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Me a year ago: I know eating disorders make people weird as fuck but I can’t imagine ever being excited to poop because of the weight loss

Me now:

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There is something very special about driving around at 3-4 AM. Like, am I up ridiculously late? Am I up ridiculously early? The world may never know.

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you don’t “beat” depression. you don’t “defeat” eating disorders. you survive them. stop making severe mental illnesses sound like something you can overcome just by throwing the right punch.

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Challenge for this week:

You can only eat if your stomach is growling and you feel physically hungry. No boredom eating. No mindless snacking. No emotional eating. Food is fuel, nothing less, nothing more.

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it’s okay if u thought u were over it but it hits u all over again.

it’s okay to fall apart even after u thought u had it under control.

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follow my art on Instagram

(C.B)(4.19.19)

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what kind of depressed whore are you?

marina 

lana del ray

melanie martinez

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When I was in 8th grade, I became severely depressed and developed an eating disorder. I hid it extremely well but looking back on it I should have been put in a hospital. I was already a healthy weight for my height, maybe had a little bit of baby fat on me, but then I lost another 50 pounds and became super underweight for my height. The saddest part is that it’s the sickest and most depressed I’ve ever been, yet I’ve never gotten sooo many compliments in my life. Suddenly girls wanted to be my best friend, and boys wanted me to be their girlfriend. This tweet reminded me of that today and I think other people should see it:

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reblog if you feel like you NEED to lose 20 pounds in a month

In a week

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don’t waste your life in a body you hate

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That’s why I go to bed as early as possible 😎

every night after 10pm my feelings start crawling out, starved, as i beat them with a moderately large stick vigorously hissing “stay back” until i inevitably fall asleep

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nostalgie en fleur by ryan murray (@ryanmrray)

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me, looking at my chest