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I'm happy she never cared about any of my interests because none of them are ruined <3

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Crazy to think the rude girl ended up treating me better than she ever did.. I really wish I could have stayed with her

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I didn't want to be friends with her for so long why did I stay

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I miss being at my worst. At least people took me seriously then even if it was just them ignoring me

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sometimes I wanna go back to being that green haired someone who was realizing who they were, and sometimes I wanna be that faded haired boy crying by the bathroom sink every night. Sometimes I miss who I was, and sometimes I wanna be at the worst I was

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Worried I might be start being afraid to eat food again

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Trying to sleep because I can't reset it at only one week

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No matter the bond I'll always be chosen last

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I don't know why I think people will ever choose me she's charismatic and I say horrible things

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She'll always be chosen over me no matter what she does

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I just wanna block all my friends and never talk to them again

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Why don't they take me seriously

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I call people undeserving of life of sharing the same interests as me I don't know what's wrong with me

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I feel like I'm bad

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I feel so disconnected from my body

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I think im healing from my eating disorder

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I'm going back to therapy next week. I'm scared to go