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I miss my brother I miss my brother I miss my brother I miss my brother I miss my brother I miss my brother I miss my brother I miss my brother I miss my brother I MISS MY BROTHER !!!!!!!!!!

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something that's been bugging me, and i.might have said this before but oh well, is. the white queen remembered backwards, coukd recsll evebts before they ever took place. and i. have to wonder if she knew that we'd meet the fates we did. if she knew and sent us anyway. she always seemed so.kind. but.

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a rather inexplicable thing that's taken my notice, in regards to my being fictionkin, is how my msnnerisms change, in correlation to shifts? things like my speech patterns, preferences, even my posture. it is odd. i was wondering if anyone else experiences this sort of a thing?

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Pour one out for the fictionfolk who love their sources and happily, willingly participate in their fandoms.

The fictionfolk who love their sources, but feel ashamed or afraid to say so, because they've been pressured into not doing so before.

The fictionfolk who can't imagine hating their sources. The fictionfolk who are villains, who don't wish to be perfect or 'good'. The fictionfolk who want to be acknowledged as characters, while also being acknowledged as people, because they do have a right to both.

The fictionfolk who have read such flattering, heartfelt, kind words about themselves in fanfictions but don't want to admit to reading stuff on AO3 because that's 'weird'.

The fictionfolk who seek out new fanart, and whether or not they reblog it publicly, appreciate it and feel affirmed by it and smile when they see an artist whose interpretation of themselves makes them think, yeah, this fan gets it, but who feel afraid to reblog it even without tags, because they've been pressured into thinking that's 'cringe'.

The fictionfolk who have merchandise of themselves. The fictionfolk who regularly commission artwork of themselves from fandom creators. The fictionfolk who love reading headcanons and fan theories. The fictionfolk who crosstag their art.

The fictionfolk whose very identities cannot be removed from their fandom.

We see you all, and we support you.

- Alex

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sometimes i feel. so anhry. with.how things turned out. not with catherine nor the sisyers nor anyone else. just,, how things went. i had such hopes thst it'd work, that we coukd run awsy togrther. cath coukd get her bskery, hatta woukd avoid time, ragen and i might get a bit of freedom.from serving ss rooks. the war might end. but it judt. couldn't go thst way. i suppose. and it hurts. my friends deserved a happy ending.

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'never have I ever' but its played by a bunch of fictionkin tryna see who lived the craziest lives and has the weirdest kinmems

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i will forever find it funny how people at exillium spoke about tam and i. especially tam. "the shade is dangerous" "he's the worst wayward here" like,,, guys my brother's a softass. he's the sweetest. he's just socially inept.

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lets play just, my absolute favourite game. am i just really emotionally unstable, or is the reason this show's affecting me so deeply kin-related

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i find it, so funny that, every time i get a notification from this blog, its the same post. every time. and its not one of the cooler, introspective posts i definitely have, no. no its the one of me being a sad little gay man. EVERY TIME. like c'mon

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the irony in how long i spent hating my body as lester, yet now feel just ,, Wrong, not looking like that now.

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one of my favourite things is following.up any small achievement by yelling "I'M A GOD.", bc like, okay, yeah that has nothing to do with the fact i managed to finish cleaning, but it's still true.

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i swear, over these past months — hatta has been near enough all i think of. just,, him. always him.

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now this does sound fun. let us see,,

why ever am i the main character.

i only flood things intentionally, now.

simply let me go back to my job, PLEASE.

problems getting solved with stabbing.

i miss my husband, tails, i miss them a lot.

i may very well be a mess, but at least i have poetry!

i enjoy being a nuisance, truly, nothing more.

I dare you to try and summarise each of your kins (or just your highest if you have a lot) in one sentence (that isn't really long! No cheating!)

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why does the fandom act so weird about my dads. they either act like pops wasnt my dad or i didnt think of him as such, or all they ever say about me is the fact i have two dads. and its? so fucking weird.

like. yeah sonetimws i just call tiergan by his name instead of pops, but that doesnt mean he's not my dad. and yeah, im only really "important" because of my parents . but. im not Just.their son?

nobody else gets this.kind of treatment within the fandom. its weird.

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i hate. the unshakeable knowledge that they were there. that they were forced to see,, that.

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“We need more unapologetically weird people!!” You fuckers can’t even handle fictionkin

[kinandbearit]

“We need more unapologetically weird people!!” You fuckers can’t even handle fictionkin