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The fact that I'm in my early twenties and still in the same situation I was in as a child (which makes me want to kill myself everyday) says something about me. :)

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Mary Szybist, Incarnadine

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Ada Limón, from "Fifteen Balls of Feathers", Sharks in the Rivers

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A customer contacted our team with questions, and then finished their email with: "I am daunted by the complexities and unknowns." I haven't been able to stop thinking about it since.

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absolutely criminal how falling into bad habits is the easiest thing in the world while developing positive habits feels like fighting a literal war

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"are you okay" no can we change the topic before i start oversharing

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i would never get baby fever or ever consider parenthood in a moment of maternal instinct. y'all stay safe out there though

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Ada Limón, from "To the Busted Among Us", Sharks in the Rivers

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me fr

cred: kendollisms on insta

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I didn’t miss that social cue I just thought it was stupid 

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sobbing and crying at the woman who stole a meth addicted kitten from her dealer and then she and the kitten got clean together

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and sometimes i feel like i’m living my life in the third person; there is something controlling me and it is rotting inside. i feel like i live to tell my experiences rather than to experience life itself. my insides feel stained with dirt i have never tasted before yet it has planted itself deep within my stomach and it’s rapidly spreading through me. i do not know what it is. and i must cleanse myself of it in any way i can - but i don’t know how to or who to ask for help

-a

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That feeling when everyone and everything annoys you but you're lonely but you also don't want to talk.

That feeling when you're super lonely but don't want to talk to anyone.