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[kiawren]

Imagine your f/o holding out their hand to you and saying “Do you trust me?”

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[kiawren]

I think that you're worth keeping around

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[kiawren]

"Two Phantoms", Vahan Teryan (translated by metamorphesque)

[kiawren]

Ignore the drawing of my s/i on the first page it's not part of the mini comic thingy... So yah you know how kia/we got laid off from his supermarket part time job.. Yah.. Transcript under cut if my handwriting is hard to read

Transcript

Person: Sorry we had to lay you off

Kia/we: it's ok... I understand

Kia/we (thinking): what now... how do I save up to study abroad now?

Kia/we (thinking): wait..

Kia/we (thinking): this means now I can hang out with wren every night!!!

(next page)

Kia/we: Wren guess what! I got fired last night!!!

Wren: and why are you so happy about it

[kiawren]

Omg wait @ prev rb I can make another lion spider kiawren au that's similar to the lionheart one. For the lionheart au, wren becomes lion spider After meeting and befriending kia/we, but in this separate one, he's already lion spider of the city kia/we moves to to study at. They study at the same school but don't meet for a while but when they do and befriend each other wren starts to like him but kia/we already likes someone (lion spider) HDJJFKGKG I LOVE SPIDERMAN AUS.... SO MANY POSSIBILITIES... and like imagine kia/we always excited for news and pictures of lion spider and that one time he was unluckily (luckily) in the middle of a fight lion spider was in on the street and lion spider protects him and asks if he's Ok. And he explodes on the spot and leaves a comical black mark circling where he stood

[kiawren]

do u guys ever think about the alternate universe in which you are the f/o and your f/o self-inserts themselves with you

[kiawren]

imagine your f/o dreaming of you— they wake up in a cold sweat because of how realistic it felt. their heart is beating so fast and trying to maintain their breaths isn’t enough to calm them down. your f/o’s cheeks are flushed at the sole thought of you being so close to them, them being able to finally hold you.

[kiawren]

will still selfship with kiawe after you turn 18? (Not a trick question or anything just genuinely curious)

I guess I've thought about this before🤔 Kia/we's maximum age is twenty becuz in the games they say that the max age that a trial captain can be is 20 before they retire, and at some point he mentioned considering hiker david to be his successor as trial captain becuz he's gonna retire soon

Also I started shipping with him at 15 and my selfship experienced has changed a lot since then and matured as well, so it's kinda like we grew older together and our dynamic has reflected that too especially cuz I choose to include aspects of his game character in the ship, like him working a part-time job and saving up to study what he wants in university.

Also most of the time I don't engage with the source material anymore, sometimes I wonder if I made him diverge a lot from it especially cuz in my selfship I'm unsure of whether he Would do that or if i just want to experience that in a relationship so I project it there. What I mean is sometimes I feel I don't exactly selfship with his given character but more like I adapted him to be my own fictional person that has his name and look and personality but I added a lot of my personal things so he fits what I want to receive in the selfship, in this way it becomes very realistic to me and that's why I feel like when I'm 17 he's 17 when I'm 18 he'd be 18, becuz our dynamic is reflected by what I'm experiencing and hoping to look for as a coping mechanism. As in when Im in university that will reflect in my selfship, I mean actually it already does becuz my self insert is on a school programme abroad to do conservation research. And then I can imagine talking about mature worldviews with him that I wouldn't have thought of when I was 15 becuz I hadn't learned these things in school yet and grew as a person. Okay what I mean is that the kia/we i selfship with is more of a projection of my comfort mechanism that grows with me, more than a constant character I copy pasted from the source, so he'd be my age.. So whenn I'm 18 he'd be 18 and it still makes sense for him to be cuz his max age is 20. Yerp. But yah actually I'm at a loss for how would I rawdog life without him but that's for future me lol

[kiawren]

🎫 here's a gush pass ^^ feel free to gush about whichever f/o you want, however much you want, then send this ask to 3 other self shippers! (@comfortingstars i hope youve been well wren!! :D)

Hello Haze i have been well!!! I hope you have too :)!!

Ngl I havent thought about selfship A lot recently becuz ive been occupied with irl things but kia/we is always gonna be a constant to me somewhere in the back...

So I've been listening to songs and still thinking of him, I still fall asleep thinking of him sometimes. Just that throughout the day he slips my mind but he's always gonna be there..

