍♀ Just keep livin' cause as cliche as it is YOLO!!

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MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE💚✨

Greetings for everyone this Christmas Holiday!

Hope you guys enjoy Christmas Eve!💕✨

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R#8

Okay, soooo A lot has been happening...

It's already almost christmas and I'm excited and not excited at the same time.

That feeling when I'm ready to open gifts and so frekin curious what they're gonna give for christmas but also totally lazy to be even curious and just accept what the fuck they gave to me. Like bish just give to me anything I'll be happy to accept it.

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"In the midst of movement and chaos, keep stillness inside of you"

-Deepak Chopra

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R#7

It's been a while I started dancing to hiphop and it feels great but exhausted at the same time HAHAHAHAH never been feeling excited for the outcome plus lazy to finish it.

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R#6

Have'nt posted anything for a while cause our wifi wasn't payed soooo yuh

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R#5

I remembered a certain dream months ago and it was still clear in my head, because IT WAS FREKIN SCARY AS HELL.

So there were 2 mothers in a playground. The first mother was with her son and was playing and laughing with her child, and the second one was just staring at them and from the looks of it they were styled very formally with pencil skirts and heels and stuff. The formal mother was carrying her son while they both watched the woman and child play around.

The next second it was dark and my dream brought me to my room. My face wad positioned to look at down to face the door and it was wide open and the room was bright cauz the switch was on, and so I immediately closed my eyes CAUZ I AIN'T GOIN TO BE LIKE ELSA AND WANT TO WONDER INTO THE UNKNOWN BECH LIKE JEZUZ MT HEART WAS ALREADY PUMPING TO THE PULP. And so i closed my eyes and repositioned my head to face sidewards so that I can see the cabinet. When I still felt that the room switch was still on I slowly opened my eyes and saw THE FORMAL WOMAN'S SKIRT.

Idk what was going on and just closed my eyes and kept doing that open and closing my eyes while the woman was coming closer as soon as I open my eyes.

Then I opened my eyes she was already so close that SHE WAS ALREADY STANDING ON THE SIDE OF THE BED WHICH IS WHERE I AM ON THE BED. I closed my eyes and then opened AND THANK THE GODS THAT THE WOMANS FACE WAS FREKIN BLURRED SHE JUST BENT DOWN AND CAME FACE TO FACE...WITH MY SOUL.

and then I woke up with another dream and was still in my room but now I was sitting. And then the formal woman's son came to the room and then....

We played :)) HAHAHAHAHAH

Okay share.

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"When anger rises, think of the consequences"

-Confucius

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R#4

So since I'm not the type of person who actually converses on group chats, I actually muted our class gc because it was starting to hey really loud with the notifications and stuff. And that was just A few months ago, and now I opened our gc once in a while and right now I have stumbled upon my classmates chatting about sleep paralysis and supernatural beings and lucid dreams to fckin horrible lullaby's AND YO GURL WAZ ABOUT TO GO TO SLEEP FCKIN WTH MAAANNNNNNNN U JUST RUINED MY MOOD

Welp this girl ain't gettin' sleep...

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R#5

I just...

I want to be able to stand up for myself

I want to be able to fight for my own preferences

I want to be able to fight for my own dream

And yet your still affecting me. Your hesitant, and that's what makes me scared.

Your hesitant for me when I am going to decide to be independent.

You decide what makes me not myself.

My music choices, my clothing, how I clean up after myself...that's actually insulting.

The worst of it all is that You're hesitant on what I want to be in the future. You're the one who's actually doubting when I want to be a pediatrician. Aha.

Yep :)) I'm totally fine

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R#3

Well, next week I'm spending the whole day traveling.

1st. Imma travel from the Bedroom to Kitchen and make my finest and delicious...Hotdogs with a sunny side egg paired with Rice

2nd. Imma travel to the bedroom to watch and relax :))

I'm so excited for next week's trip😍

Ps. Diko palaagon because mother issuesssss HAHSHAHHAHAHS

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R#2

Hear me out.

We just celebrated our christmas party, and so it's already Christmas break which means no class until next year. Welp IMMA STILL STUDY BECAUSE THEY THINK THAT IT'S STILL NATURAL TO STUDY EVEN THOUGH IT'S CHRISTMAS BREAK.

🤯