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ooc./ Not the blog I was trying to recover ngl

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ooc./ I still won't be back to Tumblr, I have been more active on discord. However, I am still struggling financially after the shop had to close and I found a job that pays bellow than minimum wage, so hey, more debts. Not only from my family and me, but also from my deceased father. So if you could commission me or donate (even 1USD is a big difference because broken economy) it would be of great help! Spread the word, please.

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ooc./ I still won't be back to Tumblr, I have been more active on discord. However, I am still struggling financially after the shop had to close and I found a job that pays bellow than minimum wage, so hey, more debts. Not only from my family and me, but also from my deceased father. So if you could commission me or donate (even 1USD is a big difference because broken economy) it would be of great help! Spread the word, please.

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ooc./ I still won't be back to Tumblr, I have been more active on discord. However, I am still struggling financially after the shop had to close and I found a job that pays bellow than minimum wage, so hey, more debts. Not only from my family and me, but also from my deceased father. So if you could commission me or donate (even 1USD is a big difference because broken economy) it would be of great help! Spread the word, please.

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     “ Mn, in around two months? ”, being asked about important dates was sort of the norm, perhaps, because he liked to be able to use his time effectively. Though, blue eyes focus on the piece that he had moved. If Kaito was sincere, he had no clue in how to play a majority of board games other than othello. “ Will you have duets?  Rin-chan was looking forward to sing some classics last time she talked my ear off ”.

     In his case, a majority had already been planned but he had left some space for last-minute ideas that could pop up from fellow vocaloids. 

“ when’s our next live performance supposed to be ? “ len raised an eyebrow slightly at the other vocaloid across from him, gently moving one of the game pieces in front of them. 

he loved performing, so he wanted to make sure that he was all out and ready to go when it was at their doorstep. set up a track list for his portion of the show, etcetera. 

he did so as he took a step and sighed, sliding his piece down the slide. 

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burglarlotus / VINCENT :

     THE JOKE WORKED. VINCENT WASN’T ONE TO LAUGH OUT LOUD that often ( heck, this current reaction wasn’t one of those loud waves of laughter some of his other band members are known for, such as Ling and Brandon ) but getting a chuckle out of him was still an accomplishment in on itself. His only reply, however, to that comment was merely a nod.

     Upon receiving an actual reply to his previous question, Vincent initially hummed in reply. He should’ve seen it coming, the guy certainly looked East Asian, but didn’t want to vocally make assumptions. “It may count, but I wanted your real name, thank you very much. Very pleased to meet you, Daisuke. Cool hair, too.”

     Daisuke felt proud at earning a chuckle from the opposite male, it was always an accomplishment to make someone smile even if it was due to such low quality joke. He leaned forward on the counter, ever so slightly as to not get reprimanded, and tilted his head to the side. A smile curving his lips at that compliment     it was a good decision to adress that topic, huh.

     “ Thank you, impulsive choice of color when I was still in highschool. But, I think it fits me otherwise I would have changed it     ah, I mean to inform you, if you keep filling this place then it won’t be long until my boss brings up the  ‘ offer free drinks ’  to the band members and their guests. Early congrats to that, Vincent ”. 

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ooc./ I am alive, I was dead but I am surviving. My activity will be non-existant per usual, I will try ( emphasis, on try ) to be somewhat active but I won’t make promises. 

Life update below ( tw: death, mental health ).

Anywho, I vanished because of many reasons but, the one that matters the most, my dad died. It’s been difficult without him. I shut down emotionally speaking, this has affected all of us greatly     if I write, I have been using discord. Anyway I... have been part of the emotional support, my step-father has been my mom’s pillar and helping financially speaking. Job seeking is difficult, even with connections. It’s a spiral of many things. If we are friends or mutuals in great terms and I haven’t been speaking to you, it’s not personal. I just feel incapable of mantaining long conversations or even ping-pong short ones without socially draining. I have limited myself to a small group that I speak on daily basis.

That is all.

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ooc./   GOODNESS GRACIOUS, Tumblr has been wack towards me. I’ve been meaning to post or reply and all I got was error messages which further killed my activity here. Sorry for being dead!  I’ll try to return to life... by shoving things to queue...

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I, personally, enjoy how Hori is showing how utterly corrupt the system is and that some of the ‘heroes’ values are fundamentally fucked up.

Some heroes don’t deserve the title.

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Send ‘Ship Bias’ and I will share up to 5 Ships I have a bias for for my muse!

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猫ﾁｬﾝ描くの無理だったので過去に自分で撮影した猫ﾁｬﾝをﾄﾚｰｽしました。

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nice try hurting my feelings but little did you know i haven't had feelings since 1998

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sasaraaaaaaaaa

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Satan confirmed marriage material.

Mostly.

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Eileen Myles, "Hot Night" from I Must Be Living Twice: New and Selected Poems 1975 - 2014