Anyway here are lyrics wirh 'fire' in them and I immediately went Ohhh this is so kiawren. The second song is The edge of the deep green sea by the Cure too

It's not just that they have the word fire in them but they're rlly kiawren ok.. for the first one. It doesn't matter what you do. Like I will always admire him he coukd do anything like walk and breath and I'd find him deserving of all the reverence ppl give the seven wonders of the world. Or something. Also I think his eyes are a beautiful brown shade.

2nd one.. Images of natural landscapes will ALWAYS GET MEE..... She listens like her head's on fire like she wants to believe in me Becuz I will always try for him, he will always be better than me but he'd also believe in me.. Ok...

Actually, I always say I admire and love him so much, it honestly doesn't matter if it's more one-sided as long as I get to be in the same space as him, almost like an artist and their muse.

But! Kia/we would also love me back! He'd literally hear me tell him how deeply I admire him and he'd be like what? But I admire you too, Wren! It's like he doesn't get that it really goes deeper and I would do anything for him but that's the point, he Simply loves me back, it doesn't have to be as deep as I make it. It's like I compare him to the natural marvels of the world and i think, I will always fall short of meeting you where you shine, but then he grounds me and is like. But I like you so much too? There is a lot of things to like about you. And then I'm like Oh ok i guess it Is pretty Simple.

Like when I think the lyrics of bedless by pierce the veil ".. whatever you want, and whenever you're breezing through, keep tearing my world apart" it's like it puts some distance between us like I will always admire him from afar and that's the kind of mindset I slip into becuz! I just want to admire him and I don't really care what he reciprocates! But like! If he heats me say this he'd be like '?? but I won't leave you in fact I need you with me too. Why would I want to tear your world apart haha' and then I'll just realise over and over again like. He wants me next to him too. And yah it's that simple...

[kiawren]

Time to go back to the classics. Self shippers, draw your self ship in a coffee shop AU! Who’s the barista and who’s a new customer? Does the barista have a friend/coworker that teases them for thinking the new customer is cute? Maybe the customer was dragged there by their own friend or even a sibling to check out the coffee shop with them?

Do NOT Interact: Pro//Ship, adults who ship with minors, and real people shippers

[kiawren]

Imagine your f/o daydreaming about spending time with you when the two of you are separated.

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[kiawren]

Making up oc's in my head based on birds I like..

I don't have much so far but here they are if you car.... the Oriental pied hornbill is my self insert his name is Wyren but sometimes nicknamed Wren cuz i like to be called my own name gahahhaa

he has a friend based on the nightjar her name is Gemini nicknamed Mini cuz... nightjar are smol.... Wyren and Gemini like to search for conspiracy creatures for fun but ghosts started to appear but Wyren doesn't want to admit hes scared of them and he still gets dragged to ghost hunt and cant sleep

Silas is a biker based on rhinoceros hornbill uhrm he's that stoic guy trope but he has his soft spots... maybe he tried boxing at one point and there's this guy based on the Philippine eagle whos way tougher

idk what the story is I just make up images in my head..

Paradise flycatcher is a dancer (the long tail on the bird are like the ribbons part of his design), his partner in dance is based on greater racket tailed drongo,.... They're exes maybe...

One of my favs..! Luzon bleeding heart is an artist.. Think those beaded necklaces with red beads like blood yeah I think they're a fashion student maybe, I also think they help to run a bookshop.. A massive introvert and writes poetry

Keel-billed toucan has like a retro style going on.. He either roller skates or skateboards idk.. He has a sibling based on the firey-billed aracari they both have that..raccoon dyed hair idk what it's called but they're very cool.. Keel-billed toucan guy is sunshine trope

Ok yah that's it I wanna draw them but they'll probbaly look better in my head and I have no time to draw now 💀💀

[kiawren]

aure vives, ‘wildflower crush’

[kiawren]

Imagine your f/o laughing so hard, they start to cry.

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[kiawren]

can you please reblog this and add or tag the quote you associate with your selfship[s]? it can be anything : song lyrics, your own writing, a quote from their canon, anything goes! I'm just curious. 💖😸

PROSHIP, COMSHIP, TRANSPHOBES, HP/AOT FANS DNI.

[kiawren]

can you please reblog this and add or tag the quote you associate with your selfship[s]? it can be anything : song lyrics, your own writing, a quote from their canon, anything goes! I'm just curious. 💖😸

PROSHIP, COMSHIP, TRANSPHOBES, HP/AOT FANS DNI.