kiara--lo

[kiara--lo]

I do say so.

If you say so.

[kiara--lo]

Nothing was ever meant to be easy, San. I guess we just have to work that little bit harder.

I already agreed to this. If that’s not enough for you, then maybe your idea to forget it is the best one.

Should things be that hard?

[kiara--lo]

I-I’m sorry, I just get insecure and overthink things..

Nothing is ever enough with you, I swear.

[kiara--lo]

I didn’t know what to say, you didn’t sound overly excited.

Says the one who said “okay cool” first. Seriously?

[kiara--lo]

You don’t seem overly thrilled..

Maybe just forget about it.

… Cool.

[kiara--lo]

Okay.. Cool.

Then sure. Slow. Or whatever.

[kiara--lo]

Yeah, I’m sure, San. 

Are you sure? I’m not going to apologize for it.

[kiara--lo]

Yeah.. I agree.

Are you going to agree to my terms, or not?

[kiara--lo]

We can make this work, I know we can.

Yeah, we’re both idiots. Thing is, that hasn’t changed. I doubt it will.

[kiara--lo]

I was an idiot, San. I freaked out.

And look how well that worked out for me. I think that speaks for itself.

[kiara--lo]

But you did so well last time, San? What’s changed? Is it because you feel like you can’t trust me?

Expectations. There are always expectations. I’m trying to tell you upfront what you shouldn’t expect.

[kiara--lo]

No, I don’t know..

You know what I mean.

[kiara--lo]

You don’t need the pressure of me loving you? It’s not a responsibility. 

You’re missing the part where I don’t want that. I don’t need that pressure. I don’t need that responsibility.

[kiara--lo]

But I do. I can give you more than you need from anyone.

No one loves me. You’re safe.

[kiara--lo]

I do love you. I just thought- I thought I’d be the only one, I guess. 

You want to go slow because you love me. What do you think I mean?

[kiara--lo]

What do you mean by that?

I didn’t think I’d ever be contemplating this so we’re even.

[kiara--lo]

Oh, I didn’t think it was gonna be like that.

If by see you mean sleep with, sure.